Nathan was out walking.

He was walking home from work, the photoshoot had been a damn chaos and he was going to a christmas Event after, thus the clothes but he was just so tired, he didnt want to go anywhere except home.

He hadnt seen the boy he liked for a while, that god.. He had given up on that feeling, he didnt want to see him either..

"Its christmas eve in just a couple of days and i will spend it all alone, again.." he said and sighed " i thought a god would be happy with me... im such a damn idiot.." he said and frowned.

He looked around alittle, he thought for a while and then started to walk against a store, to guy some snacks and so.

"Hey, its okey.. " he said and crouched down and helped Tarjei to pick the things up. " its not easy to look everywhere, so~ " he said softly and looked at Tarjei. He felt a starnge feeling close to him, a feeling he had felt befor... the chills from someone different.. "... yoo.. come from above..?" he said kinda quietly

He nods and smiles gratefull as Nathan starts helping him pick things up. He place them in his bag and still feels embarrassed. "Still...I'm sorry..." though as he hears the question he tense up and blinks surprised. he looks at him with big eyes. "You...know? Are...Are you one too?"

He looked at Tarjei "Im not...but... i dated a god... who i thought loved me... but.. he dissapeared...left me... the feeling i got around him.. well i feel it around you too... its not as strong.but its definantly tthere.." he said

"Oh..." he looks down and keeps picking his things up. "No...I'm not...not like that...Just...well, my father is..." he doesn't really say anything about what Nathan says more as he's never been good with love, so he leaves it be for now.

He helped him pick the stuff up " Then..you are Demi?" he nodded "it explains why its not as strong..but still.. it is strong enough to feel it... " he said softly

He nods. "I guess I am..." he takes the bags and stand up. he smiles at him and feels slightly awkward as he's not good at talking to people he doesn't know

He got up too and smiled alittle "Hey.. i was going home and make dinner and so... wanna join?2 he asked and smiled more, it waas a charming smile.

He looks at him and looks genuinely surprised. "Dinner? But...we just met...and...I...I don't know your name..." he holds his bags close and feels a bit embarrassed and so he looks down slightly

"yeah... well.. does it scarte you..?" he asked

"Erhm...I...I don't know..." He looks up at him. "It's just...never happened..." he then pinch his arm slightly and lets out a surprised gasp as it hurts. "So it is real..." he mumbles it to himself and then looks at him again. "Do you often...I mean...invite people for dinner like this?"

He shook his head *" no, i dont, only people i think are special and interesting..." he said softly " you can say no.. its not like im gonna make you.." he said

He nods some and looks around a bit as the compliment makes him feel a bit more awkward. "Erhm...Okay...I can come." He smiles slightly. "I...well, I've never really been asked before so yeah..."

He smiled and nodded "i need to do some shopping but it will go really fast..okey?"

He nods and smiles some. "Okay~ Erhm...do you live close?" he tilts his head slightly and looks around. "Cause then maybe I can...well, I can go home and unpack this and then like...erhm...come over to you?"

He nodded and smiled then said the adress~ " here" he said and then gave him a card with both the adress, his name and number, well it was a buisnesscard. he smiled.

He takes the card and looks at it. "Oh? That's not so far away" he smiles some. "So...erhm...Should...should I come by later then?"

He nodded and smiled "yeah, that sounds really goodd!" he said and looked at the clock "its halfpast four now.. so... come by at like.. six?" he asked and smiled

He nods and smiles slightly. "yeah. sure. I'll come then~" he puts the card in his pocket and holds the bags close. "I'll...I'll see you later then~" he smiles at him and starts walking back to his own apartment again.

he nodded " see you later!" he said and smiled, he walked into the store and bought everything he needed and so.

Once he got home Tarjei packed everything and he once more pinched his arm just to make sure he wasn't dreaming. He couldn't keep his throughts straight as he considered everything that might have been happening. And so he wasn't fully aware of how he got dressed, left the apartment and walked to Nathans apartment. Not until he was standing outside the door did his mind catch up with him. He blinked surprised seeing the door as he didn't fully remember how he got there, but even so he carefully knocked on the door as his body seemed to be acting more on its own than with how he was thinking. And letting the arm fall down beside him again he waited nervously for the door to open.

Meanwhile Nathan had finnished shopping, gotten home and started cooking. He had also ser the table and so. As Nathan heard the knock he walked to the door and opened, he smiled at Tarjei " Hi, Come in~" he said and moved alittle to the side so he could go in.

As the door opens Tarjei looks up at him and smiles slightly. "Hey~" He sounds slightly nervous as he walks inside. But as he does he looks around before looking back at Nathan. "I...I brought this." He holds out a bag he doesn't remember bringing, but there's a bottle of wine as he remember hearing that you're supposed to bring something when you're invited over to others.

He smiled and took the bag, he looked in it "Oh, good~ I forgot to buy wine.. wasnt sure if you drank, so~" he said and smiled then looked at him "So, why dont you take a look around and i'll finnish up the dinner?~"

He looks down slightly before looking back up. "I've never really tried it so I don't know if I drink it or not..." he nods and removes his shoes as he hangs up his coat. "Thank you~" he smiles and carefully starts walking around to have a little look at the place.

Nathan walked to the kitchen and took out two wine glasses. he finnished the food and so "Hey, i never catched your name" he said and walked to Tarjei

He looks up at him as he's spoken to and he actually blush slightly. "Oh sorry. My name is Tarjei~" He smiles some and looks at him. "Yours is Nathan right? Like on the card?" He tilts his head slightly

"Tarjei? oh, thats a pretty...exotic name but its really beautiful"he said and smiled "Yeah, Nathaniel, but people call me Nathan or Nath" he said softly

He shakes his head some and hopes he keeps from blushing as most people usually makes fun of his name. "I think it's Norwegian or something like that..." Though he looks at him hearing the name. "I think Nathaniel sounds nicer~ more special really."

"Norweigan? cool" he said and smiled "My name means God has given.. " he said and smiled alittle "I kinds prefer Nathan.."

He nods some and sigh slightly. "The only good thing mom gave me I guess.." he mumbles it to himself and then looks at him. "I have no idea what my name means..." He feels slightly bad for having said that he likes another version of the name and that kinda shows as well. "I'm sorry. Nathan is nice as well~"

He nodded and smiled "You can call me Nathaniel of you want~ but...shall we maybe eat now?~" he asked

He shakes his head some. "I don't want to call you something you don't really like..." he smiles slightly and then nods. "That sounds lovely~ what have you made?"

"Its okey for you to call me that2 he daid and smiled then led him to the diningroom, he smiled " fillet of beef, redvine sauce and...umm...well a potato cake pluh somee other small things~ "

He smiles slighty more. "Thank you~" he follows to the dining room and blinks slightly hearing what's for dinner. "That sounds amazing~" he hadn't expected such a fancy dinner

Hee smiled " sit and i will serve and get the wine~ Or.. do you want something else to drink?" he aqsked sftly

He nods and walks over to the table and sits down. "I don't know...I've never had wine before. So I guess I could try some~" He had never tried alcohol at all, but he didn't really want to be a bother, and he was slightly curious about what it would taste like

he nodded and smiled then he walked and goot the fod, served it and theen walked back and got the glasses and then wine, he walked to the diningroom, put them down and then he crked it up and then poured up the wine. he smiled and sat down.

He looks after him and then as the food comes he smiles at him. "Thank you~it looks amazing as well~" He looks at it and waits for Nathan to say it's okay to start

He smiled " Eat~" he said and drank some wine " i hope its good enoigh~ " he said softly.

"Oh, thank you~" He carefully starts to put food on the plate and as he can feel how good it smells he realise that he was hungry as well. he takes a normal size portion of everything. then he lifts his glass and looks at it before he takes a careful sip of it. he frowns slightly as it tastes a bit odd to him, but it's not too bad really

He smiled and took food after him "i hope you like it" he said softly and took a bite~ he knew he was a good cook, he loved cooking..so~

He nods and takes a bit and smiles as he tastes it. He swallows it before he says anything. "It's really good~" then he takes another bite and starts to relax slightly. he looks up at Nathan some. "You said you don't usually...erhm...invite people over like this?" he tilts his head slightly. "What do you usally do then?"

He smiled " im really happy you like it~ " he said and looked at him " hmm.. what do you mean?2 he asked and tiilted his head alittle.

He smiles and nods at him. But at the question he blinks some as he thinks of another way to explain himself. "Erhm...I mean..." he looks down slightly as he lost the thought he had. "Sorry...I don't know exactly what I mean..." but he soon looks up again. "I'm not used to being around people so sometimes I say things that doesn't really make sense...if you know what I mean..."

He nodded and smiled alittle " its okey" he said and then added "Well... anyway.. i dont take home poeple i dont know... i usually go to bars and meet people or so on... maybe i meet people through my job.. thats how i get to knoww people.." he said

He nods slightly but then he frowns. "But...you don't know me...why did you take me home from the street?" he shakes his head some as he doesn't really get it. "I'm not complaining, it's nice to meet someone to talk to~" He smiles a bit and looks at him apologetic as he didn't mean to be rude.

he smiled alitttle " well.. cause you seem special." he said softly

"I...do?" he looks genuinely surprised hearing that as no ones ever said anything like that before.

He nodded and smiled "Yes, i feel you are special, in a good way of course" he saidd and smiled softly

He blinks some and nods slightly. "I've never heard that before...but...thank you?" he doesn't really know how to respond to that and smiles a bit insecure. and so, instead of thinking of something to say he takes another sip of his wine.

He noddedd and smiled, he ate some and drank. " i mena it as a good thing" he said

He smiles at him. "That's good~" he eats a bit more but leaves the wine be as it wasn't fully to his taste. "So...erhm..what do you do otherwise? When you don't invite strangers for dinner I mean..."

He.smiled "Well.. Im just working.." he said snd looked at him

"Oh?" he smiles some even though he'd expected that answer. "Anything fun?" he tilts his head slightly as he takes another bite.

"Im a model, An allround model so to say.. I model underwear, jewlery, ive been in perfume commercials and so on" he said

"A...model?" He blinks surprised as he had not expected to hear that. "Wow...that's...well...that sounds interesting...but...I don't think I've seen you...but then again...I don't look in many papers and so..." he blush slightly and looks down as he feels rather insignificant compared to Nathan. "And I'm just a high school drop out..." he mumbles it slightly and sigh before he looks up again smiling slightly. "It sounds really cool~"

He heard him.and smiled softly "Well.. My colleage is a highschool drop out... she startdd moddeling instead" he said and smoled

He shakes his head some. "I could never..." he frowns slightly but then shakes it again. "No...I'll...well, I think I want to study again...so maybe something like that..." he thinks some and then he smiles. "But I love to draw~"

He nodded and smiled "Study art?~"

"Maybe..." he smiles some. "But I don't know if I want to work with it. Feels like it's taking the joy out of the hobby when you do it for a living...it's not the same way of relaxing anymore..." he shrugs some. "I don't know really..." he finishes his food and looks at him. "Thank you~ this was delicious~"

He nodded and smiled "Hou might find a rich woman orman who can support you then you dont have to work, only have your hobby?~"

He looks at him and shakes his head. "No. I could never do that...I...I don't want to be a bother so I want...well, I want a job. Not to be taken care of. Or well, that too...but not...not like that..." he finds himself rambling again and gets quiet biting his lip.

He smiled and nodded "Do you have any job now?" he asked and finnished his food and wine

He shakes his head again. "No. I've just been forced out of the house where I grew up, so I've just moved into my own little apartment about a week ago or so...I haven't had time to find a job..." he sigh some and looks down. "Sorry...maybe not the best subject to talk about over dinner when we've just met..." he pulls slightly on the arm of his shirt and looks up again.

"no i gladly listen" he siad and smiled then looked at him " hm... maybe i can help you?" he asked soflty

"Help?" he frowns some. "How do you mean?"

"Help you find a job" he said and smiled then added "I have contacts so i can easily help you finf a job~"

"Really?" he looks at him and tilts his head. "You'd do that for me? Even...even if we just met?" He looks surprised, though even so there's a slight hint of suspicion as he's not used to kindness. "I mean...I don't even have education..."

He smiled "Education isnti everything, Tarjei.You can still get a job" he said soflty

He nods some. "Maybe...but all I've ever heard is that you can't get anywhere unless you have an education..." he looks down some before he looks up again. "But...you don't know if I would do good or not...we've just met...would you risk your name for a stranger?"

"Im a good man, Tarjei. I dont care if ee are strangers. I want to help a young man to come somewhere" he said softlt

He smiles slightly at him and nods. "Thank you~ It really means a lot~ But..." he frowns some and looks at him. "Erhm...I don't have a phone...So how will they reach me if they want to help you..."

He looked at him "Oh..?" he said and tilted his head "Not a regular one nor a cellphone?" he asked

He shakes his head. "Neither...I haven't got around to getting one...my mom didn't think I needed one before and now...well...I haven't really bothered with one..." he blush slightly and runs a hand through his hair slightly

He nodded and smiled "I'll be right.back" he said and walked into another room then came back with a simcard and a brand new phone. He put them infront of Tarjei and smiled "Here~" he said and added "I get free stuff from my work so i dont really need it" he said

He nods and looks after him as he leaves. And while he waits he looks around some. Seeing Nathan come back he looks at him and smiles some. Though seeing the phone he blinks and looks between the phone and Nathan. "Are you sure? No, I can't take it...it's yours..." he shakes his head some even if he is curious about it

"And i give.it to you~ I have a phone ~ " he said and held his phone up. "I dont need that spare one"

He looks at him with big eyes and then at the phone again. "Thank you~" he smiles a bit insecure as he can't really believe it, and so out of habit he pinch his arm to make sure he's not dreaming. He frowns as it hurts and looks at him. "Thank you~"

"Hey...why do you always pinch yourself. tarjei?" he asked softly

He looks at him and quickly puts his hand in his pocket and looks down. "To see if I'm awake...I have...dreams...and sometimes they're real...and sometimes...sometimes I have to make sure...that I'm still awake..." he bites his lip some as he expect to either be laught at, or hit, and he's learned that it sounds silly when he says it like that

He nodded and smiled alittle "Oh...okey" he said and nodded alittle "Well, this is real" he said

He nods some. "I noticed...it's just...when good things happen...it's safer to check...good thing usually doesn't happen..." he keeps his head down slightly

He smiled alittle " Well, I want to make your life good " he said softly

"Thank you~" he smiles and keeps his head down still, though this time it is cause he's slightly embarrassed. He's not used to people caring about if he has a good life or not.

He smiled and caressed his hair. "Hey, your rent, what is it on?" he asked softly

He tense slightly at the touch, but as it's gentle he relax again. Getting the question he shakes his head. "Not much really. I have the money to pay it. My...dad...left me enough to get by."

"Oh...okey" he said softly

He tilts his head slightly and looks at him. "Why...why do you ask?"

"Well..I had been able to helo you with the rent if you were short on money " he said softly

He shakes his head and feels even more awkward. "No. I wouldn't...no...I wouldn't ask you to do that...you shouldn't...I don't...well, I don't need to...you've been too kind already...."he looks down some and fiddles with his fingers. "I don't know how to repay you..." he bites his lip and keeps his head down as he tries to think of something

He softlt caressed over Tarjeis hair "You dont need to do anything to repay me, Tarjei.. I just want to help, and i dont need anything for that"

He looks up slightly and even though he tries he can't fully hide the disbelief in his eyes as no one is this kind without some kind of thought behind it. "It just...wouldn't feel fair to just...take...everything you offer like this...You're too kind. Much too kind...and it feels...odd?" He frowns some as he can't find the right word for it. "I should...should do something..."

He smiled softlt "Im sorry but its in my nature to be kind.."

He nods slightly and pinch his arm again out of habit. "But still...This is...too much..."

He looked at him "No..its not" he ssid soffly

He blinks some and looks at him. "Are...are you sure?"

He nodded and smiled "Yes~" he dsid andbsmiled softly

He smiles some at him. and even though he still feels like this is too good to be true he looks very grateful. "Thank you so much~"

He nodded and smiled "You are welcome, tarjei"

He smiles a bit more. though he can feel his cheeks burn slightly from embarrassment as well so he looks over at the table instead. "I can help you clean this up..."

"No~ I fix it, you are the guest " he said and walked to the kitchen with everything ~

"Okay....if you're sure..." he stays sitting on the chair feeling very awkward as it kinda hits him that this is probably the first time he's been over at someome else's home for dinner

he clesned the dishes and smiled then walked back to the dining hsll

He looks up at Nathan as he comes back and smiles at him. "Is evertyhing done already?"

He nodded and smiled "Yeah~ so...what do you want to do now?~"

He blinks and tilts his head some. "Erhm...I...I don't know really...what...what do you want to do?" He smiles at him

He smiled "Wanna watch a movie?" he asked sodrly

He nods some. "Sure. I like movies~ anything really~" He smiles and gets up as he looks around some

He smiled and shpwed him to thenlivingroom and looked at his movies

(...I just could think about 'do you wanna watch some hentaaaai?~' instead of do you wanna build a snowman' xD)

(Oh God xD Do you want Tarjei to die of embarrassment? xD)

He follows him to the living room and smiles as he looks around as he likes this room. Seeing the films he has no idea which one to choose so after a litle bit he looks up at Nathan. "Erhm...You can decide~ I can see anything really~"

( Hahahahaha.. Why nooot...Gaypoooorn :D )

He smiled and then he choose one and put it in the dvd and switched on the tv

(Haha xD He would die if that happened xD I told you he's rather shy and he would feel incredibly uncomfortable if that happened xD)

He smiles back and walks to the couch. He sits down by the corner and leans a bit against the armrest to get more comfortable. He didn't see what film Nathan chose so he's a bit curious to what they will see

He smiled and then sat down besides him and looked at the tv~ he smiled.

( hahahahahahha, aaawwee xD-

(I feel bad for him just thinking about it xD)

he looks at him some as he sits down as well and even if it feels a bit odd to have him sit down so close, and on his own free will none the less, but he shows nothing of it but just smiles at him as he looks over to the tv as well. "What will we watch?"

he smiled and told him the name of the movie. he leaned back alittle and looked at the tv~

He nods some as he hasn't seen it before. He looks slightly at Nathan and seeing him lean back and relax Tarjei does the same. He smiles slightly and relax too as he watches the film

he smiled and relaxed as he watched the movie

After a little bit he pulls his legs up to get more comfortable and he hopes Nathan doesn't mind about it. He smiles slightly as he watches the film as he truly enjoys it

Nathan smiled and looked at him softly then looked at the tv again.

Tarjei doesn't really look at Nathan as he's much to into the movie. But he finds this nice

Nathan watched the movie, he streached alittle and smiled. he was happy that it seemed that Tarjeei likd it atleast.

He leans back more and is actually more relaxed now than before.

he continued watching the movie untill it ended~

He watches the film as well and once it's ended he puts his feet down again and stretch out some. "That was really good~"

He looked at him and smiled "You think so?" he asked and smiled more

He nods and smiles. "Yeah~ I haven't seen it before."

"Well, thats good~ " he said and smiled

He nods again. "Thank you~ for...having me over...and well...everything~ It's...it's nice~" he looks down some as he finds himself blushing

He softly caressed his cheek " youre welcome but the pkleasure is mine~ im really happy to have comapny again"

The blush gets slightly more intense at the touch and keeps looking down. But he does smile. Though hearing the last he looks up just slightly. "You don't have company that often?" He looks slightly surprised as he didn't expect that seeing how social Nathan seemed

"No, the last company i had was from the person i last loved..He left me, without a word.. He too was godly... but a whole god.. not a demi god..or so, he was the god of animals... but.... i was naive and thought a god could love a.human for real.."

"Oh...I'm sorry..." he looks down again feeling a bit guilty for having brought something like that up as he can guess that it must be painful to think about.

Nathan looked kinda sad. "Well... I cant really do anything about it.. I just know... I will never think a godly person can love me..

He nods some. "Do...do you want a God?"

he looked at him "Well, to tell the truth,i just wsnt someone who actualy would love me" he said and smiled alittle "Someone who can see that im might be human but that im enough to settle down with..'

He nods again and looks down some. "Well...you're kind...so...I don't see why someone would not see that...I mean...erhm..." he feels his cheels go red again as he feels he's lost himself in his words

He looked at him and smiled "thank you" he said softly

"Well...it's true~" he smiles some and looks up again

he looked st him nd caressed his cheek "you are wonderfull, Tarjei"

He blinks surprised. "I...I am?" He blush even more but he doesn't move away from the touch even if it feels strange, but somehow a good strange

he nodded and smiled "Yes, you are.. More wonderfull then anyone else ive met.. You are such a good person.."

He smiles a bit embarrassed and shakes his head some. "Not that good...but...erhm...thank you?" Again it was a compliment he didn't fully know what to answer to.

he smiled "I think so" hebsaid

He keeps his head down as he can now even feel hos his cheeks are burning. And he realise he's not good with compliments. But even so it feels nice, as well as a bit unreal. "Mm..." he doesn't really know what to say. "You're too kind~"

he smiled and caressed his cheek "You are burning~" he said and laughed softly

"Shh..." the blush only deepens and he moves his head away as he tries to hide his face. "Don't say that..." hw doesn't mean to sound rude, he's just not good at handling things like this

He smiled. "but its so freaking adorablw!"

He shakes his head. "Shh...it's not...it's embarrassing..."

"Maybe its embarrasing...but still...super adorable~"

He laughs slightly out of embarrassment as he honestly has no idea how to respond to it and instead he pulls away slightly. Not to be rude but just cause he doesn't know how to handle this. "I don't think it is...I mean...I think you're the only one who's said that..."

He looled at him "I really think that it is adorable, Tarjei.. The whole You are adorable"

He bites his lip some and looks down. "Can we please talk about something else? This...I mean...I just don't know what to say..."

he nodded "Of.course.. Im sorry. " he said and then said "Soo... do you like your parents?"

He shakes his head some. "It's okay~ It's just me...I'm not...well, used to kind people I guess..." he sigh some and then blinks at the question. "My mom is a greedy bitch who threw me out when I turned 18 cause she could no longer get any money for me from the state...and dad...well, erhm...I've only just met him...he's the God of Dreams...but I guess I've met him before as well...In my dreams." He smiles some as he thinks about that. "He's nice. And well, I don't really know him that well, but he seems to care. It's thanks to him I'm not living on the streets right now. He's given me money to get around and such. And he just seems like a good man..."

he nodded and smiled "Your father seems nice atleast" he said softly

He nods. "Yeah. He is. And he said he'll me with my dreams as well..." hw smiles some and looks at him. "How is your family?"

he shrugged alitte "I never talk to them" he said

"Oh?" He tilts his head some. "Why is that?"

"Well.. I donr know really.. they havent cared.. they dont return calls or anything"

He nods some. "I'm sorry to hear that..." he looks at him sadly. "Do...do you want them around? I mean...if you call them I mean..."

"I would atleast want some kind of contact..." he said and sighed "But...yeah, i guess like everyone else...they dont like me

He tilts his head and frowns some. "Why not? I mean, you're nice...kind snd everything like that..."

he shrugged "I dont know, realy" he said and sighed

He nods some. "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to bring up bad memories for you...I mean...I don't want you to be sad or anything..."

"Its okey.. Even if they are bad i should be able to talk about them.. But.. yeah... " he said and sighed

He tilts his head some. "Not...not really...I mean...I don't like to talk about my mom...maybe...it's the same thing?" he looks at him and he wonders if he should do something to make him smile again

"maybe.. " he ssid and leaned back " Oh well... Wanna watch another movie?" he asked

He smiles some and nods. "Sure~ we can watch another one~ do you want to pick another one?" he tilts his head to the other side some

he stood up and smiled alittle "Sure" he said and looked at the movies. "Hmmh... have you seen (insert good moviename here)?"

He looks at him and smiles. Hearing the title he shakes his head. "I haven't seen most new films really..."

"Its not new.. it was made in the 90s~ Its a really good movie" he said and smiled

He blinks some and looks slightly embarrassed. "Oh...I didn't know...but yeah...I haven't seen that anyway..." he smiles slightly at him

he smiled and put it in the dvd "Lets watch it then~" he said and smiled more

He smiles and nods. "Okay~" he pulls his legs up some and relax

he sat down and then pressez Play. he smiled and looked at the movie.

He smiles at him and makes himself more comfortable. As the film start he watches the tv again

he leaned back and watched the movie. it was his favourite.

He leans back some as well and watches it. Even though he's not seen it before he finds himself liking it

he smiled and watched it.

He stretch out after a bit and moves some more to find a different comfortable position. But he keeps watching the tv with a smile as he finda this nice

He looked at him "Wanna lay down?~" he asked and patted in his lap~ kinds jokingly but he wouldnt mind

"Lay down?" He looks at him and blinks some as he doesn't fully get it. But seeing Nathan pat his lap Tarjei blush slightly and suddenly feels very insecure. "I...I don't know..."not being used to it he doesn't know if it's something he should or not. Though he doesn't think he would mind. He looks up at him a bit questioningly. "Should I?"

He smiled alittle "You can try and if you dont like it you can just move away?" he said softly

He nods some as that sounds reasonable. So he moves some and carefully lays his head down in Nathans lap. He is rather tense as it feels odd to lay like this, but he tries to relax anyway

Nathan softly caressed over his hair and smiled alittle

Tarjei tense slightly at the touch, but still it makes him relax again as it's a touch he's come to associate with safety. He smiles faintly at the whole situation but doesn't feel as awkward as he thought he would, and so he lets Nathan continue as he keeps watching the film

He smiled and caressed his cheek softly as he looked at the move. he liked touching Tarjei but he didnt want to be too...well...on

As the caress moves from his hair to his cheek Tarjei frowns slightly and bites his lip. Somehow he doesn't find that as comforting as the touch of his hair. He moves some and sits up again while he keeps his head down. "Sorry...it just...it feels odd..." he feels really bad for sitting up like that and he really meant no offence by it.

He looked at him "Sorry, i shouldnt have touched you more" he said softly. "can you forgive me?

He looks up some and nods. "It's okay...It's just...well...unused to touching really...sorry..." he smiles slightly at him and tries to ignore the faint blush as he feels embarrassed.

"dont apologise.. i shouldnt have touched your cheek.. im sorry " he said softly and then added "But.. you are really beautiful, its alittle hard to keep away from you"

He shakes his head slightly. "No...it's okay...don't...don't apologise...You don't have to..." but hearing how Nathan continues he looks down as he can't hide his blush. He shakes his head again. "Not really...I'm nothing special..." not used to compliments he doesn't know how to handle it and he feels very awkward.

He smiled alittle "You are beautiful, you really are.. But i still should have asked befor i touched you.. so im really sorry for that" he said sofrly

He blinks some as Nathan repeats the compliment and he feels the blush deepen, but not finding any words to say he just shakes his head. And as Nathan apologises again he looks up at him and tilts his head slightly. Seeing that he seems to mean it Tarjei smiles some and nods. "Okay...I forgive you~ but it's okay. It's just me...I'm not...well, used to nice things like that..."

Nathan smiled alittle "I would love to make you more used to these things~" he said and slowly caressed his cheek.

Tarjei glance down slightly but keeps his smile. "You don't have to do that...it would take time...since it's been years without it I mean..." Feeling Nathans hand against his cheek again he looks up at him wondering, but he doesn't move away this time, just tense up slightly

"I dont care if it takes time, Tarjei.." he said and smiled softly "I want to help you"

Tarjei looks at him and smiles back slightly even though he seems slightly insecure. "You do? Why?" He tilts his head some. Not that he doubts Nathans intentions, he's just not used to other people actually wanting to help in any way.

"I want to help you, Tarjei~ " he said then added "You are a wonderfull boy, i want us to be friends.. if i can help you i would love to."

He blush as Nathan continues but he smiles very sweet at him. "Really? I've never really had friends. Most people finds me too weird to be friends with...But...I would love to have a friend~"

Nathan nodded and smiled "I want to be your friend, Tarjei" he said and softly caressed his hand. "I dont think you are wierd at all"

He smiles shyly as Nathan confirms he wants to be his friend and he relax more. "Thank you~" But hearing that he's not weird he looks down slightly and shakes his head. "I'm not normal at least..."

"Normal is boring.. But i dont think anything is normal.. thou at the same time, everything and everyone is normal. cause everyone is different, so how can you even categorise normal?i think that if something is normal to you as a person, it should be counted as normal"

Tarjei looks at him and blinks looking rather confused with what Nathan says. "Huh?" He doesn't fully follows what he means and blush faintly as he's almost too embarrassed to say that he doesn't understand what he means

"I just mean...everyone is normal in their way.."

He tilts his head slightly and smiles shyly. "I think that's the kindest thing someone has said~"

He smiled alittle "Everyone is nomal on their on way, so, you are normal too" he sa said and smiled

He nods slightly and keeps his smile. "Maybe you're right~ it sounds nice to be able to be normal~"

he smiled "You are normal~"

He shakes his head. "Not really...it's not normal to see what I see...to be what I am..." he sigh slightly and looks down again as that is something that sometimes hurts as he knows he's not like everyone else

"Tarjei.. I dont care what ypu see or what you are, For me. youre normal precisely as you are"