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*Luke had been off the day it happened. and no one had told him, not until he came back to work had he got the news: Akio was dead...suicide. the news broke his heart in was he could never imagine.
paralysed he stands there with the repport in his hand. the words seeming so unreal - a sick joke. there is no body. no nothing.
withouth thinking he runs to Akios room wanting every word to be a lie. but as he gets there, there is no smile greeting him. no snarky words. no soft "sir". just an empty room and his last words written across the wall in what could only be blood. he stares at them. the emptiness echos inside of him and the heart he was trying to heal from the breakup shatter into tinier pieces* Why cariño? Porque? *he trace his hand along the words trying to get some feeling of him back. but it stays as empty. feeling his eyes burn he clench his jaw shut and removes his hand as if burnt.
with an aching pain in his chest he hurries back to his office. he shuts the door behind him and leans against it. he throws his head back and keeps banging it against the wall as he finally starts to scream. an agonising scream that echos between the walls that contains all of his pain. so much pain, so much he never said, never did. so much he should have done...
he screams until he can not scream any longer. his voice leaves him but still he screams. a silent scream that hurts even more. his legs trembles and threaten to give up. but instead of falling he stumbles to the bookcase and tears it from the wall letting it fall to the floor. the sound echoes along with his dying screams and he tears the paintings from the walls. every piece he can find crash against the floor. his desk goes the same way as he throws his computer in the wall with renewed strength as his voice comes back. his scream is drenched in the sound of the smashing computer.
his legs give in and he falls to his knees on the floor. unable to keep it out he starts to cry. his silent tears falls with the burning pain. nothing can wash the pain away. clenching his hand he hits the floor. maybe physical pain can remove the pain in his chest that makes him unable to breathe. soon he leave red marks on the floor as the skin on his hand breaks and blood coloura his hand.
he takes a shivery breath* Akio...porque? Why? Why did you leave? *he feels how he's falling apart and eveything spins out of control. he leans against the desk and hugs his legs trying to hold on to something* I'm sorry...I'm sorry I couldn't save you...*he hides his head in his knees and doesn't even care that he's crying, he's lost everything and there's nothing he can do* Forgive me~
Annons
Forgotten Portrait
Tue 18 Feb 2014 10:30
D: *opens the door* my lord you're terrifying the patients.. *looks around and closes the door* Get a hold of yourself as long as you're here
TacroySilver
Tue 18 Feb 2014 15:39
*he looks up some as Doc asks about the spanish* "I'm sorry darling, please forgive me. I never wanted this to happen" *his voice is monotone as he translates what it was he just said*
Forgotten Portrait
Tue 18 Feb 2014 20:47
Mmh told you it was rusty.. well what did you think would happen if you split with a extremely mentally ill person?
TacroySilver
Wed 19 Feb 2014 01:01
*he almost forgets to breathe as he hears what Doc asks. Slowly he turns his head to glare at him coldly* You don't think I know it's my fault? *his voice is still more of a whisper as he slowly manahes to get up with the support of the desk* I am well aware that it is my fault he is dead. Had I not been selfish and broken it up with him he would still be here...*he bites his lip some and lets go of the desk* I should have been there for him like I promised. I should never have let go...*he keeps the cold glare as he stumbles over to Doc as his legs are still trembling slightly. but still he gets over to Doc* You do not have to spell it out for me. I ALREADY KNOW! *he screams the last as he hits Doc straight in the face with surprising strenght for his condition. his second blow lands in Docs stomach almost hard enough to knock him over* I failed him. Just like I have failed everyone else. *he clench his jaw and hits again*
Forgotten Portrait
Tue 11 Mar 2014 10:41
*he keeps silent but seems very untouched at this outburst. as he gets punched his head simply rolls around and gets hunched as he gets the other but face remains untouched* Was that really necessary? *it turns into a slight glare, all feeling gone from his eyes* Your self pity and destruction is disgusting.. You've flipped the switch in my head.. thank you.. *quickly he punches Luke extremely hard, as one with no restraints on his cheek, whole body following the movement and knocking him over*
Anonymous
Mon 17 Feb 2014 19:40
" Luke? " Anna peeks in from the door, all the screaming had draw her attention
TacroySilver
Tue 18 Feb 2014 12:11
*he swallows hard and looks up at her some. he tries to smile as he sees her, but he fails miserably*
TacroySilver
Wed 19 Feb 2014 00:50
*he shivers some as she does and doesn't really complain about it as this isn't the time. he close his eyes and breathes shivery as he tries to calm down not wanting to scare her or anything*
Yaoiboys
Sun 16 Feb 2014 23:04
R: Riku flinches scared when hearing the screaming, not wanting to go close to something that sounded so evil to him, but still he was drawn there.
In the end he stands infront of Lukes door with worried puppy eyes, not daring to knock but not daring to leave either.
In the end he stands infront of Lukes door with worried puppy eyes, not daring to knock but not daring to leave either.
TacroySilver
Tue 18 Feb 2014 00:18
*he feels how Riku hugs him harder and he can't help but to do the same. he feels like he's struggling for air, struggling to keep it all together. he hides his face against Rikus shoulder not wanting for him to see the tears, but unable to keep then out*
Yaoiboys
Tue 18 Feb 2014 16:10
Riku strokes his back gently trying to think of something to say in spanish but can't think of anything.
All he can think of doing is starting to hum on a song he had heard in one of the spanish TV-shows.
All he can think of doing is starting to hum on a song he had heard in one of the spanish TV-shows.
TacroySilver
Wed 19 Feb 2014 01:15
*he shivers slightly as Riku strokes his back. he tries to calm down, but that is easier said than done. though hearing the huming makes him smile faintly between his tears as he can recognise some parts of the tune. he still holds on to him close and is glad to have someone else there even though he normally would keep all of this to himself*
Yaoiboys
Wed 19 Feb 2014 11:46
Riku keeps stroking his back softly and hums low on the song, simply starting over when the song ended... And thinking a bit more he let them slowly rock back and forth, knowing how much it calmed himself when he was upset.
Anonymous
Sun 16 Feb 2014 23:03
"doctors shouldn't get attach to the patients~" Alex looks down at Luke from where he was standing right in front of him, he has a smile on his lips
TacroySilver
Sun 16 Feb 2014 23:06
*he doesn't look up at him but keeps his head down hardly reacting to the presence of him being there too consumed with his pain*
Anonymous
Sun 16 Feb 2014 23:14
"hello~anyone in there? " Alex waves in front of Luke eyes
TacroySilver
Mon 17 Feb 2014 08:23
*he swallows hard and looks almost at him with a cold glare* What are you doing here niño? *his voice is almost non-existent and breaks at the words*
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