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Yes this is gonna be in english. Today I am a little bit sad. It's not to bad though.. I am fine but I have discover something I felt was a bit hurtful. I do also know that I should move on with my life since all my friends that matters are in my life already and that they that want to be with me is much more important.. But anyway:

I had a friend in "Gymnasiet" (Collage? High School? Well at least I went there from the year 2006 - 2008 when I was 17 - 19 years old) that I had tons of fun with and we really had some fun conversations and so on. It wasn't that we were a couple. No she was a very great friend.

We wrote to each other sometimes and we did have contact even after I graduate...But then..Sometime in 2012 was the last time I ever heard from her. She unfriended me on Facebook. I was so confused and of course asked if it was some reason? I have not gotten any answer at all.

Sure the last conversation I had with her was about what she was doing this time around since I sadly had been so busy with stuff that I didn't have too much time to write to her or anyone else for that matter. Last thing she wrote was that she still Cosplays and stuff.

I don't know what I have done to her...To the point is that I of course time to time wrote and ask her what I've done, if she is well and so on..And 2015 she dissappeared from Facebook (It was like she had taken away her Facebook so that's what I thought). but I didn't want to throw away the conversation on messenger so I saved it.. Today I saw her profile-picture had change even though I couldn't go in on her page at all.. That's when I realize that she has blocked me... Still with no explonation on why...

For you that has read this far and think that "What a B***h". Don't.. Just.. don't.. The thing with her is that when I knew her I knew her as the most kindhearted, sweet person ever and that had a saying to live the "Genki-way-of-life" (A happy lifestyle). We had a lot in common and I have tried to get back that friendship. I have really tried and missed her friendship the last years now when I am in a Cosplay-group myself.

What if I someday go to a Cosplay-convention and then I meet her. I wouldn't be able to say anything to her. I wouldn't be able to do anything. I would probably be frozen and then try to hide what I feel.

I don't know what's worse. To realize that she blocked me and very much have already cut me off her life as a friend or that she never ever said why she did it and dropped me as a freind and left me with so many questions...Like our friendship ment so much to me and she left like it was nothing. I mean.. She could at least give me a closer and tell me what I did wrong and explain why she don't want my friendship anymore.

Well...This I just needed to wrote so I would appreasiate that you that read it talk to much with me about it. I just needed to clear my head a bit!

Annons

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June 2019