As I sit here, thinking about almost everything about me and my life
I'd like to thank you all, even those who despise me

Remembering my mistakes and my successes
My feelings all flowing in my heart like a thunderstom yet with a centre calm as ice
I truly feel that right now I am getting exactly the life I deserve

The pain I've been exposed to has been just,
I have deserved my happiness while it lasted
My wrongs have had consequences, my rights have been rewarded

With that said, I envy you who do not strive for justice in life
For you can find it in yourselves to achieve more than just that

I find myself sitting here now, wishing for more than I deserve, wishing to regain what I did not deserve yet I know it is not possible for me to receive it anymore
I wish to be able to tell others what they deserve to hear from me yet I cannot find the words nor the right time to say them

Therefore I would also like to apologize to all of you whom I have not treated fairly, you did not deserve it
There is nothing I can do to take it away, but know that I've suffered for it

Annons

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November 2012