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my beloved Rimon.
where should i start?
should i start by telling the world i miss you?
should i start by telling the world, that i gladley go through all of this pain a thousand times, if it would bring you back to life?
should i start this text by telling everybody of all the nights, lying in my bed with tears all over in thoughts of you?
or should i start all of this by screaming out loud of how much i love you, and how much i need you right now?
in the early morning that awful day 17th of december 2008, you took back your wings from god and returned home again. you just faded away slowly as somebody, who wasn't me, slowly stroked you forehead and told you that you did just fine and everything would be over soon. i would gladley go through all this pain a hundred times just to see you again, to caress your neck and hug you one big time..
because i could go through everything just to tell you a farewell..
you maked me see all the wonderful things around me, and appreciate all that i had. you were certantly, one in a million!
and now..
how should i end this text in you memorial?
should i tell everybody how grateful i am that i got you, and that i did carry you through your last years?
should i talk about all of the kind stuff you did, and tell everybody, with a smile on my face and a tear in my eye, that i wish that you would be down here so i could have kissed your forhead one last time?
or should i just tell everybody that you really were a one in a million, and the ones that did'nt have you should be sorry for what they missed. because they didn't just miss an very special friendship between a girl and a horse.. they missed the opportunity to take care of an soil-born angel.
whatever you do sweetheart, don't you ever forgive all those beautiful memories we shared. and don't you ever forgive all the love that we gave each other.. and one last thing that i'm begging you for.. please honey.. i'm begging you on my bare knees.. don't you ever ever ever forgive us.. you and me.. putted together.. you+me=us.. two whole diffirent speches.. two creatures, that became one..
sleep tight my sweety..
if home is where my heart is, then i'm out of place.
i've never been more homesick then now..
Annons
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