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I'm still not sure,
of what to write.
But I think it's clearing
up,
if I just try to read my
mind.
I miss someone really
deep,
someone to chair my
thoughts whit.
Someone,
that lies in the same
situation that I do.
My life is kind of up and
down,
over and under.
Right now I don't know,
where I am and where I
should stop.
It's like a enormous
cauldron whit deathly hot
soop,
you want it sooo much but
you still can't touch it.
It's smoking and it smells
sweetly.
The only thing you would
want to do,
is to eat it and swallow
it.
But if you do, your
burning your mouth,
you just can't touch the
happines!
You want it so much,
but you can't reach it!
The others don't even try
to help you out,
or anyhow it feels like it
right now.
I don't know if you did
understand a word of this
mess of words,
but I don't care cause I
don't even always do it
myself...
The only thing I wish from
this New Year,
is to have my old life
back from the last.
of what to write.
But I think it's clearing
up,
if I just try to read my
mind.
I miss someone really
deep,
someone to chair my
thoughts whit.
Someone,
that lies in the same
situation that I do.
My life is kind of up and
down,
over and under.
Right now I don't know,
where I am and where I
should stop.
It's like a enormous
cauldron whit deathly hot
soop,
you want it sooo much but
you still can't touch it.
It's smoking and it smells
sweetly.
The only thing you would
want to do,
is to eat it and swallow
it.
But if you do, your
burning your mouth,
you just can't touch the
happines!
You want it so much,
but you can't reach it!
The others don't even try
to help you out,
or anyhow it feels like it
right now.
I don't know if you did
understand a word of this
mess of words,
but I don't care cause I
don't even always do it
myself...
The only thing I wish from
this New Year,
is to have my old life
back from the last.