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Polymerisation - Dreaming
Today I dreamt I was missing, alone; so scared.
When no one else will listen, you find yourself quiet,
'cause nobody would care...
You find yourself thinner more so than air.
But nowhere as important.
Invisible, somewhat disdained.
That nobody else remembers your name.
What am I leaving?
But ghost steps fading.
Under the surface, down below so far.
Lost my light as a star.
I ask myself "What am I missing"
But a reason so small.
Some source of power to fight.
Some peace, too many nightmares at night.
I ask myself "Do I deserve it?"
Honestly, yes.
But who gets to decide for themselves?
Nothing but a low-rate, pre-destined how's faith?
Never anywhere special, not even average...
I wish I could undo my wrongs;
have a voice for my songs.
I've never been perfect, nothing further from.
But I devoted myself to save and protect.
Only to find myself lost of all; deflect,
I can pretend but my eyes always give me away.
On the outside I'm evasive, but inside I'm so scared.
Want nothing more than a hug....
'cause love is a drug, and my heart deserves some.
Leave it to your memories,
to only remember the pain.
Leave it to your heart,
To lose yourself.
Nothing but broken until someone helps me fight.
Dreamt I was missing....
alone; so scared...
Saw you in the distance, but reach you, I shan't.
Looked into the mirror, asked myself who it was.
'cause this person is unknown to me.
Never been so lost and i only walk further away.
What's the point in standing frozen.
Forget me; burned into ashes; carried away by the wind.
A sand corn in an hourglass; just another piece so far below the surface.
As someone could be.
Forget me; burned into ashes; carried away by the wind.
A sand corn in an hourglass; just another piece so far below the surface.
As someone could be.
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