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When I close my eyes, I begin to live my dreams. Where I want to be, with you. You are healthy, happy and alive. Is there no such thing as pain or betrayal. Just joy. Where would I be, where not everything is a hell. In my dreams you live, and where I also live.
When I wake up and my eyes are open again is everything real again. I understand that everything was still a dream, and wish then that I never awakened. If I could get everything back, I would kill to have you back.
Did not feel like this could be bad. Nothing makes it better, everything is a hell. I cant live without. You made my days, you made my life. When you disappeared shattered my heart into million pieces and all of these pieces will never find its rightful place again.
Something good happened, you were wonderful babies. Daddy is that you up in the day and it scares me.
Each step he takes, every time he look at me, he reminds me of you. He will be just like you, and I love him. I'm trying to tell him what wonderful dad he is, and he understands ...
We love you python!
These six months without you have been terrible .. Hope you have a wonderful life on the other side. rest in peace baby!
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