Friday 15 February 2013 photo 1/1
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Don't touch me. Don't even get near me. Get out of sight bitches. I'm so fucking tierd and wanna kill everyone and everything, or really I just can't meet my love and this week has been the worst week ever this far.
I don't even have energy to cry anymore. I don't even have energy to feel anything. Don't have energy to study, haha that's the last thing I've got energy for. Everythings just shit and I wanna kill everything. I even imagined me killing my teacher. Cuz he said ''You can't have that thing during the lesson.'' He meant my phone. Cuz I needed the music nothing else. I NEEDED it! So if he took my phone I would stand up and growl ''give me my gotdamn fucking phone NOW!'' he would back away and I would go after him. If he didn't give me my phone, then I would jump over him and hit him hard, one hit wouldn't just be enough. My rage that I feel for my mother would then go all out over him. But ofc that was only one of my images. Im in the worst mood ever. I totally wanna cut myself all up and i gotta walk the desgusting fucking dog and just fuck you life. I'm so fucking tierd of this shit. Everyone says ''but there isn't long.. soon you're free..'' YEAH WELL LIKE I GIVE A FUCKING SHIT YOU FUCKING TARDS! I've had fucking 18 life of hell.. we could exchange a little and then see how the fuck you'd handle it! Every day my rage grows.. every fucking day I'm getting more and more tierd and every day my hate against myself grows. And everyone goes.. oooh you are SO beautiful! Noh Ronja seriously you are so wonderfull! your amazing! you're a dreamgirl Ronja! Ronja you're a REAL angel! FUCK YOU! IM NOT A FUCKING ANGEL ARE ALL OF YOU FUCKING BLIND??? CANNOT YOU SEE THE MONSTER INSIDE WHO RIPS BODIES APART???? wHO KILLS OUT OF HATRED EVERY FUCKING DAY???? cANNOT YOU SEE THE BIF AND GOTDAMET UGLY BEAST WITHIN ME?????? ARE YOU SO FUCKING BLIND YOUR FUCKING TARDS???? ofc... Ofc you are... what the hell does it matter. No one sees anything.. Just fuck this world. I'm so gotdamn fucking tierd of EVERYTHING. just die. Just leave me alone. Just. Fuck everything. Don't get near me... Just fuck you all. Fuck. You. Leave me alone. Just let me die. This is worse then death. This is fucking toture. Just fuck. Fuck life. Fuck everything.
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