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Chapter3.
Daniel was all still. He didn't move a muscle when I touched his forehead. And then suddenly there was a movement in his arm. I stiffened and stared at him. Until now, I'd thought he was gone already. He moved his arm, like he was searching for something. Tears of happiness ran down my cheek and I took his hand in my hands. Slowly, Daniel opened his eyes. He lookes right into my eyes and smiled a little.
"Daniel", I whispered happily. I had never been so scared of someone else's life and I was so happy that he was okay.
Daniel leaned to his arms when he sat up. He looked very breakable, and in that moment I understood that I loved him. I love him more than anything, more than I would ever love anyone.
"Daniel", I repeated and smiled to him. He looked at me with an inquiring expression.
"I love you", I mumbled and look down at my hands. They were shaking of nervousness. Daniel was quiet. I didn't have the courage to look up in his eyes, but if I would've had it, I would've seen Daniel's expression. He looked at my face like I was the most beautiful person he'd ever seen. His eyes were watery as he leaned towards me.
I felt two hands grasping my face and after that, lips that touched my lips. Softly he kissed me, and I had never felt a stronger feeling growing inside of me. It took over all my other senses. So this was how it felt; to be in love. I couldn't be more happy than in that moment with Daniel.
He pushed me gently away so he could whisper in my ear those magical words "I love you too, Daisy".
Daniel still had headache very often, and sometimes he also fainted. I was really happy to be with him, but couldn't hide the feeling of that something was wrong with him. I didn't know what, but it surely wasn't anything good. Sometimes when Daniel was at my house he ran to the bathroom and throwed up. I sat quiet in my room, waiting for him to come back.
So one day I made him to go to the hospital. My nerves couldn't stand this unawareness anymore! They made some tests on him and came to a shocking result. Something I didn't expect at all. Something horrible that changed all my opinions about happiness.
"Daniel, I have to tell you this. You have a brain tumor. It has been progressing so long that it would be impossible to operate it. I'm sorry you have to hear this but there's nothing we can do about the fact that it will grow. Slowly but it will still grow", the doctor said regretting. Daniel's mother, Sandy, who was with Daniel and me to the hospital started crying out loud when she heard the doctor's words. She begged him to tell that it wasn't true. I was fighting against the pain I felt inside of me. In that second, I just wanted to scream and shout. But I knew it wouldn't have helped.
Slowly, I turned my face towards Daniel so I could see his face. He stared in the floor with an empty expression. I forced myself to stay still. I had to give him time. That was what I said to myself, but I couldn't keep my word. So I took him in my arms and then we stood there quiet for a long time.
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