5FDP - Diary of a deadman

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Looking back I still have so many questions,

So many things unanswered,

Like what did I do?

What could I do?

Was there ever a moment you cared?

Was I always ugly and abandoned,

Remember all the times you wished me harm?

You wished me dead,

How can I have changed to make it better?

And would I?

Would I?

Would I?

Why..?

I still feel so much hate inside of me,

Seems like you were just waiting for me to fail,

I’m sorry I can’t forgive you,

Do you blame me?

You never forgave me,

I’ve tried to grow from this,

Every day is a new challenge,

Because with you there is just no winning,

Like it ir not I’m still a part of you,

And you’re still a part of me,

Like it or not you’re still a part of me,

Why..?

So this is how it ends,

All the tears, all the blood,

It’s all bin for nothing,

As the candle dwindles, then freakes out,

The end...

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