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Shima was standing in the 'church' thingie of the hospital, praying. She were standing on her knees and then she smiled alittle.
She opened her Eyes half way and then took up a razorblade, she cut her wrists deeply and just smiled a soft smile but tears started to drip down from her cheeks " i love you..emi...never forget... dont be a coward like me.." she mumbled and she had written a note to Emi, it was laying besides her, saying that she hoped that Emi would survive and fight for what he believed in and what he had told her.
She cut deeper and more, still having that smile on her lips as the blood pumped out of her wounds.
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Emi is just walking around as he sees u and pals and runs up to you. ''w..what are..no'' he doesn't really know what to say and all he can think of is to hug u carefully and he doesn't even notice that his crying.
キティD.ハッター .
Tue 24 Sep 2013 23:32
Shima looked at Emi and smiled alittle "H...hi...E-emi..." she said and dropped the razorblade to the floor and she started to loose her consious "f...fight...for...what y-you..believe in..."
he looks at her . ''n..no don't u dear leave me..'' he sobs and picks her up as he gets up. ''please stay with me..try p..please..i like u..so u can't just..'' he starts to walk just to find Joes room so he can at least try to help her.
キティD.ハッター .
Tue 24 Sep 2013 23:43
Shima caressed over Emis cheek with her hand wich was pretty cold already.. "i...im s-sorry....e-emi..." she said weakly and lost heer consious, her heart was beating slower with every second.
''don't u dear..'' he looks around and more or less starts to panic and doesn't really know what to do so he hurries towards Bens office and as he gets there he kicks on the door. ''Ben!...'' he looks at Shima. ''p..please stay with me..don't just don't..''
( @TacroySilver )
( @TacroySilver )
TacroySilver
Tue 24 Sep 2013 23:52
*Ben sits by his desk as there's a kick on the door. he frowns and walks to open the door.* Emi? *he takes in the sight over everything* Follow me. *he hurries to the closest medical room*
TacroySilver
Wed 25 Sep 2013 00:01
*he opens the door and points to the medical table* Put her down there Emi. *he then rush over to the cabinets to bring out everything he needs.* What happened? *he pulls on plastic gloves and walks over to the table wanting to clean the wounds*
he put her down on the medical table and takes a few step back so he won't be in the way. ''i..i don't know..or i know but..'' he sobs and can't really talk.
TacroySilver
Wed 25 Sep 2013 02:36
It's okay Emi, just try to stay calm. *he smiles some as he starts to quickly clean the cuts so that he'll know how and where he needs to put the stitches* What's her name?
TacroySilver
Wed 25 Sep 2013 21:58
*he nods and looks at Shima* Hey Shima, I'm Ben. I need you to stay strong now. *he quickly starts washing up and treating the wounds.* Emi, she needs blood since she's lost some. Can you please go to the blood room and get me two bags of 0-. It's easy to find.
キティD.ハッター .
Wed 25 Sep 2013 22:21
Shima was still unconsious, her heart was beating weakly and she was pale. Her wounds were really Deep.
he looks at Ben and nods some again and hurries to the blood room and find what they need and takes it with him and hurries back to Ben and gives it to him.
TacroySilver
Fri 27 Sep 2013 00:29
*he looks up as Emi comes in* Thank you. *he takes the bags and hangs them up before putrinf a needle in shimas arm ro give her the blood. Then he starts stitching the woulds up making sure to heal them from the depths*
TacroySilver
Sun 29 Sep 2013 14:35
*he looks up slightly at Emi* Don't move away Emi. *hw voice is soft and he finish with one arm* Hold her hand...*he puts some bandage on it and then walks over to the other arm and starts working on that one*
TacroySilver
Sun 29 Sep 2013 14:43
*he looks up at him some more and smiles softly* She'll know it's you. And she needs to stay strong. *he keeps working to stitch the other arm up*
he bit his lip and walks up to her and takes her hand u just fix and can't help but feel a bit silly
TacroySilver
Mon 30 Sep 2013 08:32
*he nods aa he looks up some at Emi and he smiles. but as he can see some embareassment he stays quiet and stich up the other arm just as careful. rhen hw check both the blood and the IV staus. hw nods some* This looks okay now. *he walks to pull out a machine to monitor her heart and plugs it in* Now it's her that needs to be strong to come back to you
キティD.ハッター .
Mon 30 Sep 2013 10:06
Shimas heart rythm was still alittle weak but it was slowly fetting stronger. She was Unconsious for a few ours while her body.recocered fo the bloodloss and so on, she slowly opened her eyes and let out a small sound.
Emi doesn't leave her side and just stands there and holds her hand. when u slowly open your eyes he looks at u and manage to smile a little. "S..shima?.."
TacroySilver
Tue 1 Oct 2013 11:06
*Ben looks at the both of them and smiles softly* Hello Shima. How are you feeling?
キティD.ハッター .
Tue 1 Oct 2013 11:20
Shima laid quietly for a while and saie " Y...you should just had let me d...die.. " she said and bit her lip hard " i...have nothing to live for.... shine told me....." she said and closed her eyes ' ... e...emi hates m-me.. no one will ever be my friend.. w-why should i live... when i wont get loved... or...anything" she said and opened her eyes slightly again
Emi looks down and keeps quiet as Shima talks and he can't more then get hurt and feel more stupid. ".." he looks up a little and his eyes tears up. "I don't hate u...I would never hate u..if I did..I had just left u there.." he looks down again. " and I like u..not as a friend..I like u more then that..just...I'm so damn stupid so I as always hide my feelings. ." he just mumbles it.
キティD.ハッター .
Tue 1 Oct 2013 12:33
Shima looked at Emi and then started laughing alittle " so....a girl has to...try and kill herself ...to get the boy she likes to tell her that he likes her to..." she smiled alittle weakly " t...thats just silly..."
キティD.ハッター .
Tue 1 Oct 2013 13:03
Shima looked at him " e...emi...d-dont go... p-please..." she said and stood up and pulled out the iv and blood, she took three steps and it spinned so much so she fell down on her knees.
he looks at her and just shake his head and walks to her and pick her up carefully. "then don't say stuff like that..I wanted to tell u before. .but I didn't find the right moment. .I guess.."
キティD.ハッター .
Tue 1 Oct 2013 13:36
" i...i didnt mean it badly..i..im sorry..." Shima said and leaned against Emi "...i..i told you t-that i fancy you... " she said and bit her lip then she was quiet.
TacroySilver
Tue 1 Oct 2013 13:48
*Ben feels mostly in the way right now, but as both of them seems pretty okay he stays in the background ready to interfere if anything would happen*
"yes u told me...but I kinda didn't believe u...I mean..if I couldn't get the first one I liked..why would I..even hsve a chance to..like..get u..."
キティD.ハッター .
Tue 1 Oct 2013 18:37
Shima looked at Emi and softly kissed him "i mean it.. m..my heart beats f-faster when im with you,i feel like i c-can be myself... and so.... i,..i really do like you...more then a friend... if i hadnt, i wouldnt have kissed you befor...it..might have Always been just a soft kiss..but...its stil big for me, i like you alot, Emi.. i...even L-love you..." she said and looked at emi "Or.i wouldnt have trid to spend time with you..or anything.."
he smiles some as u kiss him and blush some. he just listen as u talk and looks away some as he blush even more. "..love..me?..u..well I kinda..love..u too.." he looks at u some and smiles
キティD.ハッター .
Wed 2 Oct 2013 07:42
Shima leaned against him again " that you kinda love me is enough... " she mumbled and smiled softly as she closed her eyes.
キティD.ハッター .
Wed 2 Oct 2013 10:18
Shima looked at her wrists and bit her lip and leaned her forhead against Emis chest. "I...im sorry... for doing like this..."
キティD.ハッター .
Wed 2 Oct 2013 11:38
shima shook her head ' i promise... but... i did it cause of shine..." she said and looked down
キティD.ハッター .
Thu 3 Oct 2013 10:35
"I didnt want to listen to him... i didnt want to belive that the boy im in love with would hate me.... but... he always make me believe.... somehow...." she said and looked up at Emi
キティD.ハッター .
Thu 3 Oct 2013 10:59
Shima hugged him and was quiet for a while " i...havent heard him...since i woke up thou..." she said and cuddled alittle against Emi.
キティD.ハッター .
Thu 3 Oct 2013 17:02
Shima nodded and leaned against him more " I...i hope he is... i.. only need one boy in my life..." she said quietly and blushed alittle
キティD.ハッター .
Thu 3 Oct 2013 19:08
"I...wanna go to my room.." she said and sighed alittle "im tired..."
キティD.ハッター .
Thu 3 Oct 2013 21:22
Shima looked at Ben too "..oh..b-by the way...um...t-thank you for helping me..."
TacroySilver
Thu 3 Oct 2013 21:31
*Ben smiles slightly and looks at her* You're welcome Shima. *he looks at Emi some and his smile softens before he looks bavk at Shima* You need to stay here for a while longer. Just so that we can monitor your values.
キティD.ハッター .
Thu 3 Oct 2013 21:38
"A...alright" she said and then laid down again, she didnt want to be there but she tried no to show it
TacroySilver
Thu 3 Oct 2013 21:48
*he look some at the IV to make sure it's okay before looking back at Shima.* I understand if you don't want to be here, but it's just for a few more hours.
キティD.ハッター .
Thu 3 Oct 2013 22:04
Shima nodded alittle "i understand..." she said and closed her Eyes.
キティD.ハッター .
Sat 5 Oct 2013 17:32
Shima looked at emi "y...you dont have to be here if you dont want to.."
TacroySilver
Sat 5 Oct 2013 17:37
*he smiles and checks some more vitals on Shima* As soon as everything looks okay you can leave this room. *hw looks over at Emi and smiles softly*
キティD.ハッター .
Sat 5 Oct 2013 18:02
Shima nodded alittle "A...alright.." im..sorry for causing trouble...for both of you.." she said and biit her lip hard.
TacroySilver
Sun 6 Oct 2013 12:06
*he smiles and shakes his head as he looks at her* Don't apologise. *he stroke her head softly* It's better if you just promise not to do it again
キティD.ハッター .
Sun 6 Oct 2013 13:07
Shima nodded alittle " I promise... i dont want to make Emi sad again..."
TacroySilver
Sun 6 Oct 2013 13:09
*he nods and smiles softly even though therr is a hint of sadness* That's good. And you shouldn't be sad either
キティD.ハッター .
Sun 6 Oct 2013 13:31
Shima nodded alittle and was quiet, she looked up at the ceeling but she made a grimarce and bit her lip, she started saying "no no no...stop...no..no....d...dont come back...N-NO!" she put her hands over her head.
Emi takes a few step closer to her and strokes her head as he doesn't know what else to do. "try to..like ignore him..push him away.."
キティD.ハッター .
Sun 6 Oct 2013 13:39
"S...shine.. w...wants to come b-back... she said and started to cry, she was shaking and she closed her eyes hard, she screamed a heartwrecking scream... she started scratshing herself so it.bled, over her chest and arms and her heart strted to beat faster, she was scared and sad at the same time as she paniced..
Emi moves away as he feel that he can't do anything and at the same time he has no idea what's going on
キティD.ハッター .
Sun 6 Oct 2013 14:10
Shima was shaking and crying ' P...please... l...leave me alone..." she said and scratched herself more, hard so it started to bleed more...
Emi bit his lip and walks closer and takes a firm grip on your wrists and lift them up some so u won't hurt yourself more.
''I will..i just..i don't know..what to do..'' he knows that he isn't the best person to help someone and all he can think of is to hug her close as he try to come up with something.
キティD.ハッター .
Sun 6 Oct 2013 17:15
Shima cried and bither lip "H..he...wanted me to die...so he could die... he...hates evryone..and Everything..."
キティD.ハッター .
Sun 6 Oct 2013 17:17
shima nodded "h...he...made me.. so i would be...sad and miserabl... so he could die.. with me.."
キティD.ハッター .
Sun 6 Oct 2013 17:24
Shima hugged emi and cuddled up against him "E...emi...im s-so sorry... for ...all the trouble.."
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