Wednesday 20 January 2010 photo 3/4
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The way i make myself feel, fighting against all of my feelings and thoughts, disgusts me. With the beating of my heart taking out all its frustrations, i walk on the road feeling empty but yet so high on feelings.
Cant handle myself thinking about you, cuase i know im the one getting hurt in the end. As always.
I take you close, feeling your love, all of your potential. Pushing you away. Knowing im hurting you but also knowing you'll hurt me even more if i let it go too far.
Thats why i cant look at myself in the mirror. Cuase every thoght about you i know will kill me ten times even worse when it comes up. Ill fight for you but i cant step out of my protection. I dont want to go through same thing again. It crushed me, took a piece of me. Leaving it on the floor. After you jumped on it, making sure it wasn't alive.
Cant handle myself thinking about you, cuase i know im the one getting hurt in the end. As always.
I take you close, feeling your love, all of your potential. Pushing you away. Knowing im hurting you but also knowing you'll hurt me even more if i let it go too far.
Thats why i cant look at myself in the mirror. Cuase every thoght about you i know will kill me ten times even worse when it comes up. Ill fight for you but i cant step out of my protection. I dont want to go through same thing again. It crushed me, took a piece of me. Leaving it on the floor. After you jumped on it, making sure it wasn't alive.
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