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Thinking of the bad things I´ve said and done
Thinking of my life, and wonder how it could go so wrong
I sit and wonder why
Wonder why and I start to cry
The pain is growing and the anxiety is worse
And this ladies and gentlemen is my curse
When I´m done feeling sorry for myself
And this is something I cant help
I start to think of the people around me
When they look at me, what do they see?
A person, hard as stone
Who is afraid of being alone
I want to scream loud
But I cant make a sound
Its like I´m under water and I cant breathe
I just cant get back up on my feet
You wanna know the truth?
I just wanna put a gun to my head and shoot
Life aint easy, I know that
I have experience of that in fact
But here you have me
And all you get is what you see
Well I´m not gonna lie
This Ladies and Gentlemen is why i cry
Thinking of my life, and wonder how it could go so wrong
I sit and wonder why
Wonder why and I start to cry
The pain is growing and the anxiety is worse
And this ladies and gentlemen is my curse
When I´m done feeling sorry for myself
And this is something I cant help
I start to think of the people around me
When they look at me, what do they see?
A person, hard as stone
Who is afraid of being alone
I want to scream loud
But I cant make a sound
Its like I´m under water and I cant breathe
I just cant get back up on my feet
You wanna know the truth?
I just wanna put a gun to my head and shoot
Life aint easy, I know that
I have experience of that in fact
But here you have me
And all you get is what you see
Well I´m not gonna lie
This Ladies and Gentlemen is why i cry