Thursday 26 April 2012 photo 24/69
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Polymerisation - Dear dad
[Verse]
Dear dad allow me to share the life I've had
I remember waiting by the door
had packed my little bag, ready to leave the floor
Dear daddy, I am waiting now!
Where are you? Can't see you at all
I'm four years old, old enough to feel pain
Dear daddy I'm drowning in the rain
Can't you come, erase my pain!
But daddy never showed
As the world grips my throat
I live just to choke
As slowly as I broke
I took the blame, I'll never be the same
Dear daddy where'd you go?
Daddy! I fell on the floor, I hurt my little heart
Dear daddy... What did I do wrong?
You left me on my own
And this is the memory of you
Don't even know if it is true
[Pre-Chorus]
Abandonned in cold, the truth of my soul
You left me, don't come back yearning
Raised by darkness I am learning
Give it up dad, I'm burning
Don't cry for me
Can't you see?
I've become greater than reality
[Chorus]
Don't live waiting
The time will never come
Blood isn't relative
When old pictures are tainted
Don't live waiting
I coexist in hell, who should I be thanking?
With old memories burning
Dear dad, let go, not part of you
Dear dad, let go, no place in my heart for you
Don't live waiting
I coexist in hell, who should I be thanking?
Sold my soul and now I live forever
With old feelings burning
On the edge of learning
The Truth of the world
Don't live waiting, let me burn
Wait for your turn, let me burn
Wait for your turn, let me burn
[Verse]
A bottle of wine and a handful of pills
spiced with your insanity
Can't make you forget
So you dwell in the black
You tell them that you want me back
There's nothing to return to, let go
You are more persistant than you are sane
seem to survive every storm it isn't humane
This is what happens when you leave
You'll spend your whole life looking
For what used to be
There's no light, there's no sound
Your heart is beating but you're on your own
Dear dad. Forget what you had
I'm no longer the same
I'm no longer without pain
no longer innocent
Things will never be the same
I live scarred now, with blood falling
From my body, from my chin
Bleeding out of my skin
And this is what is left of me
nothing inside the chest of me
Don't live waiting
dispell what you feel
[Pre-Chorus]
Abandonned in cold, the truth of my soul
You left me, don't come back yearning
Raised by darkness I am learning
Give it up dad, I'm burning
Don't cry for me
Can't you see?
I've become greater than reality
[Chorus]
Don't live waiting
The time will never come
Blood isn't relative
When old pictures are tainted
Don't live waiting
I coexist in hell, who should I be thanking?
With old memories burning
Dear dad, let go, not part of you
Dear dad, let go, no place in my heart for you
Don't live waiting
I coexist in hell, who should I be thanking?
Sold my soul and now I live forever
With old feelings burning
On the edge of learning
The Truth of the world
Don't live waiting, let me burn
Wait for your turn, let me burn
Wait for your turn, let me burn
[Stick]
All the anger, all the hatred
all the feelings created
an image of you, and an image of me
One I resent, one I represent
Maybe it'd have been different if you'd been there with me!
But you drowned yourself in desperation
Dear daddy, I'm your imagination
Because what you see, can't be me
When all there's left is the dark of me
maybe I'd have grown smiling
Known what family is all about
Maybe I wouldn't have been in doubt
Dear daddy hear me shout
This is no reconciliation
There is no god mighty enough of that creation
No, this is my goodbye
Dear daddy, you can't nurse a dead plant
Dear daddy, get me out of your head
What ever image of me you have is far too distant
I carry feelings that'll never change
I'm without hope, you can't even guess
things can never be the same
Dear dad, forget me while you can
I'm no lost son. I live on my own
And I never lie
Dear dad I once agreed to see you
But love blinds, can't be true
You promised me a fortune
A bag of diamonds
And I believed all the lies
as a child believes his dad
[Pre-Chorus]
Abandonned in cold, the truth of my soul
You left me, don't come back yearning
Raised by darkness I am learning
Give it up dad, I'm burning
Don't cry for me
Can't you see?
I've become greater than reality
[Chorus]
Don't live waiting
The time will never come
Blood isn't relative
When old pictures are tainted
Don't live waiting
I coexist in hell, who should I be thanking?
With old memories burning
Dear dad, let go, not part of you
Dear dad, let go, no place in my heart for you
Don't live waiting
I coexist in hell, who should I be thanking?
Sold my soul and now I live forever
With old feelings burning
On the edge of learning
The Truth of the world
Don't live waiting, let me burn
Wait for your turn, let me burn
Wait for your turn, let me burn
Goodbye dad
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