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Tell me.....
Am I troubling you?
Maybe my feelings for you upset you?
Tell me.....
Is it me?
Is it you?
Why do I feel this way?
Hate?
No.
Anger?
Certainly not.
Love?
There you have it!
The most defying and unforgiving emotion.
But also the most heartwarming and soothing emotion.
It's a jack-of-all-trades, master of none.
It's an endless passage through time that seems to be ever closing until we reach the end.
And when the end has been reached... Do we feel regret?
Do we feel sorry about ourselves because we're out of time?
Or is it that we know that we can't re-do what has been done that creates regret and sorrow?
This all makes for a straight line of reasoning and decisions that takes us through life.
This line can either make or break your future.
Only you can shape your future, design your universe if you will.
Now why should you listen to me?
You shouldn't really.
But then again.... here you are!
Listening, thinking.
Mind makes the matter.
Matter makes the future.
The future creates possibilities.
YOU, control your mind that makes the matter that makes the future that makes the possibilities.
And as we ALL know, the possibilities are ENDLESS. Just like the circle of hope and hopelessness.
I'm sure each and averyone of you out there have been in a pit of despair sometimes. Some of you might even LIVE in one. I know I do sometimes.
It's when we feel this depressed that we NEED to collect our thoughts and move a few steps backwards in the chess-game that is LIFE.
And so, I have arrived at my standpoint.
This is where I'll clear the fog inside my head.
It all begins and ends with one....single....question...
What is this question you ask? If you have to ask then you can't know me too well. I'm not blaming you, I'm not perfect in any way.
We all have our flaws, I myself am very shy and modest. Not that outgiong at all. Just an Average Everyday Joe if you will. But cut the social assets out of the picture and... there you go.
But I try my best.
.........right?
And so, this psychotic mind-trip of mine has come to an end.
Now, I KNOW you can't see this for yourself, if you could then maybe you would understand. I know this is the WORST way possible to get something off your heart. The one I'm talking to is, of course, unable to read this post. Typical, right? (If you haven't catched on yet then we need to talk)
The question I want to ask you, SHOULD not be uttered here.
Therefore it shall stay that way.
Now I'm not expecting to hear the answer I want, but if you tell me: No. Then I will just have to deal with it.
But if, IF, you do have the answer that I seek...
Then would you tell me?
....................Thank you..................
Annons
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