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Damn I'm bored *Akio sighs deep*
I wonder were my man is.. and do now..
So lonely *he starts to undress to change the soaked cloths*
I'm gonna kill that new boy *it's clear he got something on his mind and got reminded by something* what an idiot showing his face here and to top it all dare to take rukos room and talking so bad about him.. and saying stupid things.. like he knows him.. and still do even if he's dead.. *he grows more angry and a real heavy dark aura starts to form around him. and it hurts to even come Close to him*
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TacroySilver
Sun 15 Dec 2013 03:10
L: *he walks past the doorway and looks in to see Akio. he frowns some as he notice the darkness that seems to surround him. he stops and looks at him some* What's the matter cariño?
TacroySilver
Sun 15 Dec 2013 23:23
*he shakes his head some* You shouldn't let that boy get to you. No one has the right to get to you unless you let them. *he looks at him softly* What was he doing that got to you?
TacroySilver
Sun 15 Dec 2013 23:28
About Ruko? *he frowns some and nods* I see. Try to let it run off you now. Try not to care about what he said to you
Anonymous
Mon 16 Dec 2013 00:04
It's damn hard to do.. I'm gonna kill him *hiss slight*
TacroySilver
Mon 16 Dec 2013 00:47
I do know it's hard cariño. But please, try. If not for your own sake but for mine. I do not wish to see you in trouble
Anonymous
Mon 16 Dec 2013 00:59
I don't care right now Luke. I'm going to kill him no matter what *he looks straight on Luke with very serious eyes*
TacroySilver
Mon 16 Dec 2013 01:04
*he looks straight back at him and nods some* Very well. Go kill him then. Perhaps you will feel better once you've done so
Anonymous
Mon 16 Dec 2013 01:08
I'm sure I will.. at least much better then feeling nothing at all.. and much better then when I do getting.. ah never mind that.. ya wouldn't care anyway..
TacroySilver
Mon 16 Dec 2013 01:11
*he frowns* Why wouldn't I care? You know I care so much about you cariño. Everything about you
Anonymous
Mon 16 Dec 2013 01:14
*akio bites down Hard on his lip* no that's a lie.. everything is a lie.. Tell me Luke.. do ya really think I will ever get out of here?
TacroySilver
Mon 16 Dec 2013 01:31
You think my feelings for you is a lie? *he frowns some and keeps the hurt feelings to himself* If you'll get out of here? I have hopes that one day you will.
Anonymous
Mon 16 Dec 2013 01:36
I don't know *akio massage his head* that's the problem.. I don't know were I have ya anymore Luke
*he frowns some* I will never get away from here. Can't ya see that?
*he frowns some* I will never get away from here. Can't ya see that?
TacroySilver
Mon 16 Dec 2013 01:47
*he raises an eyebrow* You don't know where you have me? I'm right here, beside you, where a I've always been. I have not left your side once, yet you doubt me...
*he nods* I have my hopes. But should you stay then I will do so too
*he nods* I have my hopes. But should you stay then I will do so too
Anonymous
Mon 16 Dec 2013 01:51
*akio sigh* I don't mean it like that.. I'm sure ya know what I mean if ya think about what I just said
*he frowns again* what!?
*he frowns again* what!?
TacroySilver
Mon 16 Dec 2013 01:54
*he sigh* What I mean is that you still have me on your side. I love you cariño. Don't you know that by now?
*he looks at him* I hope you will get out of here one day. Though should you not then I will stay with you
*he looks at him* I hope you will get out of here one day. Though should you not then I will stay with you
Anonymous
Mon 16 Dec 2013 01:58
No.. I don't know that.. I can't see it.. it's ya who's avoiding ne now *looks away*
Kaname won't let me out.. ever.. I got no choice on my own fucking life
Kaname won't let me out.. ever.. I got no choice on my own fucking life
TacroySilver
Mon 16 Dec 2013 02:09
*he looks at him and puts his hand on his cheek* I have not been avoiding you cariño. I never have.
If you show improvement he will let you go, that I'm sure of
If you show improvement he will let you go, that I'm sure of
Anonymous
Mon 16 Dec 2013 02:16
*Akio avoid eye contact för the first time in a very long time. But it's clear that it's not on his will. And he seems a bit off*
No he won't. Everyone knows that *he barly could focus on answering the last part of the conversation*
No he won't. Everyone knows that *he barly could focus on answering the last part of the conversation*
TacroySilver
Mon 16 Dec 2013 02:21
*he frowns as Akio won't look him in the eyes and he lets go of his cheek* Cariño?
*he sigh* He will let you go once you're better
*he sigh* He will let you go once you're better
Anonymous
Mon 16 Dec 2013 02:23
Mmn? *he frowns deep*
Not at all.. he's that kind of man who would lock ya in forever
Not at all.. he's that kind of man who would lock ya in forever
TacroySilver
Mon 16 Dec 2013 02:25
Why won't you look at me?
*he shskes his head* He's a crule man but he wouldn't keep you here after you are well
*he shskes his head* He's a crule man but he wouldn't keep you here after you are well
Anonymous
Mon 16 Dec 2013 06:59
*Akio force himself to look at you*I do look at you now
And with that man ya never know
And with that man ya never know
TacroySilver
Mon 16 Dec 2013 09:49
*he looks back at him and strokes his cheek gently* You do now. But why do you have to force yourself cariño?
*he nods* True. But I will not ley him keep you for longer than needed be
*he nods* True. But I will not ley him keep you for longer than needed be
Anonymous
Mon 16 Dec 2013 12:30
*he shrugs some* don't ask
*he frowns deep* as if he would listen
*he frowns deep* as if he would listen
TacroySilver
Mon 16 Dec 2013 16:51
*he frowns some and removes his hand* Why not?
I would make him listen.
I would make him listen.
Anonymous
Mon 16 Dec 2013 21:26
Just don't ask..
*akio looks away again* that won't work ya know.. he's a strange man
*akio looks away again* that won't work ya know.. he's a strange man
TacroySilver
Mon 16 Dec 2013 21:32
Very well. I will not ask then.
*he looks at him and frowns* It might work. He is not allowed to keep you here once you're deemed healthy, thus he has to let you go unless he wish to see the legal actions I can start against him.
*he looks at him and frowns* It might work. He is not allowed to keep you here once you're deemed healthy, thus he has to let you go unless he wish to see the legal actions I can start against him.
Anonymous
Tue 17 Dec 2013 01:22
*akio doesn't know how to answer or say so he remains silent and nods only without a reson for doing so. And he's a bit off again and hugs himself real tight and dig his nails into his skin so it breaks and starts to bleed a bit. He bites down hard on his buttom lip and licks away the blood that starts to pour out. His eyes are a bit shiny and more redish, making his green eyes shine out a bit more and be more clear dark green then before*
TacroySilver
Tue 17 Dec 2013 01:44
*he looks at Akio as ge falls silent and he wonders what happened. as he hugs himself Luke walks up to him* Please, do not hurt yourself cariño...*his voice is soft and he strokes his cheek softly looking him in the eyes* What's the matter?
Anonymous
Tue 17 Dec 2013 01:53
*akio looks Into Lukes Eyes but remain silent and he doesn't show any kind of reaction*
TacroySilver
Tue 17 Dec 2013 01:57
*he looks into his eyes and search for any kind of reaction. as he can't find any he hugs him softly* What happened cariño? Why this sudden change?
Anonymous
Tue 17 Dec 2013 06:37
I have to.. *akio shakes some* find that slut and kill him off
TacroySilver
Tue 17 Dec 2013 07:34
*he raises an eyebrow and looks at him* Then by all means do so. Go kill him if that would make you feel better
Anonymous
Tue 17 Dec 2013 12:49
Just shut up Sir *akio looks angry at Luke and push him away as hard as he can but he's weak. He starts to walk to find that person without caring that he got no cloths on*
TacroySilver
Tue 17 Dec 2013 13:22
*he looks back at him and lets him push him away. he is in no mood to fight or argue so he looks after Akio as he walks away and shakes his head* I would advice you to put some clothes on cariño as your current look is less than intimidating...
TacroySilver
Tue 17 Dec 2013 17:34
*he looks at him calmly* Look down on yourself and you'll see what I mean~
TacroySilver
Tue 17 Dec 2013 17:44
You shouldn't walk around naked like that cariño. I'm not too fond of others seeing you like that and what they might think about it
Anonymous
Tue 17 Dec 2013 17:54
Oh.. and why should I care? I will get dirty anyway and no one dares to do a fuck with me
TacroySilver
Tue 17 Dec 2013 18:04
Tell me, how would you like it if I walked around naked at this place? With all the perves watching...
TacroySilver
Tue 17 Dec 2013 20:31
*he raises an eyebrow* Really? Well, in that case we are very different. I do not like it when others looks at you like the way they would if they see you walk around like that.
TacroySilver
Tue 17 Dec 2013 20:38
No? You can show bo concideration to how I feel about you exposing yourself in such a manner?
Anonymous
Tue 17 Dec 2013 20:49
No.. I can't.. cuz really Luke when washed the last time well ever spent the time making love to each other? I can't remember.. so really I don't give a fuck that others see me naked
TacroySilver
Tue 17 Dec 2013 21:00
The last time was in Spain. *he sigh* I remember it. And there is a reason we have not done so since. The reason being your coma after finding out about Ruko, you avoiding me, me being committed and now you acting up.
TacroySilver
Tue 17 Dec 2013 21:54
*he shakes his head and sigh* Fine. I can see that you do not care at all. Very well, I'll take my leave then
Anonymous
Tue 17 Dec 2013 22:13
*Akio stops again and runs up to you and hit you* So ya just giving up on me!!? Thank ya for that.. *he walks past you and into his room again* all ya ever do is giving shitty excuses.. sure both could have tried harder to get to each other.. but still.. whatever.. fine leave me then! *he drops down on the floor pretty pissed and broken and everything was to much*
TacroySilver
Tue 17 Dec 2013 22:18
*he looks surprised as Akio turns around and hits him. he stumbles some but glares at him* You think I'm giving up on you?! Why on earth would I do that when I love you? *he looks after him and storms after* I merely ment that I'm leaving for now as you clearly have other things on your mind than being with me. Though if you wish to take it some other way and want to throw it all away that's your own feelings - not mine!
TacroySilver
Tue 17 Dec 2013 22:26
*he close his eyes and shakes his head* Again you doubt me...your lack of trust is starting to get to me Akio. I do love you cariño, though I wish that you would show that what I do and feel actually matters - not something that is so easily tossed aside.
Anonymous
Tue 17 Dec 2013 22:37
Well I'm sorry!! For being the way I am.. accept it or leave for good.. ya knew very well what ya got yourself into.. and ya know that I have feelings for ruko even if his dead..
TacroySilver
Tue 17 Dec 2013 22:54
I thought I did know. Though to be honest you have changed. And I am sorry to say that I am tired of always adapting to you so that you will not feel bad. Tell me, when was the last time you really, truly thought about how I feel about everything? *he straightens up and looks at him without emotions* There is a difference between feelings and feelings Akio. And I must say you seem to love him more than you ever have me.
Anonymous
Tue 17 Dec 2013 23:27
When ya started to only wants to cuddeling.. I thought about ya when ya turned into a patient knowing it would be hard on ya.. I thought only about what ya feelt.. and really the last time we cuddle I was real turned on but when ya said ya wanted to only nuzzles and be close I listened.. but it's like ya never notice those smal acts on my part.. I do more for ya than ya seem to notice.. I followed to spain even if I was close to a breakdown cuz ya asked me to come to ya... was it ya mothers grave? *sighs* anyway.. the only different between us on that part is that I shut up and follows the way ya wish for.. but and ya say it out loud so I hear it.. *looks on his shaky hand*
Ya know I was prepered to die.. but cuz of ya caming into my life I choosed to take the help and the new organs inside me cuz I love ya.. sure I love ruko to.. but I never ever thought about living.. and was about to die and leave him and he knew about that to.. so every meeting with him before ya came in the picture he got remainded that this could bee the last time I see Akio.. so that's a huge diffrent between ya and him. For ya I live.. for him I would be dead a Long time ago and would choose to die
Ya know I was prepered to die.. but cuz of ya caming into my life I choosed to take the help and the new organs inside me cuz I love ya.. sure I love ruko to.. but I never ever thought about living.. and was about to die and leave him and he knew about that to.. so every meeting with him before ya came in the picture he got remainded that this could bee the last time I see Akio.. so that's a huge diffrent between ya and him. For ya I live.. for him I would be dead a Long time ago and would choose to die
TacroySilver
Tue 17 Dec 2013 23:47
*he looks at him* I see. I do notice many small things you do for me. And I am greatful for the times you actually show it. In regards of Spain I asked you because I knew you wanted to get away from here. There were so many things I wished to do with you there, to show you. Yet I came back here with you the moment you asked me. But no, the difference between you and me is not that I say it out loud but that you push me away whenever I try to give you everything. You get mad when I try to show you how much you mean to me with the small acts and doesn't seem to appreciate the things I do for you.
*he nods as he talks* Yes, you chose to live for me. Then tell me why you seems to be fighting against that life now. I did everything in my power to give you life and now you more or less throw it away by not taking the required medicine as you should but to rather suffer and waste away once more. Tell me, and I wish for you to be honest - do you really wish to live?
*he nods as he talks* Yes, you chose to live for me. Then tell me why you seems to be fighting against that life now. I did everything in my power to give you life and now you more or less throw it away by not taking the required medicine as you should but to rather suffer and waste away once more. Tell me, and I wish for you to be honest - do you really wish to live?
Anonymous
Wed 18 Dec 2013 00:07
I could be in spain with ya as Long as well didn't get out.. and I asked to come back here much erlier to protect ya.. not cuz I wanted to come back.. but it was for ya sake.. and that's also why I isolated myself the most.. cuz I want to protect ya.. not to avoid ya.. and not on my own will but cuz nothing can helps me in those periods.. I don't want to wake up and find ya hurt or me..
*he thinks some*
Right now I don't know anymore.. to be honest
*he thinks some*
Right now I don't know anymore.. to be honest
TacroySilver
Wed 18 Dec 2013 00:16
To protect me? *he raises an eyebrow* Have I not time after time explained to you that I am very able to take care of myself when it comes down to it? But instead you isolate yourself without a single word of explanation but instead I get to hear how you ask others to keep me away from you and I see you be almost too friendly with other men. You also seem determined to tuen me against the only friend I have in this place just because you are under the delusion that he is after you when he has done nothing against you.
*he looks at him and nods* I see. Then tell me, did you wish to live before? When I first manages to provide you with new organs and you still didn't take your medicine?
*he looks at him and nods* I see. Then tell me, did you wish to live before? When I first manages to provide you with new organs and you still didn't take your medicine?
Anonymous
Wed 18 Dec 2013 00:20
Akio starts to wave suddenly and ignorse the first part*
Yeah.. I did
Yeah.. I did
TacroySilver
Wed 18 Dec 2013 00:26
*he shakes his head as Akio ignores the first part as that is something that bothers him* Do not just wave off what I have to say as it is something that needs to be discussed. Do you not see that it is things like that, that infects a relationship?
*he looks at him and nods slowly* I see. And that is of course the reason for why you "forgot" to take the medicine that would help keep you alive...
*he looks at him and nods slowly* I see. And that is of course the reason for why you "forgot" to take the medicine that would help keep you alive...
Anonymous
Wed 18 Dec 2013 00:36
But it's ya who can't fuckin see what that doc tries to do or tries to effect ya to turn against me.. he's like dr tsuko.. and I know cuz I was the damn one he laid his hands on *shivers* and as long as ya can't understand or listen fully on that part then I don't wanna speak about it.. and I Will have it ya way there..
*he looks up at Luke and shakes his head* no ya wrong
*he looks up at Luke and shakes his head* no ya wrong
TacroySilver
Wed 18 Dec 2013 00:53
*he looks at him* I just do not understand why Joe would wish to turn me against you as neither you nor me has done anything against him. He is my friend, though I do not require of you to like him just as I do not expect to like all of your friends. But to badmouth them is nothing I approve of in any way. Besides, Joe is not the reason for this as it has been going on before I became friends with him.
*he frowns slightly* Then please, pray tell what it is I am so wrong about
*he frowns slightly* Then please, pray tell what it is I am so wrong about
Anonymous
Wed 18 Dec 2013 01:01
Lets say this as clear I can.. he practically said right Into my face that he would get me killed in one way or another.. that's why I'm sure he tries to turn ya aginst me cuz I love ya and trust ya..
And I don't follow with the last part there *frown*
I don't let be on takeing my pills cuz I'm unsure.. I forget to take them cuz I don't trust them thanks to dr tsuko which I have said before..
And I don't follow with the last part there *frown*
I don't let be on takeing my pills cuz I'm unsure.. I forget to take them cuz I don't trust them thanks to dr tsuko which I have said before..
TacroySilver
Wed 18 Dec 2013 01:16
Really? Saying he would kill you and to actually turn me against you are two different things. He is also perfectly aware that if he as much as touch a hair on your head I will kill his little boy, or at least torment him beyond recognition so you do not have anything to fear from him no matter what he says.
You forget? Ah yes, forgetting the one thing that keeps you alive. I was the one that gave you those pills to take. Does that mean you do not trust me?
You forget? Ah yes, forgetting the one thing that keeps you alive. I was the one that gave you those pills to take. Does that mean you do not trust me?
Anonymous
Wed 18 Dec 2013 01:32
See ya don't get it.. *akio throws his head Hard Into the bed behind him*
I don't trust the pills!
I don't trust the pills!
TacroySilver
Wed 18 Dec 2013 01:42
I trust that he loves his boy more than he wish to hurt you. *he watches him silently for a moment*
The pills themselves are harmless. They are unable to harm you in any way. They can only hurt you if the person responsible for them mix with them *he shakes his head* But this is pointless. We are merely talking around each other at the time.
The pills themselves are harmless. They are unable to harm you in any way. They can only hurt you if the person responsible for them mix with them *he shakes his head* But this is pointless. We are merely talking around each other at the time.
Anonymous
Wed 18 Dec 2013 09:17
I'm not sure about that..
The pills have side effects and with the lack of facts what they do.. then I mean both good and bad stuff.. I rather not making them.. so others takes advange if I get tired or not fully focus cuz of the pills.. that's pretty why I don't take them.. cuz that what happen when dr tsuko got me... he could have mixed something Into a poisen and gives me but he Only made me slower and not able to move and did that sort of thing..
The pills have side effects and with the lack of facts what they do.. then I mean both good and bad stuff.. I rather not making them.. so others takes advange if I get tired or not fully focus cuz of the pills.. that's pretty why I don't take them.. cuz that what happen when dr tsuko got me... he could have mixed something Into a poisen and gives me but he Only made me slower and not able to move and did that sort of thing..
TacroySilver
Wed 18 Dec 2013 09:43
I am. Just as I know that I care more for you than to wish to harm anyone else.
If it is the side effects that you fear you should ask about those instead of just fearing what might or might not happen. Besides, no one here would mix anything into your pills. No one would take advantage of you.
If it is the side effects that you fear you should ask about those instead of just fearing what might or might not happen. Besides, no one here would mix anything into your pills. No one would take advantage of you.
TacroySilver
Wed 18 Dec 2013 12:52
*he shakes his head and sigh* I have fate Akio. There's no one left here that would take advantage of you. But I have long since learned that it does not matter what I say to you in this matter as you will no believe me in the slightest.
Anonymous
Wed 18 Dec 2013 17:44
Well try yourself to have someone older, bigger and with much more power then yourself have after ya.. and ya life and find out yourself how that would feel..
TacroySilver
Wed 18 Dec 2013 19:58
*he snorts* I have. I have been in a position like that. Perhaps not the same circumstances, but the position was the same. Being dependent of someone older, stronger, harder than me...fearing for my life every day when he was around. *he straightens up* I did everything I could to break away from that position. I fought my way out with every means I had, and I even had the courage to trust the ones that only wished to help me even though I didn't trust myself to keep it together. It has helped shape me to the man I am today.
Anonymous
Wed 18 Dec 2013 20:28
*listen and frowns* well be that man then.. always.. and could ya leave me now.. ya not planing to make love with me.. not taking me away from here.. ya don't even force me to eat the pills.. not feeding me.. or help me get rid of that boy.. sure ya do many nice and good things for me and I'm very happy and gladful for that.. but it's like ya not caring really... letting me choose if I should eat or take the pills.. but I can't do it on my own.. and ya don't Force me to well on eating even if ya tried a bit every now and then.. so yea.. now ya can go where ever ya now was planing to go to
TacroySilver
Wed 18 Dec 2013 20:56
After this argument I am in no mood to be intimate with you. I am unable to take you away from here as I in no position to leave myself. *he frowns* You want for me to force you? You want for me to force the food and pills down your throat? Do tell me how you would react on that por favor. Do you really think I do not care about you. It's been breaking my heart to see you at times as I can tell you're not feeling well. Yet you refuse to accept the help I have offered. Yes, I might have done a few fruitless attempts to get the food and pills into you. Though I have always felt more like the man who loves you rather than your doctor. And I have not had the heart to look away from that and strap you down while forcing it all into you. So do not talk to me about not caring. I have been willing to give my job to fulfil your wish to leave as well as everything else. I have done my utmost to protect your friends from themselves as well as that piece of shit doctor who worked here before. But please, keep believing that I do not care about you when all I have done since we got together has been for you. *he takes a deep breath and looks him straight in the eyes* Then I believe this is the end. *he straightens up some more* Despedida Akio. Farewell. And may you find what you have been looking for, as my eternal love for you wasn't enough. *he turns around and starts walking away with his head held high*
Anonymous
Wed 18 Dec 2013 22:42
If ya was in the same situation as I'm in I would Force it in ya out of love and cuz I love ya so much and would be real scared to lose ya.. but that's maybe only I thinking like that..
And I have never seen ya as a doctor since we got together.. only when the operation took place.. so I would probably be a bit angry at first but after a time I would think and hope ya did it out of love
*Akio looks at Lukes back. It's clear he's heartbroken and very sad. He only hopes Luke hears what he just said*
Remember I love ya Luke.. and I can't find any better man then ya.. cuz I don't wanna find any other
And I have never seen ya as a doctor since we got together.. only when the operation took place.. so I would probably be a bit angry at first but after a time I would think and hope ya did it out of love
*Akio looks at Lukes back. It's clear he's heartbroken and very sad. He only hopes Luke hears what he just said*
Remember I love ya Luke.. and I can't find any better man then ya.. cuz I don't wanna find any other
TacroySilver
Thu 19 Dec 2013 09:02
*he looks at him and shakes his head* You say that now. But if you truly were in the same position I would have liked to see you try. Believe me, I have thought about it. But every attempt I have made has been met with resistance from your side. I have cared for you in every possible way, yet it feels like I can never do enough as there is very little appreciation for anything I do. Everything I have ever done for you has been out of love, and whenever I have tried to show you that you push me aside and brush my attempts away.
*he keeps his back at him and takes a deep breath* You say you love me, then tell me why I find it so hard to believe you actually mean it? Lo siento Akio, but your words say me nothing as your actions says the opposite. *there's an almost unnoticeable strain to his voice as he keeps walking*
*he keeps his back at him and takes a deep breath* You say you love me, then tell me why I find it so hard to believe you actually mean it? Lo siento Akio, but your words say me nothing as your actions says the opposite. *there's an almost unnoticeable strain to his voice as he keeps walking*
Anonymous
Thu 19 Dec 2013 09:26
I know I have.. that's why I told ya.. ya should have and should still if ya love me to really force me.. cuz as I always says.. I always thinks I don't need any help at all.. and giving me Free hands in those two resultat to this *akio gets up, with silent tears rolling down his cheecks. He walks after Luke and grab his arm* please wait.. I do love ya real much.. and I can explain why I act the way I do sometimes.. I Think it's about time.. I face the fact and tell about it and ya be the one getting to know it.. if ya still want to listen tho
TacroySilver
Thu 19 Dec 2013 09:32
*he just shakes his head as Akio talks about forcing as he doesn't see any fairness at all in that.
he flinch slightly as Akio grabs his arm but he stops and turns to look at him* Very well, explain yourself. Though I am in no position to promise I'll stay or not. But I will listen to you this time, because I really want to know what reason you might have
he flinch slightly as Akio grabs his arm but he stops and turns to look at him* Very well, explain yourself. Though I am in no position to promise I'll stay or not. But I will listen to you this time, because I really want to know what reason you might have
Anonymous
Thu 19 Dec 2013 12:46
*Akio bite his lip hard. He looks around some and drag Luke into the room and closes the door to make sure no one hears*
T..the... *akio frowns some and massage his head a bit*
The voices.. are back.. and they are worse then before I got rid of them.. and they takes over some time.. like before.. when I can't look at others.. or lose focus.. my skin and eyes Kinda Change.. *He frowns even more* it sounds like a lame excuse.. but this is true.. *he looks around some* they tell me stuff to do or not to do.. and I said they are worse now.. if I don't do as they wish they punish me by showing picture.. horriable ones.. they be like shadows so I see stuff in few sec when nothing is there.. and even more stuff that's real uncomfortable..
*he looks up at Luke* and the reson I never told ya is cuz I thought I could handel them by myself.. and cuz they don't want me to tell ya.. cuz ya would help me.. so I'm going to get real shit for telling ya now and breaking theirs rules..
*Akio starts to twist and turn some and it shows well that he's real scared to what will happen next*
T..the... *akio frowns some and massage his head a bit*
The voices.. are back.. and they are worse then before I got rid of them.. and they takes over some time.. like before.. when I can't look at others.. or lose focus.. my skin and eyes Kinda Change.. *He frowns even more* it sounds like a lame excuse.. but this is true.. *he looks around some* they tell me stuff to do or not to do.. and I said they are worse now.. if I don't do as they wish they punish me by showing picture.. horriable ones.. they be like shadows so I see stuff in few sec when nothing is there.. and even more stuff that's real uncomfortable..
*he looks up at Luke* and the reson I never told ya is cuz I thought I could handel them by myself.. and cuz they don't want me to tell ya.. cuz ya would help me.. so I'm going to get real shit for telling ya now and breaking theirs rules..
*Akio starts to twist and turn some and it shows well that he's real scared to what will happen next*
TacroySilver
Thu 19 Dec 2013 13:25
*he follows him back into the room and looks at Akio as he close the door.
as he starts talking he looks at him with an unreadable face. he nods slowly as he talks to let him know he listens.* I see. You are right Akio, that is a lame excuse. I know about voices and what they can do, though as you knew about them you should have told me. *he close his eyes and shakes his head* I am afraid it's too little too late. I can of course help you to manage them, though it will be as a doctor - nothing else. Because I cannot do this anymore. *he looks at Akio with the same unreadable expression again but the same strain can almost be heard once more*
as he starts talking he looks at him with an unreadable face. he nods slowly as he talks to let him know he listens.* I see. You are right Akio, that is a lame excuse. I know about voices and what they can do, though as you knew about them you should have told me. *he close his eyes and shakes his head* I am afraid it's too little too late. I can of course help you to manage them, though it will be as a doctor - nothing else. Because I cannot do this anymore. *he looks at Akio with the same unreadable expression again but the same strain can almost be heard once more*
TacroySilver
Thu 19 Dec 2013 14:57
*he looks at Akio some before he straightens up* I can still see you as your doctor, perhaps as far as friend. But more than that it can't be. Lo siento Akio. I still love you dearly, but I cannot stay in this. *he bows his head slightly and turns to leave*
Anonymous
Thu 19 Dec 2013 20:52
*he looks away. And even if he wants to stop Luke he can't bring himself to do so. He stay silent and don't do much more then digging his nails into his knees and looks away to not see Luke leaves*
TacroySilver
Thu 19 Dec 2013 21:06
*he opens the door and leaves the room. he keeps his head held high as he walks along the corridor to his own room. he wants to look back but can't bring himself to do so*
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