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Monday 7 January 2008 photo 12/13
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another beutiful lovestory (läs och och förstå!) how they both were feeling It was a lovely evening, though the skies were low, and dark. The sun was setting, and a thin, blonde boy was running on his way home. Home, to a dark, cold apartment. Colder and darker than the grey road here was. Because he knew, that there was no love, no feelings, no one at home, so why hurry? He stopped up and looked to his right. On the edge of the bridge, was a dark silhouette of a person, sitting all alone. The person looked back, and looked at Naruto. “Sasuke…” Naruto whispered to himself. When Naruto returned his look, Sasuke looked almost surprised, but looked away, and Naruto continued on his way home. There was a touch of sadness in his eyes now. When he reached the kinder garden, he heard steps behind him. First slow, patient steps, but soon he could hear they were running. He continued to walk, until… “BAKEMONO” A stone came flying, and hit him in the head, thrown by a boy sitting in a tree not far from him. He heard the boy scream “Go away!! Bakemono!!”, as he fell, and another stone was thrown at him. Soon followed by another. ~Not again~ Naruto thought, and closed his eyes, as he hit the cold, hard ground. ~not again. Why me?!!~ A single tear escaped his eyes, which were shut firmly. When the children discovered, that he wasn’t moving, they finally stopped throwing things at him or kicking him. “Hey, hey! He isn’t moving anymore!” “Damn, he’s unconscious!” “SHIT! Keitzu why did you aim for his head?!!” “I didn’t! fuck we are in serious trouble!! Let’s get out of here!!” “Run, or well get in trouble if the grown-ups find out!” The boys all ran away, leaving Naruto on the ground, bleeding hard from the wound he got on his forehead. Luckily, he took his headband off when he left the school. He would never be able to forgive himself if he had scratched it. A drop hit his cheek, and melted together with the tears escaping from his eyes, and the blood, from where the stone hit him.. Soon he was soaked though, but he was still just laying there, he wasn’t unconscious. He was just lying there.. “Why? … why again?” “ Why only me?!” He thought, while it continued to rain. He didn’t care if it rained. Another tear fell from his eye. He didn’t understand why no one would ever be his friend, or even try. Two more tears. No one ever asked him how he was feeling, why he was sad, or anything. They talked about him behind him, pushed him away when he asked if he could play with them, and they were always moving away from him in school. “Enough.” He heard himself whisper, as another tear ran down his cheek.. ”enough… “ “I don’t… “ “I can’t take this anymore” He trembled. He was sick and tired of always hiding his emotions behind a smile. Tired of ignoring the whispering behind his back, even though he was perfectly aware of it.. The whole village, old people, adults, children, even infants seemed to be afraid of him or hate him. He was just tired of the whole world. He just wanted to stop running from it.. Just lay here. Just… Sleep… He closed his eyes, and finally the unconsciousness took over his mind. “Saaaaaasuukeeeeeeee-kuuuuuuuuuuuuun!” Uchiha Sasuke sighed. He was pretty tired of this by now.. Why couldn’t he just be left alone when he needed it most? Even though.. some part of him felt a feeling when Naruto went on.. Longing? Sadness? He didn’t know… Or at least, he didn’t want to admit it, not even to himself.. But some part of him wished that Naruto would come down and talk or something.. Lately, Naruto seemed less hyper and happy than usual. He had also become thinner, like he didn’t eat so much anymore. Like.. …. Like he was beginning to lose hope…. .. But this didn’t seem like Naruto at all.. but to be honest, how much did he know about him anyway? He had noticed some wounds he had got lately, that he already had before he got to practise, but with the kyuubi, the wounds would normally heal over a night, wouldn’t they?. He frowned, and bit his nail. “What is wrong, Sasuke-kun?” A pitch-high voice asked. “Sakura! What are you doing here?” Sakura rose up and put on her (according to Sasuke) annoying and somehow fake smile, and asked; ”Ne, Will Sasuke-kun follow me home?” “.. No” “Oh.. Why not?” Sasuke rose up “Because I just don’t want to” Sakura grabbed his arm and pulled “Awww, come ooon~ “ “Why didn’t you go home with Naruto? I'm sure he asked you” Sakura stopped up a bit, and looked mad all of a sudden. ~funny~ Sasuke thought, still frowning. ~she always does that when I mention Naruto…~ “Naruto is so annoying he's always asking me out, and talking all the time!” “Sakura..” Sasuke looked at her. ~I know it! He’s gonna confess his love for me now! Finally!!~ “Do you know that you are behaving exactly like Naruto right now? .. And to be honest it’s pissing me off. Just go away!” “But, Sasuke-kun!” Sakura laughed nervously. Surely, her Sasuke wouldn’t say this to her. “But? Do you know how much you hurt Naruto every time you are rude to him or turn him down?! Have you even noticed how thin, and sad he looks! And it’s getting worse everyday!!” He was yelling at her now.. He didn’t know why, but it just felt so good. She looked shocked, but once again, she began to laugh nervously. It annoyed the hell out of him. “Look, Sakura. I don’t like you. I look at you as you look at him! You are a team mate, yes, but nothing more than that, and you’ll never be more to me! And if you won’t leave, I will.” He pulled his arm out of her grasp, and began to walk. Sakura fell to her knees, shocked. “S…. Sasuke-kun?” She whispered to herself, as she saw him walking away. ~Weird girl~ Sasuke scowled as he went home, and his thoughts wandered of. ~I wonder where Naruto went~ His thoughts were interrupted, when a raindrop hit his cheek. ~Rain?~ Soon it was raining quite hard, and Sasuke was running home. Unconsciously he went the same way as Naruto… As he went past the kinder garden, he saw an orange silhouette lying nearby on the road. “Usuratonkachi?” Sasuke frowned. What was the dobe doing here, in the rain? It had been at least 5 minutes since he walked past him when he was at the bridge, and even though the dobe. Was. Walking kinda slow, he would have at least have reached ichiraku ramen by now. He realised that there, somewhere in the middle of the orange, blue and yellow blur, there was something red… Sasuke stiffened. Surely, it could have been a red band or something, but he couldn’t see it because of the rain. But he was not to take any chances. He ran over to Naruto, now looking worried.
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