Astral Journal

Second OBE

Blind and tormented by unknown beings... Screaming for what seemed like an eternity, I felt pain. on my right side of the stomach. I asked why they were doing this to me. And, I quote.

"Because, we are old and frail, and you are young and new"

From my understanding, and knowledge. They feed on soul energy aka life energy. Being, at my prime young and inexperienced with Astral Projection I made a perfect prey it seems.

After lots of torture. (Still blinded) I decided no more! I thought of my girlfriend and decided to escape there, I don't know if I traveled or not. All I know is I placed my arm over somebody in a spooning position. it only lasted seconds. I was back in my apartment. Inside the bathroom with the door closed, they were outside. I heard, felt. Still blind. I had that other sight which is super awareness that Astral Projectorers have. I remember, thinking how to defend myself when I suddenly thought "force field" Protection. And, all of a sudden... They were gone or perhaps was it then that I came back into my body. However it feels like a closure rather than a retreat.

A new exit feeling.

Again, forced out of my physical body through lucid dreams. I tried to fight it, but... My dream characters kept going on about it. Everything became about the exit. Clothes. A Forum. Any thought that tried to distract me from it. But, it wasn't until one of the dream characters put her hand through a coat's arm and shouting "I've found the exit" Knowing, that the coat was just a metaphor... Never the less, that set me into a new feeling. Unknown, not like my first OBE. This time it felt like from a very deep level inside, you felt like a never ending black hole. And there, at the bottom your soul were launched towards the surface. It paralyses you, prevents all thoughts. All human senses shuts down. As usual, my Astral Body sits up from my human body. That's where the blindless occured and the torments. However, in a very desperate attempt I managed to open my eyes for half a second. And there, to the left of me on the bed. My phone the screensaver just before timeout. I don't know why, or what it means.

Confirmation, not just a dream.

When finally back into my reality, and my body. Even though it is hard to determine. This was definately real I was not scared, only... Shocked, the pain. the torments. I felt nothing of it in this reality... Even though it should be considered a trauma? Anyhow. I got my confirmation about 30 minutes later, sleepless as I was relaxed trying to fall asleep. The exact same feeling as in the dream of exitting, coincidence? Could a dream fabric an unknown feeling that I've never felt ever before especially now when it is linked to Astral Projection. It was all the confirmation I needed. I still need to become more conscious, it still feels so unreal.

I also need to perform the reality and conscious checks.

End journal 24th September 2012.

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September 2013