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My story.
It all started when I was a little girl, in school. I was the nicest one and I was bullied just because of that. I still can’t understand how anyone can be too nice.
I was afraid to go to school because I always knew that there’s someone who’s going to hit me or laugh at me so I told mum every day that my stomach was hurting. But I did go to school every day but I was wishing that the next day maybe would be better but it’s wasn’t so, the next day was even worse.
Then one time they wanted to hurt me, they wanted to hit me and I was taking it. I was afraid to say something because there was another break to and another after that so I hold me mouth closed and I was just taking hits for everyone in the class.
When all that happened dads sister died, and a year after mum and dad was going to separate, the time was hard. Mum and dad couldn’t understand me, I was the youngest, I was the person who needed them most when all that happened. Then mum was finding a new, I was happy for her but it was like I was invisible.
When I started the 7 grade I was founding out that we’re going to move and I was really happy. And we moved and there was it again, the same thing, not the same people but there was something about me that they didn’t like so they started to hurt me by words and they was writing thing on the table and on the wall about me. But the teachers didn’t believe me, I was really hurt, I was tired of being in the world.
I started to hurt myself to, I didn’t want to live, I tried to kill myself because I felt so useless, and no one ever needed me.
Now I’m not that kind of girl anymore, I don’t take it, I can stand for what I believe in. I can be with the girl in school who are bullied for she’s too nice or to fat or whatever it is. People in the world are talking too much and opening their mouths too much.
One day everyone is going to see a new side of me but sometimes I still can’t handle that someone is too nice or too sweet.
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Anonymous
Thu 28 Feb 2013 19:18
<3
Anonymous
Wed 27 Feb 2013 09:52
Basira, jag finns för dig och de vet du <3
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