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Wednesday 29 July 2009 photo 1/1
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Wednesday 29 July 2009 photo 1/1
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i dont want this anymore, i feel pain. pain in my fucking heart! its empty!! i got nothing in my heart, no one to care of. no one to hug, no one to kiss. do i still love you? i dont know, do i still want you? i dont know. its hard, it was easy, half a year ago it would be a quick yes, now its diffrent, time is changing, changing people, changing future. it changed us, it changed the world for me. my whole life, i thought we had it, i thought we would get married and have childrens. now its gone, i got no future. i miss what we had, i hate what we have. but still, i dont know if i want you. my heart is in two pieces. its ripped, ripped apart. like us, apart from each other. we are in diffrent towns, got diffrent friends, got diffrent lifes, but still. once, we where one. now we are two, two persons, and i hate to be alone, i want to share, i want to love, and to kiss. you? I DONT KNOW!! its driving me crazy, to not know a simple word whit the not so simple feeling, love. the strong word who get two persons togheter, and ripp them apart. it ripped us apart. now we are friends, is that enough? i dont know, do you know? its so hard, this emptiness, in my heart, me lonley heart. so mabey i miss someone to love, or mabey i miss you, you and me, living together, and love each other whitout fights, whitout going crazy, whitout hate. you made me feel good, you made me feel respected, i never felt alone. now, its all gone, my heart is empty, empty of love, but filled whit feelings, feelings for you? feelings of missing? or just new feelings of freedom? i dont think so, im not that guy, i want someone. are you the one everyone is talking about, they talk about finding the one, are you her? or are you just a girl? no. youre not just a girl, youre a speciall girl, the girl who made me feel love for the first time, who made me love. i shouldnt sit here alone in the dark and writing this, i should be whit someone, someone i love... please someone, say. do i love you? or do i just feel that i miss you, or someone?
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