Standing there with tears running down my cheek, not making a sound.
You'll never see the pain - at least not the real one. For the love I have for you, is far to great to even bother thinking about sharing the stories causing me this hunger. It's like all the pain I've kept hidden for all these years is suddenly rising up to the surface, tearing down my unconscious wall of safety. Slowly eating it's way out from the endless bottom of my soul, like cancer spreading trough my body. When I don't have that wall blocking the pain. My lifeline is no more.

I never speak of it because I'm to afraid to be ignored.
When I was a "child" I had no one but myself.
I also was a child that always were blamed for doing something she had not done. A child that was treated like an outsider, being isolated and not allowed to even talk to the other kids. A child with a difficulty that no one saw nor understood. A child that no longer had the chance to be a child. Even tho they'd let her go.
Childhood? I don't even know what that stands for god damn it..
I were never given a fair chance to live it.

You will always have your inner child within you. Take care of it.
cuz you'll never know when you might lose it and that empty hole, will never disappear.

Fuck off you psycho son of a bitches

Annons

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Camera Canon EOS 350D DIGITAL

Focal length 22 mm

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Cassie Andersson Sat 12 Mar 2011 12:33

riktigt fin bild, tjejan ! <3

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May 2011