Monday 9 December 2013 photo 4/5
![]() ![]() ![]() |
Ny i gruppen, och damn nervös över att berätta om detta.
Ber om ursäkt för att jag skriver på engelska... Och att min engelska inte är så bra men jag kan inte skriva på svenska längre.
So I have to ask is there anybody else out there with abusive parents? Or parents that once was abusive?
Because I have, my dad has scared me for life, I'm literally terrified of meeting adult men.
But then again I suppose it didn't help that my fathers brother would, and still does touch places where he shouldn't, in a way he should reserve for his wife.
To keep up with it all I suppressed my own feelings and instead focused on others... Until the point where I started to cut due to others being sad.
Later on I also started to cut for my own sake, but my salvation was roleplay. (and I hope my moving to England will help as well)
It has lifted me and I can harm the characters instead of myself... I can write down all of my misery and no one will blame me for complaining and not being happy. It also means I can smile honestly again.
But there is still a lot to take care of, and I do not want to trouble the people around me anymore. So... Hopefully I can find some help here.
Ber om ursäkt för att jag skriver på engelska... Och att min engelska inte är så bra men jag kan inte skriva på svenska längre.
But there is still a lot to take care of, and I do not want to trouble the people around me anymore. So... Hopefully I can find some help here.
Annons
Directlink:
http://dayviews.com/angestgruppen/516867408/