Friday 25 December 2009 photo 6/9
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I waked up in the night
sense the feeling like yesterday
Who got me on my knees and ask a prayer about my wounds, is gonna heal with the years, That there's something more
I wanna believe that there's angels who's seeing and looking down, The hope's keeping me alive but I don't know how long
But if feels like the life is going from the worse to the better
So strenuous to describe; happy but depressed
I see clear on my future, we will see how it goes
But how am I supposed to make a life I'm hesitating on?
The answers is in front of but I don't know if I dare
So I take a step at the side, let the way go without me,
Maybe it's keeping on but I don't wanna go myself
I have been hurted time by time but raised up myself
But this time it don't works give me help
I'm crawling slowly straigt what's falling down?
Is it the angels who's comming down are they going to heal me?
I have fight against and now still looking for the answer, I wanna se how my lips
I got everything I want but still I'm not feeling good, please someone realese me!
It doesn't make to explain feelings is sitting to hard
The life's goes on of course, the question is how?
I have climbed from the botton but it feels like I'm still there
On the same place like before, everything is like it is
I don't wanna see the truth, lying for my internal
Now when the regret has turned; into my sixth sense
There's no end, the heart's soon stop to bleed everytime I'm looking in the mirror I'm seeing eyes's who's red
Filled with tears, cuts on my cheeks
I wanna have a straight way I can't make any obstacles anymore
They sater everything will be fine we believe on you
But the thing is; you have to believe on yourself
I will never wanna live, I wan't to fall asleep forever
And when I have reached heaven I don't wanna have a new life, It's hard to find the thoughts beacuse everything's going around
Feels like days are passing awaay when I'm waiting on my end of life
sense the feeling like yesterday
Who got me on my knees and ask a prayer about my wounds, is gonna heal with the years, That there's something more
I wanna believe that there's angels who's seeing and looking down, The hope's keeping me alive but I don't know how long
But if feels like the life is going from the worse to the better
So strenuous to describe; happy but depressed
I see clear on my future, we will see how it goes
But how am I supposed to make a life I'm hesitating on?
The answers is in front of but I don't know if I dare
So I take a step at the side, let the way go without me,
Maybe it's keeping on but I don't wanna go myself
I have been hurted time by time but raised up myself
But this time it don't works give me help
I'm crawling slowly straigt what's falling down?
Is it the angels who's comming down are they going to heal me?
I have fight against and now still looking for the answer, I wanna se how my lips
I got everything I want but still I'm not feeling good, please someone realese me!
It doesn't make to explain feelings is sitting to hard
The life's goes on of course, the question is how?
I have climbed from the botton but it feels like I'm still there
On the same place like before, everything is like it is
I don't wanna see the truth, lying for my internal
Now when the regret has turned; into my sixth sense
There's no end, the heart's soon stop to bleed everytime I'm looking in the mirror I'm seeing eyes's who's red
Filled with tears, cuts on my cheeks
I wanna have a straight way I can't make any obstacles anymore
They sater everything will be fine we believe on you
But the thing is; you have to believe on yourself
I will never wanna live, I wan't to fall asleep forever
And when I have reached heaven I don't wanna have a new life, It's hard to find the thoughts beacuse everything's going around
Feels like days are passing awaay when I'm waiting on my end of life