Even though no one recognizes it,

I am going to do my best every day..

The steps seems harder for each one I take, the closer I get to my goals.. I can't live in this dark, im suffocating. I need to find my way out before it all starts breaking down on me.. It's never to late, I keep trying to get those words inside my head but why is it so damn hard? Im trying, I really am, but it's not enough.. I can see with my own eyes what no one else can see. At least what no one else have.. My heart is still screaming out, but it's mostly towards myself at this point. To really stand on my own two feet, to try even harder and to never give anyone else the chance to slow me down. I need to figure this all out one way or the other, cause I gave myself a promise and I never want to break my promises..

It's time, it's really time now, to try even harder. If I have to shed tears that can fill an ocean, if I have to pick up my heart from the ground a thousend times, if I have to face my fears all by myself, nothing can keep me from succeeding and no one will be able to tell me otherwise. Im gonna put all my worries behind me and just ame for what I really want and try my hardest. Leave it to the rhythm and follow, side to side, leave my pain and fears..

One day im sure i'll be able to live my true dreams. I just have to stop overthinking everything instead of trying my very best when I haven't yet. I need to stop worry about life, cause life is simple. And I need to lose my way, to be able to find myself.. For my dreams, it's only me who are standing in the way. But not anymore, no matter what, im gonna keep the words outside my head and keep the music in.. And not be afraid of myself anymore.

Annons

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Camera NIKON D40X

Focal length 55 mm

Aperture f/5.6

Shutter 1/30 s

ISO 250

Date

November 2012