i just realise thats everything i do is wrong. all the time i hear shit about me. i just dont want to live anymore. i just miss my life when i was happy. just miss to laugh when no one is around. i thought it wolud be hard but i was okay. now i dont know anymore beacuse it keeps crashing. it just keeps falling appart. i just hate to sit here and it feels like im the lonliest in the hole world. just kill me so you all can continue without me. you all would be fine. you said that you would call me byt again the phone just laid there. and so it happends again. i just get sick of myself and realise how bad and uggly i'm. some people sais that i'm thinking wrong but they dont know how it's feels like. they will never know beacuse i can't describe the feeling. i just miss it and thats all i can say. just regret that i didn't do something about it and oppend my mouth before. i get so mad about myself and i just want it all to end. just hate my self and everything about me. my body make me feel ill and i just want to get it of from me. just want it all to get away. just want to get away from here. just dont want to anymore. just want to fle away with you. but you have stopped care and i should have seen it before that it was nothing. i just..........

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November 2009