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End of (d)emo
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Three long months ago
a girl constantly made me sad
She lied to me, came with excuses
and treated me really bad
This false charade lasted long
for a time of roughly a year
and over and over and over again
she made truth out of my fear
She often made me so depressed
that I fell asleep with a cry
How can you treat somone as bad as she did?
I still can't understand why?
I asked her kindly and patiently
if I could visit her on New Years Eve
After almost a week of silence
she said "no" and took her leave
And there I was feeling all alone
so I decided instead to visit a friend
A car trip and three hours later I was in Stockholm
where my boredom soon would come to an end
But the night went on like I feared
when my shyness almost stopped the time's flow
And little could I guess that this evening
would affect my life more than I'd ever know
Because suddenly an unknown girl approached me
who was happy and showed a lovely style
Wearing something that looked like an "old lady dress"
and what must have been the cutest kind of smile
It was almost af if she was a rescuing angel
since my depression vanished into thin air
Her humor was fun and she did weird things to me
that I countered with my eyebrow raised and a stare
We got along really well
and in the end she gave me her MSN
and the day after I eventually left Stockholm
with a wish to hopefully see her again
As time passed on by
we talked and talked and our friendship slowly grew
I saw things in her I had never seen before
but should I have told her so she knew?
There was ju something about her that touched me
and reached all the way into my soul
And where the other girl left scars in my heart
this one filled hole after hole after hole
And something in me felt more than friendship
but hardly my mind at that time would dare
to think about a possible future
where she would be the one for whom I'd mainly care
For the burning feeling in me
in the end got out of control
but I told her too late about it
and now I have to pay my toll
I will hate myself for all of this
but it goes along very well with my usual fate
to ponder about stuff for much too long
too blind to see that she might be my soulmate
And now I am here alone again
with a sour throat, wet eyes and a voice that hisses
While she is happier than ever before
and giving another guy a bunch of kisses
And I hope, if he is the one, that he treats
her well and appreciate her much her entire life
because the guy who wins her heart in the end
is going to get a wonderful, adorable wife
But the pain inside of me has grown too strong by now
and to her I could never ever consider a lie
So even though she is the best person I've ever known
It seems like it is time... to say goodbye
© TommyDaGreat 2008
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Three long months ago
a girl constantly made me sad
She lied to me, came with excuses
and treated me really bad
This false charade lasted long
for a time of roughly a year
and over and over and over again
she made truth out of my fear
She often made me so depressed
that I fell asleep with a cry
How can you treat somone as bad as she did?
I still can't understand why?
I asked her kindly and patiently
if I could visit her on New Years Eve
After almost a week of silence
she said "no" and took her leave
And there I was feeling all alone
so I decided instead to visit a friend
A car trip and three hours later I was in Stockholm
where my boredom soon would come to an end
But the night went on like I feared
when my shyness almost stopped the time's flow
And little could I guess that this evening
would affect my life more than I'd ever know
Because suddenly an unknown girl approached me
who was happy and showed a lovely style
Wearing something that looked like an "old lady dress"
and what must have been the cutest kind of smile
It was almost af if she was a rescuing angel
since my depression vanished into thin air
Her humor was fun and she did weird things to me
that I countered with my eyebrow raised and a stare
We got along really well
and in the end she gave me her MSN
and the day after I eventually left Stockholm
with a wish to hopefully see her again
As time passed on by
we talked and talked and our friendship slowly grew
I saw things in her I had never seen before
but should I have told her so she knew?
There was ju something about her that touched me
and reached all the way into my soul
And where the other girl left scars in my heart
this one filled hole after hole after hole
And something in me felt more than friendship
but hardly my mind at that time would dare
to think about a possible future
where she would be the one for whom I'd mainly care
For the burning feeling in me
in the end got out of control
but I told her too late about it
and now I have to pay my toll
I will hate myself for all of this
but it goes along very well with my usual fate
to ponder about stuff for much too long
too blind to see that she might be my soulmate
And now I am here alone again
with a sour throat, wet eyes and a voice that hisses
While she is happier than ever before
and giving another guy a bunch of kisses
And I hope, if he is the one, that he treats
her well and appreciate her much her entire life
because the guy who wins her heart in the end
is going to get a wonderful, adorable wife
But the pain inside of me has grown too strong by now
and to her I could never ever consider a lie
So even though she is the best person I've ever known
It seems like it is time... to say goodbye
© TommyDaGreat 2008
Nu har jag sorterat skallen lite också. Ålandsresan behövdes :P
Det var skitkul där. Blir dock lite spamvarning då jag kommer ladda upp en miljon bilder nu ungefär på samma gång :P
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