April
Wednesday 27 August 2014 photo 3/4
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I always fuck things up don't I? I wish I could take a breath without making a mistake.. I wish I could just stop being such a fucking horrible friend..
I keep telling myself: "Maybe today you can do something right or make someone happy!" but I always, always fail at that.
When people are mad or sad around me, it doesn't matter if they are mad at me or not, I always panic and says the most stupid, fucked up things. Making the person even more sad or mad and making me hate myself even more..
I keep teling myself: "You got this, follow this lession and studdy and you will suceed!" but I don't. I can't get anything fucking right and it's tearing me apart.
I feel like my life is such a waste. I spend everyday in school preparing for the future and as soon as I step inside the front door at home I spend every minute preparing for taking my own life.
And I'm too scared to end it by myself.. so tell me, when will it all be over?
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