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Hypnophobia
I'm afraid to fall asleep
it's an endless chase
to stay awake for days in a row
and all the caffeine I waste
So tired of being tired
heavy eyelids, nothing to give
disguised as insomnia
I've forgotten how to live
The core of my soul is so cold
and the wound in my heart is so deep
dreaming of the end
and not having to sleep
Medicating the anxiety away
always at that time of the night
counting the hours awake
it hass taken away my light
For how long will it be like this
a mental fight for sleep deprivation
this bad case of hypnophobia
seems to have no explaination
*written by me
Annons