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The only thing you can do, is doing that you think is the right. If you just say something becouse people around you want you to you have lost your life. You have throw it away from your hands hand lied it down in someone elses. But it isin't with your mind. It just become like that. And then you're stuck. You can't come out from it, it's just bringing you more down for every day who passes. It feels awful inside, deep inside your heart, a feeling noone else then you knows. And you keep it a secret for the world.
But one day is it too late. One day you'll find out that it's too late. And you'll fall deeper and deeper down in youself and you lost you're smile and the last small pice of your self control. You know it's lying a knife in the kitchen, you run and you finds it at once. In a short moment you're still and you can see your life pass. It isin't a happy life as you can see. It's a false life you have live, hiding behind a beautiful mask. You haven't seen it before, and that makes you mad. So mad. A lonley tear falls dows from your eye and lands on the floor. Then is it just pain. A big hurt in your wrists. And you feel that everythings fine. It's fine. And then everythings become black.
MABYE.
But one day is it too late. One day you'll find out that it's too late. And you'll fall deeper and deeper down in youself and you lost you're smile and the last small pice of your self control. You know it's lying a knife in the kitchen, you run and you finds it at once. In a short moment you're still and you can see your life pass. It isin't a happy life as you can see. It's a false life you have live, hiding behind a beautiful mask. You haven't seen it before, and that makes you mad. So mad. A lonley tear falls dows from your eye and lands on the floor. Then is it just pain. A big hurt in your wrists. And you feel that everythings fine. It's fine. And then everythings become black.
MABYE.