Sunday 26 September 2010 photo 2/2
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I woke up in a place... where dreams... were real.
Where I'd walk on water, the sun shining beneath me
and the moon painting the sky purple.
I'd rest upon a bed of blue grass
and the birds would sing my favorite songs.
The day'd end when I wanted it to
and the aurora would serve as my nightlight.
No one would disturb me, except if I felt like it.
I didn't.
I'd be alone.
I'd be at peace.
I'd be... happy.
I woke up where the only weapons were words.
I had no use for words.
Where the concept of war was a mystery.
All the fights... didn't exist.
Where I'd close my eyes
and everything would just... disappear.
A place... where I could stay.
A place... where I was welcome.
A place... that was... perfect.
It scared me.
It scared me that I didn't want friends.
It scared me that I didn't care.
It scared me that I couldn't... no, wouldn't speak.
I wouldn't ask for company.
I wouldn't admit that I needed it.
I wouldn't... live.
I was lonely.
I was cold.
I was... sad.
It didn't matter how i tried,
I had given up my words.
There were no fights.
No one cared enough.
No one was even there,
I had already closed my eyes.
In hope to find something unexpected.
In hope to find someone who cared.
In hope to find my way home.
I had begun to remember what it was like to fight.
I had begun to remember what it was like to care.
I had begun to remember why my world wasn't perfect.
A perfect world is not what it seems.
It has no room for flaws.
It has no room for improvement.
It has no room for me.
I realized this wasn't paradise.
I realized this wasn't home.
I realized this wasn't even... hell.
It wasn't real.
It was what I had imagined would be perfect.
It was what I had imagined would feel real.
It was what I had imagined... I wanted.
I was... wrong.
I was... mistaken.
I was... foolish.
All I wanted now was to be free.
To be imperfect.
To feel.
But I had already woken up.
I had already seen what couldn't be unseen.
I had already been... Born.
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Pohrtomten
Sun 26 Sep 2010 16:17
Om vi får uppgift att skriva en dikt lr nåt nån gång i engelskan ska ja fan använda den här xD
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