Wednesday 16 January 2008 photo 3/3
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One day i found a big wall deep inside of me. I could not se any end either left, right or up. When i tried to touch it it hurted me and told me to keep off. I understood by then that that wall was built between us. I didnt know who built it, maybe we both did. And i dont know how to destroy it. And i wouldnt want to even if i could. I knew that you where on the other side. And i liked it. Atlast i were free! But i had a lonely freedom. I had lost someone who i loved, and hated. It was really confusing, not even i could understand what al the feelings meant. Thats why it hurts me so much now when you try to be nice to me. Because i know how worthless i'am to you now. I told you so much about me, and i dont know how many of my sercrets that was kept between us two. Not many i guess. You told me that its stupid to trust people, and sure it is, i trusted you and you destroyed me. Its only the hate left now. You can change it, but i could never imagine that you would say im sorry
Annons
SpeedeX
Wed 16 Jan 2008 23:14
Jo, ganska mycket tror jag. Vår vänskap är en bra källa för emo texter, från min sida sett iaf. Jag vet inte hur mycket vänskapen betydde för dig. Vad jag tror var det inte mycket eftersom du aldrig verkar ha litat på mig. För det är ju helt idiotiskt, lr hur?
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