Tuesday 18 September 2007 photo 2/3
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Snea jävla skitlugg.. Nu är man iaf klar med större delen av det där kassa som ska föreställa en låt, suttit i tusen år nu och orkar inte mer. Ni når mej på mobil nu ska jag typ sova.. A borderline of sweet and ill, try to move but I stand still. It’s to late for me, I’ll never break free. I’ll never start over again; this town is full of memories, full of pain. If you see it from my perspective, my own way to see, life is no paradise and it will never be. They all knows me inside and out, should I be happy they would shout. And try to track me back down, where I belong… just hanging on. I’m alone in a world of darkness and spite, with no one to hold my hand. I’m alone and will always be, it’s what the destiny arranged for me. It’s so hard to pretend to be happy when I’m not. It’s so hard to wake up and realize that you aren’t here anymore. I used to be happy, now the pills are my only friend. So leave me alone with my dreams, my false hope and fantasies I wake up another morning, another day in hell. Because I sold my sold soul, my happiness, now I’ve got nothing left to sell. Looking out of my window, out over the paradise, but it don’t belong to me, I got to realize. The good world is for the others, I’ve passed my last chance for many years ago. Now I’m alone. I’m junk, I’m trash, I’m empty and alone. When you look at me, what are you see, a smiling face, a happy laugh or just me? Can’t you see it yet, this isn’t me, this isn’t who I am. Take a look into my eye, all the happy bullshit was a lie, can’t you understand? It’s so hard to pretend to be happy when I’m not. It’s so hard to wake up and realize that you aren’t here anymore. If you just want to hurt me just get out of my way. Just leave me alone with my dreams, my false hope and fantasies. They took my life, the took my pride away.
Annons
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Anonymous
Wed 19 Sep 2007 11:31
söting :xx <3
Anonymous
Tue 18 Sep 2007 17:46
du gör långa låtar :O skulle skitit ner mig om jag var tvungen att komma ihåg allt det >_<
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