Monday 2 November 2009 photo 2/2
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I try to smile, i try to hide the pain in my reality. I really try to go on, move on and climb higher up. Somebody is pushing me down, and i'm falling harder every time. The illusion of me succeding is to far away, but yet so near. I can almost touch the break down. I can breath in the smell of failure. The picture of me laying down had been a reality for my closest too many times. I use the mask when it get's to hard, i put it on when i just wanna cry, behind the mask nobody knows what can happend, i can smile and also cry, nobody will never know. I no longer have dreams, i just want to survive the day, i only have one wish, and that is to get rid of the stone in my stomach. My goal is to succed, and i know i will make it, i have to ..
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