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*Luke looks around some and hides every trace of insecurity* Hrm...so now I am on the other side. No longer a doctor but a mere patient. Perhaps it is for the best after all as I really do need to slow down. Amd it does give me more free time. *he smiles slightly and leans against the wall* Though I do miss my suit...
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Anonymous
Tue 12 Nov 2013 22:17
A: aw you shouldn't miss your suit~ *grins wide*
TacroySilver
Tue 12 Nov 2013 22:22
*he smiles as he sees Akio* Mm...but I do miss it. I haven't been without it for many years so it feels strange
Anonymous
Tue 12 Nov 2013 22:28
*hugs you tight* but ya look handsome like this too so~
TacroySilver
Tue 12 Nov 2013 22:30
*he hugs back just as tight* Thank you cariño. I am glad you like it.
Anonymous
Tue 12 Nov 2013 22:36
tch I always like ya no matter what ya wear or not wear~ *grins huge*
TacroySilver
Tue 12 Nov 2013 22:41
*he nods and smiles some* That is good to know. And the same goes for you cariño
Anonymous
Tue 12 Nov 2013 22:49
Hmm not really *looks up at luke* so how does it feel now?
TacroySilver
Tue 12 Nov 2013 22:55
I find you stunning no matter what. *he smiles and then he sigh* I am getting used to it. Though I do miss my authority
Anonymous
Tue 12 Nov 2013 23:00
hmm.. *doens't really wanna talk about that kind of stuff so ignors it* how ya mean~?
TacroySilver
Tue 12 Nov 2013 23:07
*he frowns slightly as he just drops the subject, but ignores it. instead he looks at him softly* I miss my job and I miss all that came with it
Anonymous
Tue 12 Nov 2013 23:15
sshs now.. you need to rest a bit and build yourself up again and be stabel.. tho I wonder about something
TacroySilver
Tue 12 Nov 2013 23:18
I know, I know. I do need to rest. That is after all why I am here.*he frowns some* What is it you wonder about?
Anonymous
Tue 12 Nov 2013 23:26
*nods* and really ya do not fit as a patient really.. *fronws slight* hmm how to put it right.. am I a part of your stress that brought ya down to my level?
TacroySilver
Tue 12 Nov 2013 23:30
How do you mean that I am not fit as a patient? *he frowns some. he listens and then he shakes his head* If course not. Why would you be a reason? It is merely everything around this that has happened lately.
Anonymous
Tue 12 Nov 2013 23:34
Well i will always see ya as a doctor.. so that''s what I mean *tips head slight* what have happen latly around ya?
TacroySilver
Tue 12 Nov 2013 23:38
Ah, I see. But for now I am not a doctor so no need for you to see me as one. *he smiles gently* Well, my mother died, Ruko killed himself, Joe kicked me down, my work load as been immense and I have barely been able to sleep for weeks.
Anonymous
Tue 12 Nov 2013 23:48
*he frowns some* I still will do.. *thinks some* yea right we were on here.. eh what now.. I can't even think streight.. *sighs* Joe did what!! *his eyes fires up slight*
TacroySilver
Wed 13 Nov 2013 00:07
*he frowns some* What is it you have trouble thinking straight with? *he shrugs some* No need to think about what Joe did cariño. Had I been in the mood I would have done the same to him.
Anonymous
Wed 13 Nov 2013 00:21
*he shrugs and tries to idnore the subject* hmm but joe does have to know that he's not so fucking good as he think he is.. I mean just look at him.. I'm 100% sure that he's criminal
TacroySilver
Wed 13 Nov 2013 00:30
*he rasies an eyebrow* Looks have little to do with anything. I am also a criminal, and I believe you are as well cariño. Besides, Joe is a very pleasant person to be around despite his brute appearance.
Anonymous
Wed 13 Nov 2013 00:53
Looks have evrrything to do with this.. *frowns* how are ya a criminal?
TacroySilver
Wed 13 Nov 2013 01:00
How is looks important when he is a good doctor? *he looks very interested in hearing the answer. then he chuckles* I've killed people
Anonymous
Wed 13 Nov 2013 01:09
*frowns deep* damn it luke... I can't talk to ya like this.. ya won't listen!
TacroySilver
Wed 13 Nov 2013 01:11
*he sigh* I do listen cariño, I just wish you to make your point as I can't see it as of yet. I am curious as to why you're so against him. Has he done anything to you?
Anonymous
Wed 13 Nov 2013 01:14
Well ofcourse he have done something to me.. he always do!!
Anonymous
Wed 13 Nov 2013 01:24
Well he's after my life.. he tries to tell lies to ya so ya will leave me.. don't ya see that he want to turn everyone against me? And he tries real hard to seperate us
TacroySilver
Wed 13 Nov 2013 01:34
*he frowns some more* Joe would only kill you if you hurt his boy - or if I do. *he walks up to Akio and strokes his cheek* And he will not seperate us. No one is being fooled by his words. I love you
Anonymous
Wed 13 Nov 2013 01:41
no *frowns* he will kill me anyway if he gets the chance.. why can't ya see that he hates me.. he got pure hate to me.. he's on tsukos side.. *shivers at the memories of his accident with tsuko and he turns away from lukes touch for the first time*
TacroySilver
Wed 13 Nov 2013 01:47
He might hate you - he might not, but I will not let him hurt you. I wiuld never allow him to kill you cariño. I'd die before that happened. *he looks at him and as Akio turns away he feels hurt* Do you not trust I would?
Anonymous
Wed 13 Nov 2013 01:52
He do hates me blieve me.. *sighs and looks at luke* well I do trust ya would do that as long as ya don't listen to him when he says things about me
TacroySilver
Wed 13 Nov 2013 01:55
*he nods some and looks back at him* I do not believe him unless you give me reason to. Though I would never let anyone hurt you cariño. Even if I am no longer a doctor I will still keep you safe.
Anonymous
Wed 13 Nov 2013 02:02
*nods* right.. *thinks for a momenet and studies you* are ya tired?
TacroySilver
Wed 13 Nov 2013 07:26
*once more he shrugs* Not now. I am more mentally tired than anything else
TacroySilver
Wed 13 Nov 2013 13:31
*he nods some* Yes. It feels a bit like my head isn't fully with me as I think.
TacroySilver
Wed 13 Nov 2013 16:41
*he nods* Very well cariño. *he putd his arm around him and starts walking there*
Anonymous
Wed 13 Nov 2013 16:44
*follows and grins slight and grins* heh luke have ya lost weight?
TacroySilver
Wed 13 Nov 2013 17:21
*he frowns some* It is very possible I have. Lack of sleep tend to make me forget to eat. Does it show?
Anonymous
Wed 13 Nov 2013 17:30
Well a lot it shows yes.. ya kinda skinny now.. so yea I'm worry now
TacroySilver
Wed 13 Nov 2013 17:34
*he smiles softly* You do not have to worry cariño. As I am here to relax I will also eat properly again. So I believe I will be back to normal in just some weeks time. Though I am of a skinny build, so I am supposed to be like that
Anonymous
Wed 13 Nov 2013 17:59
Yea I know ya skinny.. but you more skinny now.. almost like me when I'm normally *tips head slight* but it's good that ya can build it so fast~
TacroySilver
Wed 13 Nov 2013 18:14
*he smiles some* Ah. Well, as I said there iis no need to worry. I haven't really noticed myself that I have lost so much weight.
Anonymous
Wed 13 Nov 2013 18:38
hmm really.. well one never does.. same goes for everyone.. the only ones that really sees it are the others around yourself.. as long as ya don't lose so much that ya clothes falls off ya~
TacroySilver
Wed 13 Nov 2013 18:39
Hrm...to loose that much would take quite a lot of effort on my part so I donot believe that will ever happen.
Anonymous
Wed 13 Nov 2013 18:49
I see then it's no wonder that ya don't have.. recognise it
Anonymous
Wed 13 Nov 2013 19:50
*akio turns around and closes the door behind them. he starts to lead luke to the bed and push him down: he sits down on top of Luke*
TacroySilver
Wed 13 Nov 2013 20:02
*he smiles as Akio push him down and he looks at him while putting his hands on his thighs*
Anonymous
Wed 13 Nov 2013 20:26
heh ya know what I try to make ya mind to wander off to?~
TacroySilver
Wed 13 Nov 2013 20:29
I believe I can guess. *he smiles* Though I would love to hear you say it cariño
Anonymous
Wed 13 Nov 2013 20:36
I want to make love with ya handsome man~ *whispes smooth into your ear*
Anonymous
Wed 13 Nov 2013 20:43
why wouldn't I want to?~ *kisses back gently and strokes your cheeks slight*
TacroySilver
Wed 13 Nov 2013 20:47
*he smiles and leans against his hand* Mhm...I do not know. Though to be completely honest with you cariño I would prefer a cuddle at present time.
Anonymous
Wed 13 Nov 2013 21:09
Mm I like to ble close to ya to so~ *lays down on top of you and hugs you close*
Anonymous
Wed 13 Nov 2013 22:49
so time to get cuddeling~ *he nuzzles against Lukes neck*
TacroySilver
Thu 14 Nov 2013 00:55
*he smiles and close his eyes as he runs his fingers through Akios hair. he leans his head against his and relax*
Anonymous
Thu 14 Nov 2013 01:27
*strokes gently over your chest and nuzzles close to you* best way to be warm on~
TacroySilver
Thu 14 Nov 2013 01:42
I agree with you cariño. *he smiles gently and kiss his head softly*
TacroySilver
Thu 14 Nov 2013 15:02
Of course I do. You do know how much I enjoy to cuddle with you. *he rests his head against Akios*
Anonymous
Fri 15 Nov 2013 22:51
*chuckles soft and looks up at you. kissing you soft and loving* i really do love you Luke so promise to never ever trust in what Joe tells ya ne?
TacroySilver
Fri 15 Nov 2013 22:56
*he kiss back just as softly* I love you too cariño, with all of my heart. And just why should I trust him when I have your word?
Anonymous
Fri 15 Nov 2013 23:02
I don't know.. I'm afraid ya will trust him more then me.. he's pretty smart to and can really turn anyone against me that's why I just want to be sure ya never listen to him when it comes to me and ya.. if it's only about me I don't care but if it's about us then it's not fine *strokes your hair back gently backwards*
TacroySilver
Fri 15 Nov 2013 23:13
*he smiles softly* I won't. As long as you're truthful I will always trust you cariño. *he kiss him once more, a bit deeper this time*
Anonymous
Fri 15 Nov 2013 23:17
I am truthful to ya~ *kisses back as deep and holds around your neck gently*
Anonymous
Fri 15 Nov 2013 23:31
Mm it sure is~ *smiles and butterfly kisses your face*
TacroySilver
Fri 15 Nov 2013 23:40
*he chuckles some and looks at him softly as he strokes his head*
TacroySilver
Fri 15 Nov 2013 23:52
You should know by now that I prefer the cosy things over so much else cariño.
TacroySilver
Sat 16 Nov 2013 00:01
*he smiles softly* I do hope you enjoy this too. *he plays some wirh his hair*
TacroySilver
Sat 16 Nov 2013 01:10
*he strokes down his back and breaks the kiss just laying beside him and holding him close*
Anonymous
Sat 16 Nov 2013 01:13
*gets even closer to you and strokes your cheek gently*
Anonymous
Sat 16 Nov 2013 01:30
*smiles some and leans his head against yours and enjoys everything*
TacroySilver
Sat 16 Nov 2013 14:05
*he tries to relax as much as he can though the stress of everything still runs through his body and he sigh slightly. he holds Akio close and takes a few deep breaths*
Anonymous
Sat 16 Nov 2013 21:55
Calm down and think that this is your vaccation toggether my love~ we here to relax and get to know each other even more inside out~
TacroySilver
Sat 16 Nov 2013 22:01
*he smiles and hugs him close* That's true cariño. A very odd place for a vacation I'd say, but better than nothing I believe.
Anonymous
Sat 16 Nov 2013 22:21
heh well it sure is a odd place but we could make it beautiful right?~
TacroySilver
Sat 16 Nov 2013 22:24
*he looks at him and chuckles softly* Of course we can cariño. Anywhere with you is beautiful. *he leans back some and plays with his hair* It only sadens me that I could never show you the beautiful places of Spain when we were there.
Anonymous
Sat 16 Nov 2013 23:00
Don't be sorry Luke. It was my fault you couldn't.. i didn't wanna go anywere remember
TacroySilver
Sun 17 Nov 2013 00:53
Because it is gorgeous, just like the rest of you. *he smiles softly* So soft and smooth
Anonymous
Sun 17 Nov 2013 00:59
tch what a lame line my love *smiles some* but really now *strokes your head and kisses you soft* I will hold ya real close now~
TacroySilver
Sun 17 Nov 2013 01:03
It wasn't a line cariño, just the truth. *he smiles and kiss him back just as soft. he looks at him gently* Mm, I do like the sound of that. And I'll hold you just as close. *he holds him softly*
Anonymous
Sun 17 Nov 2013 01:47
*Holds his arms around your body tight but gently* Well well it still was lame my sweet man~
TacroySilver
Sun 17 Nov 2013 02:09
Perhaps so. *he smiles and stretch out some. he looks at Akio and strokes his head softly and hugs him back*
Anonymous
Sun 17 Nov 2013 02:16
*can't help but to touch lukes whole body* mm ya so tall~
TacroySilver
Sun 17 Nov 2013 02:33
Because I have good genes cariño. You saw some of my relatives at the funeral...we're just tall. *he smiles and shrugs some*
TacroySilver
Sun 17 Nov 2013 02:48
*he chuckles some at the memory* A bit. Though most women were shorter than you. Except for abuela Maria. *he grins teasingly and kiss his head*
Anonymous
Sun 17 Nov 2013 02:57
Well I looked like a women standing there being so short silly man~ *grins some*
TacroySilver
Sun 17 Nov 2013 02:58
You didn't look like a woman cariño. You looked like a stunning man, like you always do. *he smiles*
Anonymous
Sun 17 Nov 2013 03:01
Yea as if everyone thought that silly~ only ya *grins and kisses you gently*
TacroySilver
Sun 17 Nov 2013 03:03
You never know. I think there were some more who werd jealous of me for having you at my arm. *he smiles and kiss back softly*
TacroySilver
Sun 17 Nov 2013 03:13
Mhm...I think therd might have been a few men as well that would have wanted to take you home with them. *he looks at him softly and caress his cheek softly*
Anonymous
Sun 17 Nov 2013 03:18
Really now? I never notice really so.. My eyes are only for ya my handsome Luke~
TacroySilver
Sun 17 Nov 2013 03:20
*he chuckles and looks at him softly at his last statement* That makes me so happy to hear cariño. And I only have eyes for you as well.
Anonymous
Sun 17 Nov 2013 03:26
Heh why would I check them up? I mean look at me Luke.. only a foolish men like ya could love me~ *grins* and I'm happy for that.. cuz not many can handel me
TacroySilver
Sun 17 Nov 2013 03:34
You are handsome cariño. Very much so. Maybe I am foolish, but I do love you - with all of my heart. *he smiles and caress his cheek softly* How do you mean not many can handle you?
Anonymous
Sun 17 Nov 2013 03:39
Well I yet have to prove who I really am Luke.. Ya only seen 50 maybe 60% of the real me~ But don't worry ya will see one day and ya will hopefully still stay with me~
TacroySilver
Sun 17 Nov 2013 03:48
Really? *he frowns some and looks at him softly* Then who are you really cariño? If I have yet to see all of you I mean.
Anonymous
Sun 17 Nov 2013 13:33
Ya might find out.. maybe not.. cuz that side of me might have died
Anonymous
Sun 17 Nov 2013 15:03
Hmm really? *tips head slight* Ya better not wish for to see it so
TacroySilver
Sun 17 Nov 2013 16:10
*he nods softly* Most likely the reason yes. Though I still get curious about it.
TacroySilver
Sun 17 Nov 2013 18:59
Because we can not always control what we let others see and what not. As well as we can't always control how we are. *he smiles softly*
Anonymous
Sun 17 Nov 2013 19:24
Heh and now I will calm yours a bit~ *nuzzles your neck and kisses it softly*
TacroySilver
Sun 17 Nov 2013 19:36
Perhaps just a tiny fraction. *he chuckles* But most of the time you do
Anonymous
Sun 17 Nov 2013 19:45
Mm I see.. I'm happy to hear that~ *looks up at you some*
TacroySilver
Sun 17 Nov 2013 21:03
*he kiss his head softly and hugs him gently as he close his own eyes*
TacroySilver
Sun 17 Nov 2013 21:24
*he smiles softly as Akio almost falls asleep even though he stays awake the whole time*
Anonymous
Sun 17 Nov 2013 21:26
*He stuggle to stay sleep but then gives up and open his eyes again* mmn
TacroySilver
Sun 17 Nov 2013 21:29
*he looks up into the ceiling but turns some to looks at Akio as he wakes up*
Anonymous
Mon 18 Nov 2013 00:14
I just needed to do that.. *grimace slight with the lack of his fantasy*
TacroySilver
Mon 18 Nov 2013 00:18
*he doesn't look at all convinced as he keeps looking at Akio* Really?
Anonymous
Mon 18 Nov 2013 01:13
Ah I need to puke again.. just give me a sec ne? *he runs to the toailet and make it just in time*
Anonymous
Mon 18 Nov 2013 01:23
*make sure he get all fresh inside his mouth again and wash his face with cold water. He looks real pale but ignores it and gets back to bed were luke waits*
TacroySilver
Mon 18 Nov 2013 01:24
*he looks at him as he comes back* Are you okay cariño? I though this had all stopped
Anonymous
Mon 18 Nov 2013 01:43
Hmm I'm fine.. and no it haven't stopped one bit.. but I kinda have got away from showing u so
TacroySilver
Mon 18 Nov 2013 01:45
You shouldn't hide that you're still ill cariño. You make me worry
Anonymous
Mon 18 Nov 2013 01:47
Hmm but I don't wanna stress yu out so.. and I will talk to Kanme ne I promise
TacroySilver
Mon 18 Nov 2013 01:50
You do not stress me out cariño. *he frowns some* You'd rather speak with Kaname about this matter then me? Why is that?
Anonymous
Mon 18 Nov 2013 01:59
cuz I don't wanna worry ya.. and now ya a patient so even if i did tell ya.. ya wouldn't be able to do anything.. and I go rather to Kaname the head doctor then to anyone else.. I dunno who's on Joes side so
TacroySilver
Mon 18 Nov 2013 02:02
You worry me more by not telling me and hiding it. And yes, I am a patient now but you could have come to me before. For example when we came home from Spain. Or while we were there. *he shakes his head and sigh* But fine, if you feel yoi trust Kaname then by all means go see him
Anonymous
Mon 18 Nov 2013 18:21
*sits up and looks at you some serious* I don't wanna tell ya cuz I love ya so much and don't wanna be a bother to ya
TacroySilver
Mon 18 Nov 2013 18:28
*he sits up as well and looks at him* Are you serious? Do you really think you being sick would be a bother for me cariño? Love, being in a relationship means being there for each other through everything - including sickness. Had I known I would have helped as I do not wish to ser you sick and I merely want what's best for you.
Anonymous
Mon 18 Nov 2013 18:43
Well yeh I do think that way.. cuz I am the way I am in
TacroySilver
Mon 18 Nov 2013 18:51
*he shakes his head and can't help but to feel disappointed and hurt* Very well. You do as you please.
TacroySilver
Mon 18 Nov 2013 19:23
*he looks after Akio and gets up from the bed. then he walks back to his own room*
Anonymous
Mon 18 Nov 2013 19:30
*he sighs some* stupid man.. just trying to protect him.. why can't he see.. *frowns to himself and looks around some in the corridors* wonder were he got his own room tho
TacroySilver
Mon 18 Nov 2013 19:37
*he lays down on his bed and stretch some before he makes himself more comfortable and looks into the ceiling*
Anonymous
Mon 18 Nov 2013 19:46
*looks around trying to figure out the way to Lukes room*
TacroySilver
Mon 18 Nov 2013 19:51
*his room is easy to find as it's not that far from Akios own room. Luke sigh and close his eyes*
TacroySilver
Tue 19 Nov 2013 00:02
I am not denying that it hurts me that you would not come to me when you are sick like that, though you are of course free to do as you wish with your life and who you tell. Thus I have no right to be mad at you. *he close his eyes*
TacroySilver
Tue 19 Nov 2013 00:13
*he shakes his head at the word mad and then he sigh* Yes, I am hurt.
Anonymous
Tue 19 Nov 2013 00:59
Woukd ya like to tell me why and how.. explain kinda so I can understand
TacroySilver
Tue 19 Nov 2013 01:06
*he looks at Akio with a raised eyebrow* Did you not understand the two times I have already explained?
TacroySilver
Tue 19 Nov 2013 01:43
*he shakes his head some* I am hurt because not only do you not tell me that you're not feeling well thus refusing my help by not telling me until I am in a unfit position to help you, but also because you rather turn to Kaname, a man that I thought you not only disslike but even distrust. Out of all the times I have asked you if you have been feeling well you have lied me straight in the face while denying any kind of illness. I feel as if you do not trust me in the slightest Akio.
Anonymous
Tue 19 Nov 2013 14:00
*listen and looks at Luke. His heart breaks kinda* I'm sorry.. But I really do feel like I bother ya if I show or tell it to ya.. I do trust ya.. *he walks to Luke and hugs him some gently*
And I do dislike and distrust Kaname but I rather tell him and make him help me then another doctor expect from ya then
And I do dislike and distrust Kaname but I rather tell him and make him help me then another doctor expect from ya then
TacroySilver
Tue 19 Nov 2013 19:46
You never bother me. Or well, that is a lie. I get bothered when you lie and keep things from me. *he looks at him and hugs back slightly* And to know that you rather go to Kaname bothers me. *he close his eyes some and sigh* This is also something that sill not ease. As for the trust...I do not know what to say, but you do know how I feel about it.
Anonymous
Tue 19 Nov 2013 19:58
Mn I will try to keep that in mind then and tell ya the truth then about my state of being good or not good then *strokes Lukes hair gently*
Well now I have no choice but to turn to Kanme if ya want me to be fine again and to know what's wrong with me.. not even I know what's wrong with me now so.. only that I got the pain still all over my body.. I puke and my heart starts to race.. I get panic more easy.. that's about what I know
Well now I have no choice but to turn to Kanme if ya want me to be fine again and to know what's wrong with me.. not even I know what's wrong with me now so.. only that I got the pain still all over my body.. I puke and my heart starts to race.. I get panic more easy.. that's about what I know
TacroySilver
Tue 19 Nov 2013 21:36
*he shakes his head and looks at him* It is not only that. I wish for you to feel comfortable enough to tell me the truth about everything. I never want to force you into something you are not comfortable with. *he close his eyes some before looking at him once more as he explains about his symptoms* Of course I wish for you to be well, but I do not trust that man. *he frowns some more and thinks* Hrm...the pain and nausea brings my thoughts to your stomach area. And the rest of it should be dampened by your regular medication. So the obvious question would be, are you taking your medication likr you should?
Anonymous
Tue 19 Nov 2013 21:47
Well.. uhm I'm for sure not comfortable with the feelings of telling ya.. cuz I will still think I bother ya.. but that doesn't mean I'm comfortable with lying to ya either so *thinks some and listen to you* Well I don't trust Kaname at all but at this rate I think he will try to help as good as possiable.. cuz ya have to still remember that he got worry when I got no organs right? *raises and eyebrow and grimace slight at the last. He stays silent and seem to think to what to say*
TacroySilver
Wed 20 Nov 2013 00:49
*he sigh* In that case I cannot ask anything of you as I do not wish for you to be uncomfortable. I guess what we have then is as good as it gets...*he shakes his head* I do remember that. But that does not mean I trust him. Had I still been a doctor I would have demanded to be part of whatever trearment he'll give to you. But under present circumstances that is unfortunately impossible.
*hr looks at him and raises an eyebrow as Akio doesn't answer the last question. he shakes his head some* I take that as a no then. Do you not wish to be okay? To be healthy?
*hr looks at him and raises an eyebrow as Akio doesn't answer the last question. he shakes his head some* I take that as a no then. Do you not wish to be okay? To be healthy?
Anonymous
Wed 20 Nov 2013 03:04
Ya can ask.. I need to be better right? And we could work with it together.. start with something small and then just incrase it? *looks at Luke bit*
Hmhm I know ya would have want to.. and I would to.. but maybe just maybe I could still ask him? *tips head slight and looks at the wall to think some* Maybe it could work with the fact that he knows I distrust so many expect from ya so.. And I could just ask for ya to be there.. maybe?
*He stares at the wall* I want.. but it's so.. damn hard.. to take the pills.. I don't trust them.. and for how long do I need to take them?
Hmhm I know ya would have want to.. and I would to.. but maybe just maybe I could still ask him? *tips head slight and looks at the wall to think some* Maybe it could work with the fact that he knows I distrust so many expect from ya so.. And I could just ask for ya to be there.. maybe?
*He stares at the wall* I want.. but it's so.. damn hard.. to take the pills.. I don't trust them.. and for how long do I need to take them?
TacroySilver
Sat 23 Nov 2013 18:37
And how do we take smaller steps when all I ask is the most common question of all, how you are feeling? *he looks at Akio and shakes his head some* It cannot be smaller and more simple than that I'm afraid.
You could of course always ask, though I doubt he would agree. *he sigh* But by all means, ask and see what he has to say about the matter.
*he looks at him softly* You need to take them until your body have accepted the new organs. It can take weeks, months, year, a whole life. It is impossible to know. I do know you don't trust them, but they are good for you and you need them to live. But once more it seems like your mind gets in the way for you getting better.
You could of course always ask, though I doubt he would agree. *he sigh* But by all means, ask and see what he has to say about the matter.
*he looks at him softly* You need to take them until your body have accepted the new organs. It can take weeks, months, year, a whole life. It is impossible to know. I do know you don't trust them, but they are good for you and you need them to live. But once more it seems like your mind gets in the way for you getting better.
Anonymous
Fri 6 Dec 2013 22:36
Mmn it can be more simple than that.. for me it's Hard to answer on those kind of question.. I have never answered on a question like that Cuz I think I protect the other person in doing so..
*Grins some faintly* I will ask him at least and try to Ya to be there
*frowns deep* what!!? No one knows how long time I need to take them?
*Grins some faintly* I will ask him at least and try to Ya to be there
*frowns deep* what!!? No one knows how long time I need to take them?
TacroySilver
Sat 7 Dec 2013 01:31
*he tilts his head slightly and looks at him* More simple? I do apologise, though I struggle to see anything more simple than that. *he smiles slightly at him and strokes his cheek* If that is how you see it then I don't want for you to protect me. I wish to know how you feel, how you are, because I love you. I would give anything to make you feel well once more cariño.
*he nods* You do so, and I will hope that he allows me to be there for you.
*as Akio frowns he runs his hand over his head and through his hair wanting him to stay calm* Having a transplant is something that the body isn't created for in the first place so it can easily reject the new organs. Usually the aftertreatment with the pills is a lifelong engagement. Most likely you will need to take them for the rest of your life. If you don't take them your body will most likely reject the organs leading to pain, agony and death...*he looks at him seriously* I have seen it happen before, and it is not something I would wish happen to you cariño
*he nods* You do so, and I will hope that he allows me to be there for you.
*as Akio frowns he runs his hand over his head and through his hair wanting him to stay calm* Having a transplant is something that the body isn't created for in the first place so it can easily reject the new organs. Usually the aftertreatment with the pills is a lifelong engagement. Most likely you will need to take them for the rest of your life. If you don't take them your body will most likely reject the organs leading to pain, agony and death...*he looks at him seriously* I have seen it happen before, and it is not something I would wish happen to you cariño
Anonymous
Sun 8 Dec 2013 02:26
Mmn well I try not to do as I do but it's a habit..
*akio looks at Luke* mm I do my best to talk Ya in to kanameand we just have to see whats happenafter that
But.. the rest of.. my life.. with.. pills.. *Akio gets pale* thats no life.. no freedom..
*akio looks at Luke* mm I do my best to talk Ya in to kanameand we just have to see whats happenafter that
But.. the rest of.. my life.. with.. pills.. *Akio gets pale* thats no life.. no freedom..
TacroySilver
Sun 8 Dec 2013 02:47
*he smiles slightly* Thank you. Trying is all I ask for right now cariño.
*he nods and sigh* Right now I wish that I was still a doctor so that I could do more to help you with this. But yes, talk to Kaname and we can only hope for the best.
*he hugs him gently as he sees how Akio gets pale* It is a lifelong commitment to have a transplant. You will have a life. If you do not take them...*he shakes his head* Then there will only be pain...I'm sorry cariño, but that is how it looks.
*he nods and sigh* Right now I wish that I was still a doctor so that I could do more to help you with this. But yes, talk to Kaname and we can only hope for the best.
*he hugs him gently as he sees how Akio gets pale* It is a lifelong commitment to have a transplant. You will have a life. If you do not take them...*he shakes his head* Then there will only be pain...I'm sorry cariño, but that is how it looks.
Anonymous
Sun 8 Dec 2013 03:01
Mm I always try.. But I don't always succes Luke
Don't wish that now.. Ya done much for me.. and now Ya should focus on ya and be well ne? ~
*he hugs Luke tight*
It will be more painfull to take the pills for the rest of my life
Don't wish that now.. Ya done much for me.. and now Ya should focus on ya and be well ne? ~
*he hugs Luke tight*
It will be more painfull to take the pills for the rest of my life
TacroySilver
Sun 8 Dec 2013 03:07
I am glad that you try. And I know it can be hard to succeed at times. Though I want to help you.
*he sigh* It is impossible for me to not wish for that cariño. I merely want to do everything I can for you. *he smiles some and nods* Though I will try to focus on myself.
*he hugs him back closer and caress down his back, but as he hears what Akio says he frowns* So you would rather die than to take the pills to stay alive?
*he sigh* It is impossible for me to not wish for that cariño. I merely want to do everything I can for you. *he smiles some and nods* Though I will try to focus on myself.
*he hugs him back closer and caress down his back, but as he hears what Akio says he frowns* So you would rather die than to take the pills to stay alive?
Anonymous
Sun 8 Dec 2013 23:16
Mmh it's very Hard to succes
*frowns a bit* Hm.. I still think ya done much for me already.. but ssomehow I feel a bit satisfied by hearing that from ya
*grins some* Good sir ~
*he looks up at Luke and stays quiet and think only to what the question was about*
*frowns a bit* Hm.. I still think ya done much for me already.. but ssomehow I feel a bit satisfied by hearing that from ya
*grins some* Good sir ~
*he looks up at Luke and stays quiet and think only to what the question was about*
Inamabilis
Tue 12 Nov 2013 03:22
K: Got the keys for me?*raises and eyebrow smirking faint*
And well, no one says you can't wear the suit, but not a tie or a bow-tie hmhm.. They count as safety hazards, don't ask me why though..*shrugs*
And well, no one says you can't wear the suit, but not a tie or a bow-tie hmhm.. They count as safety hazards, don't ask me why though..*shrugs*
TacroySilver
Tue 12 Nov 2013 07:36
*he glares some and hands him a bunch of keys* Here you go. Enjoy yourself now.
*he shakes his head some and looks almost amazed that Kaname could even come up with the idea* A suit without a bowtie is no suit Kaname. I thought even you you know that.
*he shakes his head some and looks almost amazed that Kaname could even come up with the idea* A suit without a bowtie is no suit Kaname. I thought even you you know that.
Inamabilis
Thu 14 Nov 2013 07:14
*takes them and chuckles low* Oh indeed I will~
*raises an eyebrow* You mean without a tie~ Bowties are only for less sofisticated people like the newly rich and bartenders~
*raises an eyebrow* You mean without a tie~ Bowties are only for less sofisticated people like the newly rich and bartenders~
TacroySilver
Thu 14 Nov 2013 08:37
*he looks at Kaname unimpressed* Ties are for commoners and those trying too hard to look classy. It takes a real man to pull off the bowtie. Though I can understand why such things would seem confusing to you. *he smiles slightly*
Inamabilis
Thu 14 Nov 2013 13:58
Oh I'm not confused at all. I wore my first suit when you were still in diapers~*chuckles* If a tie are for commoners or not depends on the quality of the tie, and in the right suit and tie anyone can actually look classy without "trying too hard".
I think no one pulls off a bowtie except children.
A bowtie makes any grown man look like a 5 yearold
I think no one pulls off a bowtie except children.
A bowtie makes any grown man look like a 5 yearold
TacroySilver
Thu 14 Nov 2013 15:00
*he shakes his head some* When you wore your first suit is irrelevant as it has nothing to do with this matter. And you do say it yourself with the keyword being anyone. If anyone can find a tie and a suit then what would the point be? Not even royals stoop so low as to wear a tie in public.
Inamabilis
Fri 15 Nov 2013 01:09
Well in a way it has since I've close to always worn suits, so I do know the ways of a suit.. Yes, anyone can wear a suit, but far from anyone wears the right suit or tie to look classy right? And that was my point here as we were discussing since you said a ties was for commoners ne? You claimed the bowtie is better then the tie, and I just said they're about the same, but that I prefer the tie since it looks more classy if you wear the right one, but I guess that matter comes to personal taste, something you and I do obviouslt not share the same view of, so let's agree to disagree hmhm~ but you're wrong little Luke, MANY royals from many countries, wears a tie in public. Just check google sometime and you'll find an endless amount of pictures that proves my statement*chuckles*
TacroySilver
Fri 15 Nov 2013 03:52
*he shakes his head some* To wear a suit without achieving the class is a disgrace and an insult to the suit, thus I cannot aprove of commoners using it - with or without the tie. *he nods some as Kaname says they should just agree to disagree as he doesn't really want to say that out loud. though when Kaname mentions the royals he smiles some* Ah, but you should not trust everything you see on the internet my dear Kaname. Do you know how easy it is to edit and manipulate a picture. Though I do not disagree with you as you used the keyword public. Yes, in public some do wear ties as that is what the public does, and they just want to blend in. Though I have spent quite some time at social gatherings with many royals and not a tie in sight as they do prefer the bowtie when mingling with their own.
Inamabilis
Sat 16 Nov 2013 02:56
Agreed, since most suits they wear aren't even fit to be called suits hmhm..*smiles, and grins faint as Luke nodds to agree to disagree, tilting his head slight as Luke talks of royals to then grin wider* So you do agree to that you were wrong then?
It was you who said, quote " Not even royals stoop so low as to wear a tie in public.", but you just admitted that they do.
I don't care for their reasons for doing so, I just stated that they do, and you said I was wrong, but just now you admitted yourself that they do.. Hmm getting confused as we speak Luke? But yes, I can imagine they were a bowtie in private mingling since those aren't as serious as big meetings and meetings with the public~
It was you who said, quote " Not even royals stoop so low as to wear a tie in public.", but you just admitted that they do.
I don't care for their reasons for doing so, I just stated that they do, and you said I was wrong, but just now you admitted yourself that they do.. Hmm getting confused as we speak Luke? But yes, I can imagine they were a bowtie in private mingling since those aren't as serious as big meetings and meetings with the public~
TacroySilver
Thu 5 Dec 2013 19:12
*he glares at Kaname and really does hate that his mind doesn't seem to be up to speed as usual. he blames it on the circumstances and keeps the annoyed glare from his eyes. though when Kaname states that private mingling isn't serious he can't help but to snort* Of course the private gatherings are important. Where else do you think that decisions are made? Among peasants and middle class? If you do then I believe you are fooling yourself. *he shakes his head some as he feels like this subject isn't fit for the company so to speak*
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