Friday 3 July 2009 photo 1/1
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I think that suicide was the only way out ... perhaps it is ... for without you, I feel a huge gap in the heart, I know how everything is meaningless without you ... I want so badly to be with you but what is the point of it if I just hurt you all the time? I am beginning to get used loneliness and I begin to feel comfortable with the ... but I wonder ... if it is dead, you are then more alone? I will probably never get the answers ... anyways not yet in a while ... there are not many who know but for about 1 years ago I was in the hospital with a serious poisoning that I was about to die ... I'm looking for no pity ... but the sadness I felt when I know now ... just be left and that only love but that does not get any back ... it really hurts ...
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