Saturday 12 January 2008 photo 1/1
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Peer trought the world with different eyes. Peer around you all the shades have a past. Every time has a reson and every action changes something. So look on your hands can you see the blood of the angel. I know that i can i killed it ripped its wings and laughed as it fell. I feel an emptyness now that i thought i would never feel. Now when i sit her in the darkness with just this monitor on. Complete darkness all alone or am i alone? I can sense them they are looking at me judging me every minut. I am waiting couse there is nothing else that i can do then just wait. Wait for something to change wait for them to do something. Maby reveal them self maby give me a reson to not hide. But i see on the scares that that is not what they want. An eye for an eye the voice trembles inside my mind. I feel the dagger deep inside my chest and how cold my heart becomes. A dagger made of the hatred of this world. Can i judge something that i was a part of and still am? No i have nothing to judge i am the one being punished for what i did. I hurt so many and still they forgived but i just fell and hurt again. I guess evil is just in my blood it is something i can never change. So i peer out the window and watches the day turn into night.
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