This is my final heart attack
and this one I can't fight off
it's to strong for me to handle
I will not be able to go on
Even though I know I have to

The finish line is just around the bend
but right now that bend seems
like it's just an endless circle
made for the one and only cause
to make people feel hope
the few seconds before giving up

I need those special words to
be able to keep on doing this
the fight will be impossible
if I can't read those amazing words
the words that only you can write

It's like a blade writes it on my skin
and nothing can make it go away
but I don't want to cause I love it
those words make me feel alive
so once again I go back to being dead

I keep telling my self that
In times of peace prepare for war
The battle ain't over yet
but after every war I've had
I think that it's finally over

All these years I've been thinking
The finish line is just around the bend
I believed it just until now

My feelings of life are running away
and this time I'm afraid they wont
The finish line isn't around the bend
The finish line doesn't exist anymore....

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October 2014