at least I (still) beautiful (at the very least, "good (looking) enough")

can have absolutely no sense of "style"
glasses
frizzy hair that I (like to) pretend is "curls"

still pretty

know how to starve myself since 2006

I didn't eat all day today (other than the little eggz you get at mcDonalds breakfast) and I even went home from choir consert because of hunger and pain from high heels (I didn't want to wear my nasty ass sneakers). I still feel a little bad for ditching choir consert, but I'm really completely indifferent to choir, other than that it keeps me busy for a couple of hours every monday. Maybe I try to volunteer with cats some more instead. yea, in fact, I should head over to cat house first thing in the morning

(a couple of days ago I cleaned out my wardrobe, and it turns out I do have SOME sense of style (very little, but some still!!!!!!!!). I found this absolutely beautiful yellow skirt that I bought when I was 13 and I remember wearing it a lot. My mom even consented to it being beautiful and she has waaaaaaayyyyyyy more "sense of style" than I do.)

how I know I pretty?
all the comments, I guess

my ex bein all like "ok Christelle, you're better looking than me, but I'm better at EVERYTHING else!!!!!!!"
my sister bein like "you are way better looking than your (black) crush (Nahom)"
Nahom calling me "darling" last time I was there (end of April (forever ago!!!!!!!!!!!))

I still can't figure out what it "meant", but the only thing I can say with certainty is that it was a "icke-avståndstagande". So maybe he figured out I have a crush on him. Either way, he seems not so shy as to call a girl he's barely spoken to "darling", especially a "white swedish" one considering he is "black blatte/ghetto". Maybe he isn't "intimidated" by me. Maybe because he figured out my crush on him. Either way, I showed a photo of him to my mom the other day. She told me "that's a girl". I laughed my ass off. Then I showed another photo of him and asked if this was a girl too, to which she replied "no, that's her brother".

XXXDD

at least I beautiful enough to be happy
I not happy
but I could be (again)

but first I gotta eat

Annons

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January 2019