February 2008
So I'm pouring some whiskey, I'm gonna get drunk
Yeah, I'm pouring myself some whiskey, I'm going to get really fucking drunk
I'm pouring some whiskey right now, I'm going to get so, so drunk
That
Well, I just wanna be fun
Just wanna be the one
Who makes you smile
I just wanna believe
That I could be something to someone
And I’ll close my eyes, and dream of a better time
when I’m finally past this and happy on my own.
I’ve done all I can, and I’ve still been cast aside.
All I ever wanted to be was be the
Banging my head into the wall
Trying to get rid of all voices inside
Is this a dream or is it real?
Ripping my heart out.
Here I am standing on my own
Not a motion from the telephone
I know not a reason why
Solitudes a reason to die
will you take me, im falling
down a hole i dug myself
filled with sorrow and fuckups
dont wanna be apart of that shit.
solen skiner extra idag
du är tillsammans med mig och jag mår jävligt bra
nittonde november tjugohundrasju
då blev det jag och du
det börjar dra sig mot vår
men
My Dearest, I've missed you very very much since that last night we were together
and will hold that night especially in my memories for years to come
I've been turning it over and over in my mind l
Look to the past
And remember and smile
And maybe tonight
I can breathe for awhile
I'm not in the scene
I think I'm fallin' asleep
But then all that it means is
I'll always be dreaming of you
Why did we have to go date?
It's too easy to complicate
Be strong when things fall apart
honest this breaks my heart
it's so hard
But I'd play with fire to break the ice
And I'd play with a nuclear device
Is it something I'll regret
Why do I want what I can't get
I wish it didn't have to be so bad
I can't forgive, can't forget
Can't give in, what went wrong
Cause you said this was right
You fucked up my life
I know I'm pathetic, I knew when she said it
A loser, a bum's what she called me when I drove her home
There's no more waiting and sure no more wasting
I've done all I can but she still wants to
My head is made up of memories
Most of them useless delusions
This room is bored of rehearsal
And sick of the boundaries
I miss you so much
Det spelar ingen roll
om Du håller mig hårt
Ingen kommer att
minnas om 100 år
Jag är rädd att man glömmer
glömmer allt
Som vi glömde att vi
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I've been up all night long
Counting days that all went wrong
I opened my bedroom window
I wish this pain was gone
There are no useful drugs to escape from feeling numb
With every single letter,
In every single word,
There will be a hidden message
About a boy that loves a girl,
Because I need, you, more,
Than you need me,
Because I want, you, more,
I know,
Because we moved to fucking fast,
I think I really had to,
Wish to make this last,
I know,