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Hatar Mitt Liv.
GAMMAL BILD
She keeps telling me it will be okay.
But the truth is that they are scared of me.... they hate me.... im sick... there's something wrong with me.
This is the monster they've created.
The monster lives within me... and she is slowly taking over..... im hardly ever here myself it feels like.
She's here way more than i am..... the monster within me.
I can pretend i have friends, i can tell myself that im happy and that i have everything.
But... i dont?
So who's life am i now living?
This is what you all made me.
You distorted my fucking brain and then left me to rot in my own misery and choke on my questions.
Questions that will never be answered... questions that im too afraid to even speak.
Because somebody felt the need to carve out the remains of my pathetic self esteem.
Because the people who were supposed to be there for me decided to fuck me up completely and abandon me.
Sure clears things up, doesn't it?
Sure makes you feel good about yourself?
I can keep on complaining until your fucking ears fall off.
But i know that tomorrow.... you're just gonna come crawling to me... asking me what's wrong... When you very much as fucking well know what's wrong.....
You stood and laughed at me while it happened.
Taking credit for things that i bled for.
Sure clears things up, doesn't it?
Annons