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Riku looks around "There is nothing fun happening here anymore.. I miss playing with people..." he said and walked trough the hospital.
"I wonder if that nice doctor wants to play~" he starts skipping through the corridors.
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Yaoiboys
Sat 26 Oct 2013 22:31
*blinks suprised when seeing him but then lights up with a smile* There you are~
Yaoiboys
Sat 26 Oct 2013 23:00
"Mmh... Rusco don't like Kaname-sama so I can't call him that cuz he gets mad if I do.. And... The other doctor I meet..." he gets a sad look on his face for a second before shaking it off "He was the worst person ever."
He blinks a few time as if listening but then nodds "Rusco says I should just say yes next time... Gomen."
He blinks a few time as if listening but then nodds "Rusco says I should just say yes next time... Gomen."
Forgotten Portrait
Sat 26 Oct 2013 23:03
Mmh.. I've read your file.. I fully understand.. horrible person.. *pats his shoulder gently with the back of his hand* but you're stronger then that.. never let filth like that stick on you *smiles soft* okay?~
Yaoiboys
Sat 26 Oct 2013 23:14
"File? Filth?" he looks confused but then smiles and nodds "Hai~ I will be happy from now on~"
Forgotten Portrait
Sun 27 Oct 2013 00:00
Yes all patience have one.. hm *pets him* also happy you find me nice~
Yaoiboys
Sun 27 Oct 2013 00:47
"Oh... What does mine say?" he smiles and curiosity shines in his eyes... He looks thoughtful or a while but then giggles "Rusco says that since you haven't treated me badly of course someone as naive as me would think your a good person, but he's not convinced himself~"
Forgotten Portrait
Sun 27 Oct 2013 01:20
Hm what has happened in short.. why you're here, where you were before, such things. So that doctors like me don't go in blind when meeting our patients.. oh? *tips his head* Well I have my "bad sided" but it all depends on who you ask if its good or bad
Yaoiboys
Sun 27 Oct 2013 01:27
"Oh... But that's unfair.. I don't know anything about you..." he says looking disapointed.
He smiles a bit and then listens again "Rusco says I wont understand even if you explain but... I think I understand.. A... A little at least~ Ne... Can you tell me a bad side?" he tilts his head smiles.
He smiles a bit and then listens again "Rusco says I wont understand even if you explain but... I think I understand.. A... A little at least~ Ne... Can you tell me a bad side?" he tilts his head smiles.
Forgotten Portrait
Sun 27 Oct 2013 02:52
Well I am the doctor, thats the difference.. it Should be that I am the harmless.. but that hasn't been the case here obviously.. which is why I moved here.
Hmm.. one of my bad sides.. well I am emotionally behind?.. or how I should now phrase it, I can do something and it will take much longer before I feel anything about it.. which means I could do some things and not feel bad for.. hurting anyone before I could feel anything.. it happens rarely sense I do still have principles
Hmm.. one of my bad sides.. well I am emotionally behind?.. or how I should now phrase it, I can do something and it will take much longer before I feel anything about it.. which means I could do some things and not feel bad for.. hurting anyone before I could feel anything.. it happens rarely sense I do still have principles
Yaoiboys
Sun 27 Oct 2013 02:49
"H-harmless? What does that have to do with unfairness?" he asked looking very much confused.
He tilted his head a little as he listend "Oh.. That is a bad side... But I think your nice anyway~" he said smiling widely at him.
He tilted his head a little as he listend "Oh.. That is a bad side... But I think your nice anyway~" he said smiling widely at him.
Forgotten Portrait
Sun 27 Oct 2013 17:13
The systems are strange Riku
Hm yes it is but it rarely shows up *smiles back* that makes me really happy.. I wish too be that nice doctor for you all
Hm yes it is but it rarely shows up *smiles back* that makes me really happy.. I wish too be that nice doctor for you all
Yaoiboys
Sun 27 Oct 2013 18:20
"Hai, really strange.. Feels even more strange that people I don't know... Know me.." he said and frowned a little, looking a bit suspicious.
"Really?" he starts to smile and looks like he is about to hug Doc but doesn't "The best doctor~"
"Really?" he starts to smile and looks like he is about to hug Doc but doesn't "The best doctor~"
Forgotten Portrait
Sun 27 Oct 2013 18:59
That is so that we can start helping you at once.. so that I can guess what's wrong.. but I agree, it must feel pretty weird *chuckles* Am I?.. oh gosh you'll make me blush dear
Yaoiboys
Sun 27 Oct 2013 19:19
"Mmh help is good cuz... A lot of people here are really strange, Rusco says they are m-menta-ally?" he had some touble remembering the word and so the prounounciation wasnt the best "Ill..." he smiles and then lets out a giggle and nodds "Hai, even Rusco thinks so~ A-and.. Blushing might look good on you, so then it's okey, ne~?"
Forgotten Portrait
Sun 27 Oct 2013 22:25
All here have some sort of mental illness or disorder yes, me Almost as well but sense it is only almost, it makes me a good doctor.. I've been told at least.. *chuckles* oh even rusco?.. well then I'm even more flattered hmhm *rubs under his light flushed cheeks* Being a good doctor is all I've ever wanted
Yaoiboys
Mon 28 Oct 2013 01:23
"All?" he frowns deeply not beliving that he meant what he said since Riku knew he himself wasn't sick "But... You don't seem sick..." he said looking a bit confused to then nodd "Hai, even Rusco~ And he never says nice things about anyone but me... Untill now~" he said and giggles a bit looking at his cheeks and his smile grew wider "Is that your dream?"
Forgotten Portrait
Mon 28 Oct 2013 02:25
*nods* hm.. being emotionally slow is a mental disorder, just not as serious as it could be *smiles and chuckles* yes I figured so which is why it flatters me so.. and yes.. always, even sense I could walk I've wanted to be a doctor.. started talking about it between 6-8 years old.. never wanted too be anything else
Yaoiboys
Mon 28 Oct 2013 02:55
"It is?" his eyes grows wide with wonder and suprise... But it fades and gives way for a happy smile instead "Rusco says it's good you realise it and that you better live up to his expectaions.." the smile grows a bit exusing before he mumbles "Your always so grumpy, he's nice... So you try too." his voice is almost a bit scolding but then he looks more admiaring as he hears about the life long dream "It's like a fairytale~ You dreamed about it for really long and now it's come true~" he clapps his hands happy.
Forgotten Portrait
Mon 28 Oct 2013 16:56
I'll do my very best.. for the both of you *smiles* heh yes pretty much.. everyone has been calling me Doc sense.. sense I can remember almost.. cuz I always wanted to be one.. and I was so.. *chuckles*
Yaoiboys
Mon 28 Oct 2013 18:45
Riku smiled wide, he hand't looked this happy for over 5 months "Thank you~" he said standing on his toes and placed a chu on Docs cheek to then giggle at the reason for the nick name "It suits you~"
He then looked a but thoughtful "I wonder if I could have a dream... Something I want.."
He then looked a but thoughtful "I wonder if I could have a dream... Something I want.."
Forgotten Portrait
Mon 28 Oct 2013 22:21
*blinks slight and touches his cheek* make me blush more now dear *chuckles* and thank you.. Mmh many don't come up with what they wish too do until much later in life.. I am the odd one for knowing
Yaoiboys
Tue 29 Oct 2013 01:36
"H-huh? Was it a bad thing t-to do?" he asked worried and pulled back a bit, but nodds as he gets thanked "Y-your welcome..." he looks down seeming disapointed by the anwser he got.
Forgotten Portrait
Tue 29 Oct 2013 03:16
No just took my by surprise~.. and everyone has goals and dreams.. I wish to help you reach them so you can continue once you're good again, one here wants to be a designer so I'm helping him.. do you have any idea what you wish too be?
Yaoiboys
Tue 29 Oct 2013 03:56
"Oh..." he dares to smile again and as Doc asks what he dreams he lit up looking very exited "You do? You want to help? Then.. Then I want to.." he grows quiet to then shake his head "No, I have always been told that I'll never be allowed out.." the exitement faded but soon came back "But I like building things... Like.. Re modeling toys, making them go faster or... Just take them apart and from the parts build something of my own!" he said and smiled widely when talking about it.
Forgotten Portrait
Tue 29 Oct 2013 05:26
*smiles warm* would you like to do something like that?.. hm the designer started with crayons.. I could give you access to a room where we have a bit more riskier toys you could pick apart... but you'd only be allowed with me by your side in there and we'd have to search so all things that were in the room is still there, safety reasons.. and if you do well, the reward gets bigger.. but if you do bad. you maybe won't get to go too the room again for a while.. understand? such things I can help with
Yaoiboys
Tue 29 Oct 2013 06:26
Blinks suprised at the warm smile, looking at almost disbeliving "I.. I don't know what I would like... I.. I want to meet tou-chan and kaa-chan again.. I miss them..." he said and a smile showed on his lips, since he wasn't aware of the fact that he had killed his parents many years ago.
"Crayons?" he frowns a bit but as soon as he hears the rest his eyes widens "Really? There is such a place here? A-and I can go?" a smile spreads quickly on his face and he nodds fast to show that he understands.
"Crayons?" he frowns a bit but as soon as he hears the rest his eyes widens "Really? There is such a place here? A-and I can go?" a smile spreads quickly on his face and he nodds fast to show that he understands.
Forgotten Portrait
Tue 29 Oct 2013 19:59
one thing at the time dear.. and yes.. it is for the bettering patients.. sadly there hasn't been much focus on that here but I plan to change that.. Hm yes you can go together with me
Yaoiboys
Tue 29 Oct 2013 20:03
Riku nodds and smiles, but he can't hide all of the disapointment still...
But he seems to forgett all about it and hugs Doc tightly "Thank you, thank you, thank you!" he smiles from ear to ear, almost seeming to sparkle with happiness.
But he seems to forgett all about it and hugs Doc tightly "Thank you, thank you, thank you!" he smiles from ear to ear, almost seeming to sparkle with happiness.
Forgotten Portrait
Wed 30 Oct 2013 09:31
*hugs him back with one arm* No trouble dear.. I am here too help after all
Forgotten Portrait
Wed 30 Oct 2013 18:12
*chuckles and pets his hair* well thank you, getting quite found of you hmhm
Yaoiboys
Wed 30 Oct 2013 19:29
He smiles up at him seeming to enjoy being petted "Fond? Is that good?"
Forgotten Portrait
Thu 31 Oct 2013 01:26
Hm yes it is, means I'm starting to like you and I'd miss you if you went missibf
Yaoiboys
Thu 31 Oct 2013 04:42
"O-oh..." he tilts his head smiling at him "I would miss you too if I went missing~"
Forgotten Portrait
Thu 31 Oct 2013 17:17
*chuckles* so try not to *smiles soft and warm, fixing his glasses*
Yaoiboys
Thu 31 Oct 2013 23:19
"Hai, I'll try to~" he smiles back tilting his head, seeming to study the glases.
Yaoiboys
Sat 2 Nov 2013 00:33
"What are they for?" he points at the glases to then quickly pull his hand down "S-sorry.. I didn't mean to point..." he bit his lip a bit worried.
Forgotten Portrait
Sat 2 Nov 2013 00:58
Hm its okay, I don't think its rude too point.. and they are so I can see good
Yaoiboys
Sat 2 Nov 2013 01:45
"You can't see without them? Does that mean that if you take them of you can only see through windows?" he frowned confused at Doc.
Forgotten Portrait
Sat 2 Nov 2013 04:18
*chuckles* noo I don't see all to bad.. but I can't see far away.. hmhm no windows are flat so everything would look the same.. the glass in my glasses are bent, very slightly, you can't even see it but that makes me able to see, if you put them on you wouldn't be able too see very well *smiles*
Yaoiboys
Sat 2 Nov 2013 04:35
"That makes no sense..." he said looking even more confused but then lit up a bit "O-or is it like a magnifying glass? But you have them on always?" he looked more intrested all of a sudden.
Forgotten Portrait
Sat 2 Nov 2013 21:23
Hmhmh it makes all sense.. ooh well yes it is in a way.. Hm I take them of sometimes when I have people in my office or when I should read something up close
Yaoiboys
Sat 2 Nov 2013 22:07
"Oh..." he looks thoughtful trying to understand and wrap his head around it all.
Forgotten Portrait
Sat 2 Nov 2013 22:23
*takes off his glasses* you look through them, but be careful with them please
Yaoiboys
Sat 2 Nov 2013 22:39
He takes the glases carefully, almost as if he was afraid they would break at the slightest touch, holding them infront of his eyes blinking as everything became blurry... He let out a giggle, looking over the edge of the glasses and things were clear again "It'gets blurry~"
Forgotten Portrait
Sat 2 Nov 2013 22:48
Hmhm *smiles* yes, you are seeing.. close to the opposite of me with them off
Yaoiboys
Sat 2 Nov 2013 23:42
"Oh... Then do you want them back?" he asked and held them out towords him.
Yaoiboys
Sun 3 Nov 2013 23:43
"Your welcome~" he smiles to then stand quiet for a while, looking at him.. He then tilts his head a little "Ano.. Could we go to that room?"
Forgotten Portrait
Tue 5 Nov 2013 00:26
Not at the moment my dear, it needs too be preplanned to get access, at the moment I doubt even I am able to get in, but just a word with Kaname and I will
Forgotten Portrait
Tue 5 Nov 2013 10:33
But I promise I will take you there okay? cross my heart dear, I will
Yaoiboys
Tue 5 Nov 2013 14:29
Riku glances up at him, slightly hopeful once more, nodding slowly to show that he understands "Mmh, okey if you say so..." he tried to force a smile, and when getting called "dear" it got a lot easier.
Yaoiboys
Wed 6 Nov 2013 23:58
"Doc has cozy hands... Don't like others touching parts they can make hurt." he said opening his eyes once more looking up at him with a small smile.
Forgotten Portrait
Thu 7 Nov 2013 00:18
Hm thank you.. mmh I would never hurt my patients.. none the less you dear.. these hands are for helping and healing only
Yaoiboys
Thu 7 Nov 2013 01:17
"Other doctors doesn't help... Make it worse.. But... It brought Rusco back.. He has been gone for years but after... That. He came back, said I needed his protection again." he said not sure if he should look sad or smile, but desides to smile as the kind words makes him happy "Mmh that's why I like Doc."
Forgotten Portrait
Thu 7 Nov 2013 14:43
I'm very sorry too hear that dear.. pains me that anyone would be cruel too any of you.. *frowns saddened, looking very sincere* hm.. I'd never do such a thing
Yaoiboys
Thu 7 Nov 2013 16:22
"Mmh.." looks at him a little confused that anyone actually would care "Rusco and I belive you..." he said smiling slight at him "But Rusco wants to know if... If you know what your saying and doing, since you said that about your feelings.. Wants to know if you understand that how your acting can be missinterpreted for something... More then you might mean. He says..." Riku pauses looking a bit insecure "I.. I don't want to say it like that, n-no please?" but he then lets out a sigh "O-okey... He says if you don't realise those things then you better fucking stop" he looks down as he is forced to swear, obviously disliking it "or y-you will be as hurtful as the others."
Forgotten Portrait
Thu 7 Nov 2013 23:38
Hm yes my feelings have a delay.. but you have done nothing to change my mind about how I felt some minutes ago.. I know fully what it is I'm saying.. I'm not for empty words dear.. never
Yaoiboys
Fri 8 Nov 2013 00:21
Rikus voice grows darker and his posture changes to a more confident one... His eyes changes as well, the naive side disapears and leaves a very suspicious look "Okey I'm getting annoyed, I can't say things more clearly with Riku as a translator. Riku is falling for you, he doesn't get it yet himself thou... So just what do you feel for him?"
Forgotten Portrait
Fri 8 Nov 2013 01:22
*doesn't react to much* mmh.. I'm very found of him, he's very sweet and.. I could see myself falling for him but I'm a slow pace man.. I haven't fallen for anyone yet in life.. same time I haven't met someone like riku
Yaoiboys
Fri 8 Nov 2013 02:08
"Yeah I've heard you telling people that you haven't fallen for anyone so far... Keept it ffrom Riku thou.." he said growing more suspicious, but tried to keep polite something that never had happend before.
He rubs his forhead "Look... If you think you can fall for him then that's good.. But don't you dare hurt him, because you will kill him. So if you realise you wont feel that way for him, tell him at once, before he realises what he feels...." he clenched his jaws hard, seeming very reluctant but then mumbled out a "Please."
He rubs his forhead "Look... If you think you can fall for him then that's good.. But don't you dare hurt him, because you will kill him. So if you realise you wont feel that way for him, tell him at once, before he realises what he feels...." he clenched his jaws hard, seeming very reluctant but then mumbled out a "Please."
Forgotten Portrait
Fri 8 Nov 2013 02:23
hm.. *smiles softly* how should I convey that to him if I it comes too me that I can't or don't?.. I really do not wish too hurt him.. but yes I do believe I could like him.. he's so sweet and makes me feel something in my chest.. I mean thats a good sign is it not?.. I can't remember the last time something moved in my chest
Yaoiboys
Fri 8 Nov 2013 02:58
"I dunno... Tell him that doctor patient relationships goes against your principes or something.. Or just try to be smoothe about it." he sighs deeply but realising what Doc says he looks up at him fast "Yeah that's a good sign.. An for Rikus sake I hope you do start loving him." he said before his body slumped together, seeming unconsious.
Forgotten Portrait
Fri 8 Nov 2013 03:21
I'll try if that happens... and so do I.. it would be nice to have someone.. *takes his shoulders* ops don't fall dear *strokes his hair*
Yaoiboys
Fri 8 Nov 2013 03:35
He slowly opens his eyes looking at Doc "H-huh? Did you say anything Doc?" Riku asks a little confused, he was not aware of Rusco taking over.
Yaoiboys
Fri 8 Nov 2013 04:19
"O-oh?" he stands up propperly smiling at him "Thank you for catching me~"
Yaoiboys
Fri 8 Nov 2013 04:46
Riku lets out a giggle closing his eyes but opwns them aagain"A-ah I suppose so, I've grown thin after comming here..." he pulls up his shirt showing his stomache, the ribs can clearly be seen and it's obvious that he's malnourished, he doesn't notice how wrong it is himself thou.
Forgotten Portrait
Fri 8 Nov 2013 17:02
*tips his head slight then frowns as he sees how thin he is* oh dear.. how come you've gotten so thin? *looks worried*
Yaoiboys
Fri 8 Nov 2013 17:09
"I can't eat the food here... And the food I can eat they wont give me.. They say I'm sick... And if I try to eat then they will put on the necklace that hurts.." he said looking down guilty as he saw the worried look on Docs face.
Yaoiboys
Fri 8 Nov 2013 19:25
"No, the food others eat I... My stomache turns.. I like chocolate but... I haven't gotten that either.." he said to then hug Docs waist, nuzzeling a bit against him as if to look for safety and comfort.
And had Doc read Rikus file he would know that Riku after some traumatic circumstances was a canibal, who refused to eat anything but raw human meat, and only from alive people. He would throw up anything else, at first it had been himself forcing it up but by now his body rejected all other things.
And had Doc read Rikus file he would know that Riku after some traumatic circumstances was a canibal, who refused to eat anything but raw human meat, and only from alive people. He would throw up anything else, at first it had been himself forcing it up but by now his body rejected all other things.
Forgotten Portrait
Sat 9 Nov 2013 09:03
Mmhh.. *pets his hair gently* would you like me to try help you to eat other things?.. I know a way for you to get something in.. and I happen too have chocolate with me, would you like too try it?
Yaoiboys
Sat 9 Nov 2013 14:54
"Eat other things?" he asked tilting his head a little confused but curious, thou hearing about the chocolate he lights up and nodds fast "C-chocolate? Yes! Yes please~!"
Yaoiboys
Sat 9 Nov 2013 18:52
"O-okey... I can try~" he smiled thou you could see the insecurity in his eyes the hugged Docs arm with his free one.
Forgotten Portrait
Sun 10 Nov 2013 11:28
There is medicine's to make you not throw up you know.. might not taste so good but.. at your state what you need isn't solid food.. and what you need I can flavor chocolate for you, so it won't be so bad
Yaoiboys
Sun 10 Nov 2013 11:35
"Mmh.. Don't like eating normal food, tastes really bad..." he frowned slight at the thought to then add "But.. If it makes Doc happy I can try~"
Forgotten Portrait
Sun 10 Nov 2013 11:37
It will dear.. it really will *leads him into his office* you can sit in my chair of you want *he similes and locks up a cabinet with bags and bottles in it, not the same as the one which had contained needles* in the top draw is the chocolate
Yaoiboys
Sun 10 Nov 2013 12:10
Riku nodds and sitts down in the chair, kicking off his shoes and pulling them up against his chest "Shouldn't look in others drawers.." he said but traced along the drawer.
Forgotten Portrait
Sun 10 Nov 2013 18:35
Hm aren't you sweet, well you have my permission the others are locked just like most things here, wanna be sure no bad patients get a hold of anything
Yaoiboys
Sun 10 Nov 2013 23:22
Riku smiles at him and nodds "Thank you Doc, I really like you~" he said before pulling the drawer out and looking into it with curious eyes.
Forgotten Portrait
Mon 11 Nov 2013 06:55
You're welcome dear, I like you too *in the draw was a medium sized chocolate bar, some things to clean his glasses and a picture of a small black haired little boy*
Yaoiboys
Mon 11 Nov 2013 07:05
Riku lights up, looking as if all the world sorrows has been removed from his world hearing Doc likes him, he lets out a happy "Mmh~" before taking the chocolate and closes the drawer slowly, not sure what to think of the photo but he can't really take his eyes off it, not untill the drawer closes.
Forgotten Portrait
Mon 11 Nov 2013 08:05
Feel free to eat it dear *takes forth a little container and shakes it and a medicine back before locking up again*
Yaoiboys
Mon 11 Nov 2013 15:19
Riku nodds and opens up the wraping before taking a bite, his eyes close to sparkeling from the taste "Mmmh~" he pulled his shoulders up and twisted his body, it had been so long since last time.
But he even at this time he couldn't get over the photo...
But he even at this time he couldn't get over the photo...
Forgotten Portrait
Mon 11 Nov 2013 18:17
when you fell like it, chew this gum.. maybe when you're done with that, you can have it so *puts it on the table and keeps shaking the other container*
Yaoiboys
Mon 11 Nov 2013 19:00
Riku chews up what he had in his mouth properly before speaking "Chewinggum?" he asked a little curious "What will it do?"
Forgotten Portrait
Tue 12 Nov 2013 09:10
Its a medicine so you won't get sick when you drink this *points at the container* it should taste like chocolate tho but just in case.. and this is a drink with all the kinds of things you need to be healthy
Yaoiboys
Tue 12 Nov 2013 11:29
Riku smiles and looks facinated at the things infront of himself to then nodd and break off where he had bitten on the chocolate and putting it on the desk infront of himself "Thank you for the chocolate..." he said and ate up what he was holding in his hand.
Forgotten Portrait
Tue 12 Nov 2013 18:03
No problem dear, I see it as.. rewarding good behavior? hmhm..*takes up his not pad in the desk and writes on it* you can chew the gum when you're done
Yaoiboys
Tue 12 Nov 2013 19:50
Riku smiles more and tilts his head "So.. If I behave well I get chocolate AND go to the room?" he asked seeming very suprised, he had never been rewarded for good behaviour before... He finished the chocolate looking almost worried at the chewing gum before eating it...
Forgotten Portrait
Tue 12 Nov 2013 20:14
*he nods* yes *smiles* hm as you chew you'll feel your mouth get a bit numb but its all normal and okay, its suppose too happen
Yaoiboys
Tue 12 Nov 2013 20:33
Riku looks very happy with the anwer and starts chewing slowly and carefully, looking a bit worried at what's gonna happen to him.
Yaoiboys
Tue 12 Nov 2013 21:45
The mare taste made him feel sick and it took a lot not to spit the gum out at once due to the taste, he looked quite nacious and just the realisation of the fact that what he had in his mouth was "wrong " made his stomache turn after only a few bites.
He threw himself over a trashcan as his body emptied what little he had in his stomache. At Docs question he couldn't more then shake his head.
He threw himself over a trashcan as his body emptied what little he had in his stomache. At Docs question he couldn't more then shake his head.
Forgotten Portrait
Wed 13 Nov 2013 17:54
(the medicin only takes a few chews and numbs all the wave, in way sedating the gag reflex, I've taken it myself its impossible to throw up and hardly feel sick)
Yaoiboys
Wed 13 Nov 2013 22:40
(ah gomen, thought it would take longer, since... medecines usually take 15-30 min to take effect...
Forgett what I wrote then.)
he mare taste made him feel sick and it took a lot not to spit the gum out at once due to the taste, he looked very displeased but soon realised that his stomache wouldn't turn like it usually would...
He looked confused and shook his head "N-no.. Tongue feels strange... Don't like the tase.."
Forgett what I wrote then.)
he mare taste made him feel sick and it took a lot not to spit the gum out at once due to the taste, he looked very displeased but soon realised that his stomache wouldn't turn like it usually would...
He looked confused and shook his head "N-no.. Tongue feels strange... Don't like the tase.."
Forgotten Portrait
Thu 14 Nov 2013 14:03
(no, as soon as you feel the numbness its like you can't)
Seems its working tho.. I'm sorry dear but its for your best.. Puts forth the container he'd been shaking* drink this please.. it tastes some like chocolate, you really need it.. *looks still worried*
Seems its working tho.. I'm sorry dear but its for your best.. Puts forth the container he'd been shaking* drink this please.. it tastes some like chocolate, you really need it.. *looks still worried*
Yaoiboys
Fri 15 Nov 2013 01:12
(good to know for next time)
Riku nodds slow, looking worried at the container but seing the expression on Docs face he takes it and carefully sips on the drink... "Thank you Doc~" smiles as good as he can, wanting to make him happy again.
Riku nodds slow, looking worried at the container but seing the expression on Docs face he takes it and carefully sips on the drink... "Thank you Doc~" smiles as good as he can, wanting to make him happy again.
Forgotten Portrait
Sat 16 Nov 2013 15:36
*smiles a bit* I know it isn't the best tasting thing.. or what you'd like but it is really important
Yaoiboys
Sat 16 Nov 2013 15:43
Riku nods and a part of him wishes he could spit out what he had in his mouth but not wanting to worry Doc more he keept drinking, amazed as he didn't even feel sick "H-hai but.. As long as it makes Doc happy I... I will drink.." he said smiling at him.
Yaoiboys
Sat 16 Nov 2013 23:44
"Mmh, then... Then I'm happy~" he said smiling a bit wider but then went back to slowly drinking.
Forgotten Portrait
Sun 17 Nov 2013 01:37
Thank you Riku.. just finish it and I won't make you drink or chew anything more.. the medicine should last an hour so.. hopefully it won't come up on you
Yaoiboys
Sun 17 Nov 2013 01:44
Riku nodds looking relifed hearing that but takes a pause about half way, putting a hand on his own stomache "Feels full.."
Forgotten Portrait
Sun 17 Nov 2013 13:21
Sorry dear.. its not strange that you feel full, you've hardly had anything for long right?.. so your stomach is pretty small
Yaoiboys
Sun 17 Nov 2013 14:27
"Don't know... Can't remember when eating last.. Days are to much the same but... Think, not since being back here..." he said looking at Doc and then at the drink "D-do I have to finish?"
Forgotten Portrait
Sun 17 Nov 2013 18:42
Mmh.. no wonder.. and no, you've been good and you managed at least half.. I won't make you drink the rest
Forgotten Portrait
Sun 17 Nov 2013 21:11
I'm doing it for you.. nnh and this is easier then a feeding tube.. I've been forced to do that enough during my time here
Yaoiboys
Mon 18 Nov 2013 01:07
Riku tilts his head a bit almost seeming confused, he had no thought about this being for himself, he just wanted Doc to be happy "O-oh... Feeding t-tube? What's that?"
Forgotten Portrait
Mon 18 Nov 2013 14:38
Its when you get a tube in your belly too feed you so you don't have too chew and swallow.. when people don't eat its an easier way to force it
Yaoiboys
Mon 18 Nov 2013 22:50
Riku looks close to horrified and shakes his head hard "N-no don't wanna... Sounds scary, and painful.." he puts his hands and arms over his stomache as if to protect it.
Forgotten Portrait
Mon 18 Nov 2013 23:08
You can't feel a thing actually.. but as I said.. this is much better.. I've dealt with feeding tubes too much
Yaoiboys
Tue 19 Nov 2013 00:10
Riku looks very much confused tilting his head "B-but if they put it in the stomache it should hurt... Ne?"
Forgotten Portrait
Tue 19 Nov 2013 00:23
No.. when I do it usually I'll give you gas so you feel nothing
Yaoiboys
Tue 19 Nov 2013 00:32
Riku nodds to then stay quiet for a while before mumbeling "Don't like gas... Hurts all over after.." he placed a hand over the scar on his forhead and the other one on one of his wists where he had a scar as well...
He had scars around both wrists, and knees as well, even on his back there were a lot of scars.
He had scars around both wrists, and knees as well, even on his back there were a lot of scars.
Forgotten Portrait
Tue 19 Nov 2013 03:17
You think?.. I preferred it over needles.. makes me a bit nauseous.. and my head hurts.. but again.. don't use feeding tubes if I don't have too
Yaoiboys
Tue 19 Nov 2013 07:45
Riku nods wehn remembering waking up at priveous hospitals, operations made on him while he was out to then wake up with the pain...
"Don't like either.. Don't like doctors, they're mean and makes everything hurt, scream and say mean things, lies... E-everyone but Doc."
"Don't like either.. Don't like doctors, they're mean and makes everything hurt, scream and say mean things, lies... E-everyone but Doc."
Forgotten Portrait
Tue 19 Nov 2013 21:50
Mmh.. you have some real bad experience dear.. I'm sorry.. but I'd never do something without your consent.. if I wasn't absolutely sure it was for your best.. and even then.. I'd probably beg you before I did anything.. I don't like to misuse my authority
Yaoiboys
Wed 20 Nov 2013 10:32
Riku tilts his head looking at him "Bad experience?" he echoes looking quite confused "Mmh.. But that's why Doc isn't like everyone else..."
Forgotten Portrait
Thu 21 Nov 2013 17:52
Yes?.. people have behaved badly towards you.. hm thank you
Yaoiboys
Fri 22 Nov 2013 10:43
Riku tilts his head, it was how he was used to being treated, he knew of no other way so how could that be anything but normal?
"O-oh... But.. It's how it always is... Normal, ne?"
"O-oh... But.. It's how it always is... Normal, ne?"
Yaoiboys
Mon 25 Nov 2013 14:33
Riku looks very insecure all of a sudden, opening his mouth as if to say something to then close it again, looking down at the floor "I-I'm sorry."
Forgotten Portrait
Mon 25 Nov 2013 17:07
Its not your fault Riku.. its others.. *frowns looking a bit sad*
Yaoiboys
Mon 25 Nov 2013 22:27
Riku shakes his head "No.. Shouldn't have said anything... Doc looks sad." he glances up, worry and consern clear in his eyes.
Forgotten Portrait
Mon 25 Nov 2013 22:41
I'm sad cuz people have been so bad too you that you believe is normal..
Yaoiboys
Mon 25 Nov 2013 22:47
"They said I'm the bad one so I deserve it.." he makes an attempt to smile hoping it would cheer Doc up a bit.
Forgotten Portrait
Tue 26 Nov 2013 00:15
*shakes head* its not your fault and two wrongs does not make a right.. *sigh* promise I won't be like that
Yaoiboys
Tue 26 Nov 2013 11:49
"Know Doc wont..." the smile becomes a bit more sincere "Doc is nice.. And Rusco says Doc doesn't lie like the others~"
Forgotten Portrait
Tue 26 Nov 2013 22:23
Hm he's right.. I don't *shakes head* I try too be as honest as I can and I would say I am successful
Yaoiboys
Tue 26 Nov 2013 22:57
"Mmh hai~" he smiles and gets up a bit unstable, sitting the way he was had caused his legs to fall asleep.
Yaoiboys
Wed 27 Nov 2013 14:39
"Mmh, think so... Can't feel them.." he stumbles, almost falling to the floor.
Forgotten Portrait
Wed 27 Nov 2013 17:32
Epepe *reaches an arm out too catch him* watch out, don't hurt yourself now
Yaoiboys
Wed 27 Nov 2013 18:20
Grabbs his hand to keep himself on his feets the then smile a bit embarrased "I... I'll try.. Thank you~"
Yaoiboys
Wed 27 Nov 2013 19:34
"Mh?" he looks up a bit suprised but then smiles more and nods "Hai, I'd like that.." a weak blush shows on his cheeks.
Forgotten Portrait
Wed 27 Nov 2013 19:44
Hm didn't simply want to take the freedom too.. some people here wouldn't be okay with it.. *gently pulls him in his arms and hugs him*
Yaoiboys
Wed 27 Nov 2013 20:20
"Mmh... If it's Doc it's okey.." he mumbles more to himself then to Doc, nuzzeling a bit against him, holding onto Docs coat, but not really daring to hug back.
Yaoiboys
Wed 27 Nov 2013 20:26
"Hai.." the blush gets a bit more visible on his cheeks... Riku takes a deep breath "Smells nice.." he says without thinking.
Forgotten Portrait
Wed 27 Nov 2013 22:55
Hmhm *strokes him before slowly parting but pets him a little with a still very gentle touch*
Forgotten Portrait
Wed 27 Nov 2013 23:59
I'm sorry for what you've been through.. but I promise.. I'll be different.. now I sadly have to do some boring paper work now *smiles* can't lose my job now can I?
Yaoiboys
Thu 28 Nov 2013 01:00
"No.." he shakes his head hard to confirm that he couldn't loose his job "But Doc is aleready diffrent~" he smiles and takes a few steps backwords towords the door.
Forgotten Portrait
Thu 28 Nov 2013 03:25
Hm thank you, I like too be *goes and sits by his desk* my door is open anytime when I don't have my hands in other things
Yaoiboys
Thu 28 Nov 2013 12:03
"Thanks Doc~" Riku smiles at him and puts his hand on the door handle and turns it half way before running up to Doc and kisses his cheek before running back to the door and leaves, only peeking in to say a quick "Bye~" before closing the door.
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