Smile - even though your heart is breaking

I love it too ^^

My closest friend down here is leaving for France tomorrow and will probably not come back to town again :(

Oh, I'm very sorry.. That must feel very bad..She won't come back at all? Not even on vacation or to see you or something?

No idea. She's not from here. She said that perhaps she'll come down a bit this summer - but her plan is either Edinburgh or Canada...

Okay.. Hopefully she'll down, and hopefully you'll be able to see her then *smiles faintly*

I hope so too. Though I doubt it - she's pretty sick of this town by now. *tries to smile but fails miserably*

I see..*looks a bit sad* Did something happen that made her want to leave?

Nah, not really. She just wanted to move on - not that I blame here though. Just sad when it's someone you like. And besides, I don't have too many friends down here. So I guess I'll move on soon as well...

Okay, I hope she'll like France then. Yeah, it's always sad when people you like leave.. Even more so when you don't have many others.. Hmm okay, I hope that'll go well then *smiles gently*

I hope so too. She's going to work with gardening in the south of France.
Yeah, it is sad. Thank God for Facebook though ^^
I'll be staying here for a few months still though :)

How's Kaname feeling? I hope he's better.
I don't know the others, but I hope they're alright too ^^

I see, sound a little fun ^^
Yeah, thank god for facebook sometimes~*chuckles*
Okay *smiles*

Hmm.. Kaname is fairly allright. His wounds are heling up a bit and the black-eye is rather faded. He's been eating ad sleeping properly now. Neiru is watching him with hawk eyes *chuckles low* Yes, most of my boys are okay. Just more or less, but things will turn out okay~

How'd you're guys doing? *smiles*

I'm glad he's alright and that Neiru is looking after him properly. Cause Kaname is really needed at the moment...Filip is causing problems and have contaminated a whole ward - and there's still the meeting going on with Akio...
I'm glad the other ones holding on as well. I think there will come a new kid soon that wants to get to know Aaron and his friends ^^

My boys are okay. Talisker is "sleeping" at the moment and Scotch is out - and he's not happy.
Luke on the other hand is vwry conflicted and I feel sorry for him. He doesn't want to be alone at the moment - his past is haunting him.

Yeah.. Kaname's life is always busy and hectic. I think he both hates and loves that fact*chuckles*
Myeah I saw that.. I'll try to rp him soon. He has just needed a little break to calm down a bit.

Oh all of my boys are real fighters, so they'll hold on til' all hope is lost if they have too. No need to worry much about them. They're doing fairly good atm*smiles*

Oh? A new boy in the making for the Chikan roleplay? *smiles and looks curious* I guess that'll make Aaron a bit happy. He loves meeting new firends~ Be aware of that his friends can be a bit odd though, and that Aaron's boyfriend might become a bit possesive. Aaron is his everything after all..

Okay, I guess him meeting Neiru right now isn't too good then *chuckles*

Oh? Poor Luke.. Make sure to take good care of him, Kaname seems to like Luke a bit even if he seems a bit sly.

I can understand that. Running a place like that can be hard on anyone.
I hope you rp him soon though - he's fun to talk to ^^

Haha. good to know then. in that case I won't worry about them ^^

It's a cute kid that is in the making ^^ I hope Aaron will like him and be nice :) but don't worry about him though - he may look small and scared but he is quite tough.

Hehe. Or perhaps meeting Neiru is just what he needs. Filip is pissing him off even though je doesn't show it, and Joe is even worse :p he needs someone to relate to ^^

I'm trying to take good care of him, but he is a bit reluctant to let me.
Really? I'm surprised that Kaname likes him. Sure, he is sly and doesn't really like athority. And he does seem to have something against Kaname. I hope gets over that soon though. I'll tell him that Kaname cares for him.

Yeah, it sure can.. I'll try tonight, I've let him have a smaller break now, so I hope he's up for it. He's needed at his hospital after all. It just haven't felt right to rp him when he's been so out of it, but he feels better now so I'll give him a try *smiles*

Good~

Okay ^^ hehe.. Let's hope that Aaron will like him and that he'll like Aaron. Aaron is a lot like me in many ways, so he's quite easy to get along with *smiles*
Okay, sounds like a person with some "skinn på näsan" *chuckles* I think they'll get along just fine as long as he doesn't fall for Aaron.. Then it might get troublesome xD

Hmhm, maybe~.. Yeah, Filip can be a bit difficult *chuckles*
but I still like that char though. He's intresting ^^
Okay, I'll try to get Neiru up then. I guess Kaname can need his precense at the hospital as well~

I see.. My boys can be a lot like that too.. It's hopeless sometimes.. They usually take good care of one another though if I'm not allowed to help *smiles*

Yeah ^^ .. Well Kaname likes people that aren't a 100% "how they should" *chuckles* And he's quite an easy guy to hang around as long as you don't piss him off *grins*
Yeah, let's hope Luke'll get over it. Yes, tell him so *smiles*

Yay. I hope to see him later then :) I hope it works out.

I don't think he would fall for Aaron. Aaron seema ro kind. This kid is a bit messed up and can only believe that someone likes him id they hit him...so he sometimes hit back ^^ but he's cute non the less :)

I find Filip really fun too. But Scotch doesn't really agree :p
Yay. I've been waiting foe Neiru. And Luke wants to meet him too.

Luke feels a bot better now after talking witj Akio all day. Ot seems to calm him doqn a bit...

HEhe. Well, that's Luke for ya - not how he should :p He'll probably try to pick a fight with Kaname just foe the ahow od it. You know - pissing in the corner :p

I hope so too~~

Aaron is very kind, but don't get too fooled with what you see.. He used to be a real "monster" once. He's calmed down with age though, but the "monster" is still hidden within him and can get lured out if you push the right buttons.
Oh? He sounds a bit odd but fun ^^

Okay *giggles*.. Yeah, I've been keeping Neiru on hold for a bit since I wan't it to feel right when he "comes out". Luke's curious about him to? *chuckles* Well I'm sure Neiru will be warmly welcomed when he gets out of his isolation cell hehe.

Okay, that sounds good *smiles gently*

Hahaha, I'd advice him not to.. At least not now when Kaname isn't as stable as usual. It coul be dangerous..

Hehe. I'll keep that in mind when I meet Aaron then ^^ but I do love characters that have a monster inside *smirks*
He is quite odd yes. But cute and kind as well. Hopefully he can find someone that doesn't feel the need to hit him...

I can understand that. I hope the right time comes soon ^^
Yeah, Luke got very curious when Kaname mentioned him. Though he would never admitt it :p
And I'm quite convinced that he would be more than welcome *smirks*

I'm advicing him not to eithet - but you know how they can be. they never listen :p

Yes, please do ^^.. Simon, Aaron's twin is easy to talk to though, but he's not much at the school. He's more at Aaron's place or around Ikki and Yan.

Ethan.. Ethan you should definitely watch out for if you meet. He's not really to be trusted. He and his boyfriend Slice/Zeizeru are a bit unpredictible *chuckles*

Embry is nice, but he can seem a bit grumpy or cold ^^

That's the guys I have at the School ^^

I hope so too~ *smiles* Yeah, it's hard not to get a bit curious I think ^^ Neiru is very special after all.
Yeah, me too ~

Yeah *sighs* They can be really hopeless..

I'll keep that in mind. Thank you :) My kid doesn't have a name yet, but it's on its way. Though he do have a tendency to fall in with the wrong crowd...That's his biggest problem.
I hope I get allowed to upload pictures in the group :) cause I really want to play.

How do you think Neiru will react to everyone at the hospital? That's what I'm courious about.

I kind of want to hit Luke at the moment. He's so stupid. He hs figured out that he wants Akio, but he lacks the nerve to say so even if Akio seems okay with it. I don't know what to do with that idiot.

No worries.. It's better I prepare you a little so you don't get shocked when you meet them ^^
Aa, I see.. Well I don't really know if Aaron can be seen as "the wrong crowd".. Maybe a little, because he used to be a very bad person, but he changed.. Ethan.. I don't ven know what to say about him.. Ethan is Ethan xD
I hope Haku will like it there though~

Hmm.. I don't know xD I think he'll be kinder to some then other *chuckles* But he's quite a troublesome guy, so we'll see ^^

Hahaha xD Yeah.. I recognize that problem.. Simon didn't dare to say anything to Yan about how he felt for him until he thought Yan was leaving Aarons place for good..

Thank you. It's good to be prepared. Haku likes the place so far but is a bit confused still. He wants to trust someone really bad, but since he's new he can't. Don't know if you've noticed that yet...

Haha. well of course he's gonna like them differently. Look forward to meeting him :)

Haha. yeah, but he's kind of said it now so he's calmed down a bit. Now I just have murderous Scotch on my hands. Filip has annoyed him so he just wants to go and kill someone...

Okay ^^ Well Aaron and Embry are quite reliable guys, so is Simon, but Ethan.. If you know him well or if he really likes you then he is very reliable, otherwise.. Not so much xD

Yeah, I've noticed it a bit~

Hmhm, yeah~ I look forward to introducing him as well ^^

Oh? Nice~ Hahaha Aawwe, that doesn't sound too good.

That's hood to know. Perhaps Haku should try trusting one of them...it would make it easier for him in the end.

Then do it ^^ What are you waiting for?

I'm holding him off for the moment, but I'm not sure how long he'll let me do it...

I'd suggest him to trust Aaron or Simon. Aaron is a techer at the school after all, so he's around much, and he's a very kind and easy going person to talk to. He's my darling! I'd SERIOUSLY die without him and Yoru!

For things to calm down so I don't have a 1000 answers everytime I log in? xD I get so stressed and I get so afraid I'll miss someones answer ot they'll think that I take too long etc.. When you already have a lot on you're plate it isn't always good to stupp on more xD

I see.. Hpefully he'll change his mind a bit hehe

Well, I'll let him decide who to trust. He needs some time before that will happen.

Oh my. Yeah, that might be stopping you xD but forget about that and just play along. you know you're dying to let him out ;)

Yeah, they always decide that best on their own *chuckles*
Yeah, trust doesn't come right away ^^

Haha xD

Exactly. They know best themselves. Scary really :p

Yeah O_O'' Terrifies me sometimes xD

Same here xD but that's how you know you have a good character ^^ they can live without your input ;)

Yeah haha xD