hall of memories...

Black Tangled Heart:

Maybe your luck has changed
Settle down
Maybe I'm just deranged
And on the rebound
Maybe love was the thing
Holding me back from all
Maybe I'm just the thing
To break my own fall
Take the rope to my heart and fall
You may just be the last before you
See the black tangled heart fall

Maybe departure's good
Makes room for more
Start to mass produce
For a chance to ignore
Maybe you'll kill yourself
Before I get a turn
Maybe I'll fall in love
And never learn

Take the rope to my heart and fall
You may just be the last before you
See the black tangled heart fall

Yes..and I wished I would fall in Love instead...and I wish I could say 'and then I did'... but I can't... I never did...

Maybe it's because I see people as they truely are..I know of all their flaws..everytime I make a concious choice to be with them and I calculate the risks..and if something goes wrong..well I knew it could..so it's my own fault..the risk didn't pay off...

sure there are some people who I care about more, or who's destinies I am not impartial to.. some I am interested in while others not...

I don't think any of this is close to the being in Love state they describe in the books...

sure I could have died for some people at any point if needed..but that's not so much about Love either...and I don't think I would give my life for anyone anymore..things have changed...

...so am I moving further away instead from the thing I wanted to find so much...

Annons

The photo has no tags

July 2012