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@KissToKill
Kaname I need to seak with ya.. *looks around searching for him*
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Inamabilis
Sat 16 Nov 2013 02:32
K: *Walks around the corned and leans a bit against the wall* Hmm?
You're coming to see me freely Akio? What brings me the honors?*raises an eyebrow a bit wondering*
You're coming to see me freely Akio? What brings me the honors?*raises an eyebrow a bit wondering*
Inamabilis
Sat 16 Nov 2013 04:20
*He nodded slow as Akio said he didn't want to worry Luke and listens close as he speaks of what Luke thought*
Hmm, well it can be partually that, but maybe not all of it..
You liked the boy did you not? Maybe even loved him..?
You met him and Luke around the same time did you not?
And you chose to be with Luke.. But well.. Just because you made your choise doesn't mean that the feelings you held for Ruko died.. Love is never that easy. I if anyone knows..*smiles faint, a bit saddened, but still controled.
He listened again as Akio spoke more about the sympthoms and when they started, how he experienced them*
Hmm, well the insomnia and tirednedd can have with the grief to do.. It's always hard to grief a friend or a lover.. Makes you feel a void, and makes your mind wonder and create many "What if's".. What if I could've saved him? What if i had chosen to be with him? What is.. And the list goes on and on, and well.. The mind overthinking can make it very hard to sleep, so if you want to we can make sure you give you meds every evening so you can take them before you want to go to sleep so you can sleep properly.
Might have started in Spain?.. Hmm, think you caught a sickness there then? Or what kind of strange did you feel?
You're taking your pills for the transplanted organs properly aren't you? Otherwise it can have Very much with that to do..
Hmm, the pain you speak of.. Anything special that triggers it? Or it just comes out of the blue from time to time?
*nodds slow as he heard what hesaid about Doc's treatment*
Hmm, I'll chek your file later then since what he did should stand in it. And well, to me it sounds like he gave you a tranquilizing painkiller and something so you could sleep, but that's not a good solution in the long run since it would take too much on your body, so we need to find what's wrong and a better way to treat it.
Hmm, well it can be partually that, but maybe not all of it..
You liked the boy did you not? Maybe even loved him..?
You met him and Luke around the same time did you not?
And you chose to be with Luke.. But well.. Just because you made your choise doesn't mean that the feelings you held for Ruko died.. Love is never that easy. I if anyone knows..*smiles faint, a bit saddened, but still controled.
He listened again as Akio spoke more about the sympthoms and when they started, how he experienced them*
Hmm, well the insomnia and tirednedd can have with the grief to do.. It's always hard to grief a friend or a lover.. Makes you feel a void, and makes your mind wonder and create many "What if's".. What if I could've saved him? What if i had chosen to be with him? What is.. And the list goes on and on, and well.. The mind overthinking can make it very hard to sleep, so if you want to we can make sure you give you meds every evening so you can take them before you want to go to sleep so you can sleep properly.
Might have started in Spain?.. Hmm, think you caught a sickness there then? Or what kind of strange did you feel?
You're taking your pills for the transplanted organs properly aren't you? Otherwise it can have Very much with that to do..
Hmm, the pain you speak of.. Anything special that triggers it? Or it just comes out of the blue from time to time?
*nodds slow as he heard what hesaid about Doc's treatment*
Hmm, I'll chek your file later then since what he did should stand in it. And well, to me it sounds like he gave you a tranquilizing painkiller and something so you could sleep, but that's not a good solution in the long run since it would take too much on your body, so we need to find what's wrong and a better way to treat it.
Anonymous
Sat 16 Nov 2013 04:49
*Nods slow* I did like Ruko a lot. Loved im for sure still do and did. But ya wrong with that I meet them at the same time. I meet Ruko first and after some months Luke cam in the picture. So Ruko first.. Luke after.. And I got feelings for Ruko but was insecure if he had feelings for me that''s why I went to Luke and after some weeks with Luke I found out that Ruko did had feelings for me so.. It messed things up a bit there but I sticked with Luke and tried my best to be a good friend to Ruko anf it helped first but then.. He killed himeself when I was gone.. *bite his lip some*
Mm I understand ya point there.. And I can't say I haven't had that sort of stuff in my mind for a bit to much maybe.. *Looks down slight as if he feels bad for it and that it was wrong*
I don't think I catch any sickness from there.. I didn't drink much and I hardly eaten anything.. Not there at least..
*Thinks some hard*
I just felt strangly lonely and a bit uncomfortable being there so.. I just don't know really.. Sorry *Looks up at Kaname and then fast down again and bites down his lip real hard so it tarts to bleed. It's clear that he doesn't wnat to answer the question about the pills for his organs*
Uhm.. No? I haven't taken them once since I could woke up after the operation *He whispers it and only hopes that you won't hear him*
No it just comes out of the blue every now and then whenever it feels like it and without any warnings.
*Nods some*
Do so cuz I have not to good of a memory for what he said or gave me. Just know he helped me after some talking so he could prove to me to not do anything to harm me *Frowns a bit as he still hates doctors. Then he shakes his head a bit*
You know better about that then me so I trust ya on that.
Mm I understand ya point there.. And I can't say I haven't had that sort of stuff in my mind for a bit to much maybe.. *Looks down slight as if he feels bad for it and that it was wrong*
I don't think I catch any sickness from there.. I didn't drink much and I hardly eaten anything.. Not there at least..
*Thinks some hard*
I just felt strangly lonely and a bit uncomfortable being there so.. I just don't know really.. Sorry *Looks up at Kaname and then fast down again and bites down his lip real hard so it tarts to bleed. It's clear that he doesn't wnat to answer the question about the pills for his organs*
Uhm.. No? I haven't taken them once since I could woke up after the operation *He whispers it and only hopes that you won't hear him*
No it just comes out of the blue every now and then whenever it feels like it and without any warnings.
*Nods some*
Do so cuz I have not to good of a memory for what he said or gave me. Just know he helped me after some talking so he could prove to me to not do anything to harm me *Frowns a bit as he still hates doctors. Then he shakes his head a bit*
You know better about that then me so I trust ya on that.
Inamabilis
Sat 16 Nov 2013 05:37
I can imagine so, so then this was a hard loss for you, wich I'm sorry to hear*smiles saddened* Hmm okay.. Well I can't have an exact track of everyone in here, then I'd go mad myself *chuckles low* I see.. Then I guess you feel rather guilty about it too, plus all the what if's.. No wonder you can't sleep properly and feel tired.. But it's not really your fault, you know that right?
What Ruko did was his decision, and his voices were getting really bad. Besides, it's very hard to know someone has feelings for you unless they dare to tell you at some point, and if they've kept their true feelings hidden then you can't really help it if you've fallen for someone else while didn't dare to tell, but that doesn't mean it doesn't hurt as the person you had feelings for first tells you they feel the same, but in the end you made a choice, and as one does so you need to stick to it..
*looks a bit saddned as he tells him Ruko did it while he was gone* Well.. As I said.. It was his decision.. He would probably had done it sooner or later Akio.. You here or not.. Once a decision like that is made there's uaually little you can do to stop them since you can't watch them all the time..
*tilts his head slight* Hmm, no need to think of spanich diseases then*smiles faint* And well, you were all alone with Luke and not here.. I'd say anyone who's used to be in there could feel lonely on a trip like that.. Especially if you missed Ruko a bit when you were gone..
*lightly takes Akio's chin and strokes his thumb over his lower-lip so he'd let go of it and not hurt it more* Don't do that Akio.. Hurting oneself is never the answer.. Trust me*he says and let go, stroking the big scar he has on his left cheek.
He frowns deeply as he hears he's not been taking the pills at all and looks a bit annoyed* Why buy you new organs if you won't take care of them? They're expensive you know, and not always the easiest to find. And what kind of doctor is your boyfriend?!*snorts* He knows you've had a transplant since he was the one to put the new organs in you, and then he doesn't even check if you take your meds?.. I should pull in his lisence*mutters something inaudiable sourly*
Then I'd say that's most likely what's wrong with you.. That and the greif.. The pain can be your body trying to reject the new organs since you haven't taken your meds properly. They're CRUCIAL to take Akio.. Nothing to play around with if you want to live.. And well.. I might not have to check what doc did since it was moslty just a temporary fix, and I think we've found the main source to your sympthoms. I want you to start taking your pills at Once, and I or another doctor if you find them more trusting might need to sedate you and open you up again just to make sure the transplanted organs are okay.. Otherwise we might need to take them out and switch them.
What Ruko did was his decision, and his voices were getting really bad. Besides, it's very hard to know someone has feelings for you unless they dare to tell you at some point, and if they've kept their true feelings hidden then you can't really help it if you've fallen for someone else while didn't dare to tell, but that doesn't mean it doesn't hurt as the person you had feelings for first tells you they feel the same, but in the end you made a choice, and as one does so you need to stick to it..
*looks a bit saddned as he tells him Ruko did it while he was gone* Well.. As I said.. It was his decision.. He would probably had done it sooner or later Akio.. You here or not.. Once a decision like that is made there's uaually little you can do to stop them since you can't watch them all the time..
*tilts his head slight* Hmm, no need to think of spanich diseases then*smiles faint* And well, you were all alone with Luke and not here.. I'd say anyone who's used to be in there could feel lonely on a trip like that.. Especially if you missed Ruko a bit when you were gone..
*lightly takes Akio's chin and strokes his thumb over his lower-lip so he'd let go of it and not hurt it more* Don't do that Akio.. Hurting oneself is never the answer.. Trust me*he says and let go, stroking the big scar he has on his left cheek.
He frowns deeply as he hears he's not been taking the pills at all and looks a bit annoyed* Why buy you new organs if you won't take care of them? They're expensive you know, and not always the easiest to find. And what kind of doctor is your boyfriend?!*snorts* He knows you've had a transplant since he was the one to put the new organs in you, and then he doesn't even check if you take your meds?.. I should pull in his lisence*mutters something inaudiable sourly*
Then I'd say that's most likely what's wrong with you.. That and the greif.. The pain can be your body trying to reject the new organs since you haven't taken your meds properly. They're CRUCIAL to take Akio.. Nothing to play around with if you want to live.. And well.. I might not have to check what doc did since it was moslty just a temporary fix, and I think we've found the main source to your sympthoms. I want you to start taking your pills at Once, and I or another doctor if you find them more trusting might need to sedate you and open you up again just to make sure the transplanted organs are okay.. Otherwise we might need to take them out and switch them.
Anonymous
Sat 16 Nov 2013 22:57
*smiles faintly*
I for sure blame myself for his death.. He got worse when he found out about me and Luke.. With fact and he got the right to do so.. he did..
*Looks down some*
I have thinked a lot of what I could have done to stop him ect.. and I was close to get him on a stabel ground..
But then Luke mother died and I couldn't say no when he wanted me to come with him
And we both really thought it was calm with Ruko so we went.. and then.. that.. he..
*closes his eyes and shakes his head*
Anyway I know it's not my fault and that but one can't really help it when one got feelings for another human being..
And losing htim completly was a very.. Yea it took the tool of me.. And my energy just dropped to the buttom..
I'm suprised myself that I didn't got all crazy dazy and killed people who would dare to come to close to me..
*Looks at Kaname and tries real hard to not bite his lip anymore. And he try real har to hold his arms down and not hurt his body like so many times before. It was pretty clear if someone with open eyes looked at Akio that he got more scares now then from the time he got in the hospital. He feel pretty guilty about the medication to his organs*
I know.. Kaname I do.. But it's so hard to actually do taking them.. And I for sure still wants to live..
And I try to take them.. But.. Something holds me back so I don't take them.
And Luke doesn't even know that I don't take them. I hide it from him by either throwin the pills so he can't check that way or I hide them in others room.. Sometimes I even destroy them in water and leaves it like that.. So it's not his fault at all.. Cuz he simple doesn't know and it's not like I would say to him that I don't take them if he asked about it *frowns just a bit and then sighs*
Well I will starts to take them then Kaname.. But don't do anything to Luke please..?
*Thinks some*
I don't want Luke to know anything so I rather have ya checking me up again..
I for sure blame myself for his death.. He got worse when he found out about me and Luke.. With fact and he got the right to do so.. he did..
*Looks down some*
I have thinked a lot of what I could have done to stop him ect.. and I was close to get him on a stabel ground..
But then Luke mother died and I couldn't say no when he wanted me to come with him
And we both really thought it was calm with Ruko so we went.. and then.. that.. he..
*closes his eyes and shakes his head*
Anyway I know it's not my fault and that but one can't really help it when one got feelings for another human being..
And losing htim completly was a very.. Yea it took the tool of me.. And my energy just dropped to the buttom..
I'm suprised myself that I didn't got all crazy dazy and killed people who would dare to come to close to me..
*Looks at Kaname and tries real hard to not bite his lip anymore. And he try real har to hold his arms down and not hurt his body like so many times before. It was pretty clear if someone with open eyes looked at Akio that he got more scares now then from the time he got in the hospital. He feel pretty guilty about the medication to his organs*
I know.. Kaname I do.. But it's so hard to actually do taking them.. And I for sure still wants to live..
And I try to take them.. But.. Something holds me back so I don't take them.
And Luke doesn't even know that I don't take them. I hide it from him by either throwin the pills so he can't check that way or I hide them in others room.. Sometimes I even destroy them in water and leaves it like that.. So it's not his fault at all.. Cuz he simple doesn't know and it's not like I would say to him that I don't take them if he asked about it *frowns just a bit and then sighs*
Well I will starts to take them then Kaname.. But don't do anything to Luke please..?
*Thinks some*
I don't want Luke to know anything so I rather have ya checking me up again..
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