Thursday 13 November 2008 photo 1/3
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i know i won't admit it
and i don't want to say it
but i still look for you in the park
on my way home each day
and no, i won't admit it
not even to my friends
they think i'm doing well
and i even lie to myself
how long can you keep a secret from yourself?
like that storm that blew me back two years
to that first step i took away from you
and the hope that you left
it's hidden in my room and i'm a strong woman
but sometimes i'm weak for you
i close my eyes and i'm still there and
we're the trees still green in november
and i know i can't remember summer being so gone
and i will play along and it still feels so much
that we don't know what we're doing
and i never knew, never thought
they could play along, honey
but they don't know what they're doing
and i don't want to say it
but i still look for you in the park
on my way home each day
and no, i won't admit it
not even to my friends
they think i'm doing well
and i even lie to myself
how long can you keep a secret from yourself?
like that storm that blew me back two years
to that first step i took away from you
and the hope that you left
it's hidden in my room and i'm a strong woman
but sometimes i'm weak for you
i close my eyes and i'm still there and
we're the trees still green in november
and i know i can't remember summer being so gone
and i will play along and it still feels so much
that we don't know what we're doing
and i never knew, never thought
they could play along, honey
but they don't know what they're doing