what should I do when everything I live for just disappear at the same time, everything just.. I don't know, if something likte that happens, what should YOU do, right now I live in a fucking hell at home, but when I'm with all of you i don't show it, couse my problems shouldn't be your's. I want to live like the one that helps people not the one that gets the help. I'v been like that sense I was little and want to stay like that. You say my parents are cool and nice, but wtf, where do you think all their anger and sadnes go, yeah, to me ofc. and when their sad and fight they talk to me, I don't got any sisters or brothers, it's only me. but when I sometimes not often but sometimes tell people aboute my problems they don't really care, but thats no one else than my bad, couse I don't show people how I really am, but now you know, just a little bit aboute me, and I'm so sick of this know, so I have to move on, so everything you read know you read for the last time.

so sick of love ssongs, so tired of tears.

Annons

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October 1999