Wednesday 24 September 2008 photo 3/4
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"Wipe away all of your tears"
A single smile on my lips, one single.It's that smile I smile when I see you all for the fisrt time for the day.
The rest of my smiles are just a zomie smiling while my soul is somewere else.
Im so tierd of this shit, I've had enough...
The pain i go through all day, the pain my friends most go through because of me.
"Im such a horrible person always makes other people sad."
I feel that i've been so dumb to people, so i've tried to be nicer, but i guess i can't I was born mean... Fuck.
I get sad when people call me a dumb person, even if it's true, and even if their just cidding around... I get sad, because I feel that, if im such a bad and mean person, how come, some people are still my friends... I love u all for that, that you'r still my friends, after all mean thinga i've done...
I love you guys for that.
But...
I Feel that i can't move on like that, it feels like, the world would be a better place, if i just shut up!
I've tried to be nicer to people... Some of you maybe have noticed...
"Why won't i shut the hell up?!"
*sigh* I feel that life just slowly wants to kill me and just let me suffercate through... Untill the day I die.
But...
There is still something thats holding me back.
My friends...
"The world wants to kill me, but friends ceep me alive?"
Im confused...
I love my friends, and i don't want to hurt them.. well, it's parts to late now... But, I don't want them to go through same pain i've been and still going thorugh.
It's wrong, no one should have that pain in them all the rest of their lifes... No one.
But... People do..
"Pain, tears, blood and cuts. Cuts that you see, and cuts only yourself can feel."
A single smile on my lips, one single.It's that smile I smile when I see you all for the fisrt time for the day.
The rest of my smiles are just a zomie smiling while my soul is somewere else.
Im so tierd of this shit, I've had enough...
The pain i go through all day, the pain my friends most go through because of me.
"Im such a horrible person always makes other people sad."
I feel that i've been so dumb to people, so i've tried to be nicer, but i guess i can't I was born mean... Fuck.
I get sad when people call me a dumb person, even if it's true, and even if their just cidding around... I get sad, because I feel that, if im such a bad and mean person, how come, some people are still my friends... I love u all for that, that you'r still my friends, after all mean thinga i've done...
I love you guys for that.
But...
I Feel that i can't move on like that, it feels like, the world would be a better place, if i just shut up!
I've tried to be nicer to people... Some of you maybe have noticed...
"Why won't i shut the hell up?!"
*sigh* I feel that life just slowly wants to kill me and just let me suffercate through... Untill the day I die.
But...
There is still something thats holding me back.
My friends...
"The world wants to kill me, but friends ceep me alive?"
Im confused...
I love my friends, and i don't want to hurt them.. well, it's parts to late now... But, I don't want them to go through same pain i've been and still going thorugh.
It's wrong, no one should have that pain in them all the rest of their lifes... No one.
But... People do..
"Pain, tears, blood and cuts. Cuts that you see, and cuts only yourself can feel."
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