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I don't like feelings. I don't understand them. I don't know what to do with them. I don't like the way they make me feel or think or act. They make me scared, which is also a feeling, and that makes me anxious, and so it all just goes around in a circle. And I don't like that circle. Not liking something, disliking it, is a kind of feeling. I can't escape them, and that I hate. That leads to other feelings. Positive or negative, I don't care for either. But of course the negative ones are the hardest to handle. Also I don't even get why people show feelings when others are not around. Why feel if no one is there to see? I don't understand. Crying is the worst one. That one gives me panic attacks. They don't stop the crying. I don't need to be happy. I need to be numb.
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