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*Akita has been spending a lot of time thinking. he's spent more time with Karasu than he thought he ever would. but what has been bothering lately is what Karasu has talked to him about family and such. it has actually been on his mind since his unfortunate meeting with the dragon, but he just hasn't been able to work out what it is that bothers him. and now he just can't stand to think about it anymore as it's taking up so much of his time. so he's decided to go look for Karasu and get some peace of mind.
he walks to the ravens headquarters in hope that he'll see Karasu there* He better be here...no idea where to look otherwise...*he sigh and starts looking for him*
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Yaoiboys
Tue 25 Mar 2014 18:48
(lets just say he isn't there xD Akita will have to pay a visit to the libary to find him xD)
TacroySilver
Tue 1 Apr 2014 17:26
*he still looks annoyed at him as Karasu explains why he kept quiet. but at the question he lets out a snort* Of course I wouldn't have believed you! But you could have convinced me. You could have explained. I trust you so I would have...*he stops mid sentence as he hears what Karasu adds he looks almost schocked for a second before he glares at him angrily* Are you serious? Are you fucking serious? I would have had a bother! A real brother. Someone who knew me...knew my family...it would have been real...*he keeps looking Karasu in the eyes and the anger stays there as he hears what he adds next* I didn't need it? Don't you dare tell me what I need or don't need. All of my life I've dreamed to have someone, anyone, from my family come for me! Do you have ANY idea how it feels to not know anything about your past? Where you come from, who you are, why you were left behind...Family is everything, no matter what form...*he bites his lip some as his eyes start to burn but he fights it back as he has no intention of letting Karasu see just how much it hurts right now* I have a family...I have two families to be honest...but every day I miss the family I would have had...and you even denied me that...because you decided I didn't need it. *his last words are filled with hate and bitterness, as well as something resembling disgust. but he can't keep it out of his words as the feelings are so strong. he looks up at Karasu with so many emotions flashing through him that it's impossible to settle for anyone of them. but as he looks at him in silemce for a moment his face slips back to his normal blank mask for just a moment and the only thing that can be seen is hurt* I trusted you...
*he clench his hand around his sword and holds it tight as it lays against Karasus neck. even though the turmoil inside of him he manages to keep a steady hand. but seeing how Karasu doesn't even flinch, but instead seems to accept what's happening he growls low and lets the edge of the sword break the skin on Karasus neck and a small stream of blood appears. he looks back into his eyes still breathing heavily but isn't at all affected by the calm stance that Karasu takes. listening to what Karasu says about not killing him for the sake of the boy or the kingdom he snorts* Sparing you for him...You're not worth it! You don't deserve to have him! And I don't gove a fuck about the kingdom! This has nothing to do with it. The bloody birds can find a new leader! You don't get to set the rules here. You don't have any right to demand anything! *he's still as steady as ever but his voice betrays him as it starts to tremble. at the last thing Karasu says about not wanting Akita to loose another family Akita clench his jaw tight and hiss* They would understand. The way of bears. An eye for an eye. *he clench the sword tighter as if to dig it deeper into Karasus neck. but looking at him there's hesitation, something is holding him back. and that something brings forth the tears he tried to fight making his eyes glisten. he bites his lip and even though determination is still there, there's so much more that he can't wven name himself*
*he clench his hand around his sword and holds it tight as it lays against Karasus neck. even though the turmoil inside of him he manages to keep a steady hand. but seeing how Karasu doesn't even flinch, but instead seems to accept what's happening he growls low and lets the edge of the sword break the skin on Karasus neck and a small stream of blood appears. he looks back into his eyes still breathing heavily but isn't at all affected by the calm stance that Karasu takes. listening to what Karasu says about not killing him for the sake of the boy or the kingdom he snorts* Sparing you for him...You're not worth it! You don't deserve to have him! And I don't gove a fuck about the kingdom! This has nothing to do with it. The bloody birds can find a new leader! You don't get to set the rules here. You don't have any right to demand anything! *he's still as steady as ever but his voice betrays him as it starts to tremble. at the last thing Karasu says about not wanting Akita to loose another family Akita clench his jaw tight and hiss* They would understand. The way of bears. An eye for an eye. *he clench the sword tighter as if to dig it deeper into Karasus neck. but looking at him there's hesitation, something is holding him back. and that something brings forth the tears he tried to fight making his eyes glisten. he bites his lip and even though determination is still there, there's so much more that he can't wven name himself*
Yaoiboys
Sun 27 Apr 2014 02:18
Karasu held in a sigh as he heard that Akita wouldn't have belived him, but he didn't have time to anwser either before Akita glares at him and raises his voice as he continues.. And as Karasu has some selfpreservation he does let Akita finish without interupting, but as he finishes Karasu does let out a sigh "Sadly I need to say yes, and even if I managed to convince you that I am your brother it would not have been the family you have dreamt of... And even if I wished to have my family back as much as you, I could never be so crule as to let you know that you do have a brother, even thou it would be a brother that you do not like... And leave out what happend with our family..." he said very seriously, he knew Akita was smart enough to fill in the rest. Because now when Akita knew what had happend all those years ago, this was where they were "Further more.. As a guild leader, no matter how it pained me... I always need to look to the peoples best, before my personal wishes, and you know that. And it is not in the peoples best intrest to have two of the guildleaders unable to be in the same room, or even the same city." he made a small gesture to the blade at his throath "The people of the Bastille has lost enough faith in the kingdoms leaders without seeing this, don't you agree?"
Seeing the emotions on Akitas face he becomes close to convinced that no matter what he says their relationship can't be salvaged... But not until he hears that Akita trusted him does he feel a lump in his troath and a slight burn behind his eyes and he sighs deeply "Even thou it will not help and might not matter to you, I am truly sorry, for everything... Had there been any way to make things undone I would have." the honesty in his voice was unmistakable, so was the pain and regrett that never left his voice or eyes.
Hearing Akita growl doesn't make Karasu react but feeling the streem of blood slowly run down his throath before he fealt even noticed the cut brought a faint but sad smile to his lips and for once he spoke before thinking "You took great care of mothers swords little brother... She would have been proud." he said as calmly as before while still looking into Akitas eyes.
But hearing what his brother says about Fang and the kingdom he looks very disapointed at him "I am not asking you to spare me Akita, I have known how my life would end ever since you told me about your wish to avange our family... And I have known that I will accept it once it is time. But I thought that you of all people would empathise with the boy as he lost his family as well... But even so, I will not ask for my life, all I wish for is for Fang to have the same chance as you got with the bears. And of course the Ravens can find a new leader, but I will not accept them being without one in times like this. So I am not attempting to set any rules, if anything, consider it my final wish..." he said with a faint smile, having to struggle against the reflex of putting his normal smile back on.
"An eye for an eye indeed, but kill me now and you would not be taking my life alone... Fang cannot survive alone, and how many people would die if the barrier am holding up were to fall? How many of the Dark Lords men would you allow into the Bastille for the sake of your revenge?" he looked very serious and his body tensed close to unnoticable as he prepared to move away if Akita were to decide against all reason. But seeing the look in his brothers eyes he doubts it and a painfully large part wishes he would be allowed to embrace his little brother as he used to do when things were simpler.
Seeing the emotions on Akitas face he becomes close to convinced that no matter what he says their relationship can't be salvaged... But not until he hears that Akita trusted him does he feel a lump in his troath and a slight burn behind his eyes and he sighs deeply "Even thou it will not help and might not matter to you, I am truly sorry, for everything... Had there been any way to make things undone I would have." the honesty in his voice was unmistakable, so was the pain and regrett that never left his voice or eyes.
Hearing Akita growl doesn't make Karasu react but feeling the streem of blood slowly run down his throath before he fealt even noticed the cut brought a faint but sad smile to his lips and for once he spoke before thinking "You took great care of mothers swords little brother... She would have been proud." he said as calmly as before while still looking into Akitas eyes.
But hearing what his brother says about Fang and the kingdom he looks very disapointed at him "I am not asking you to spare me Akita, I have known how my life would end ever since you told me about your wish to avange our family... And I have known that I will accept it once it is time. But I thought that you of all people would empathise with the boy as he lost his family as well... But even so, I will not ask for my life, all I wish for is for Fang to have the same chance as you got with the bears. And of course the Ravens can find a new leader, but I will not accept them being without one in times like this. So I am not attempting to set any rules, if anything, consider it my final wish..." he said with a faint smile, having to struggle against the reflex of putting his normal smile back on.
"An eye for an eye indeed, but kill me now and you would not be taking my life alone... Fang cannot survive alone, and how many people would die if the barrier am holding up were to fall? How many of the Dark Lords men would you allow into the Bastille for the sake of your revenge?" he looked very serious and his body tensed close to unnoticable as he prepared to move away if Akita were to decide against all reason. But seeing the look in his brothers eyes he doubts it and a painfully large part wishes he would be allowed to embrace his little brother as he used to do when things were simpler.
TacroySilver
Fri 2 May 2014 13:14
*he doesn’t say anything, but the fact that Karasu doesn’t interrupt him astounds him slightly. Not that the cares too much right now as he just wants to get it all out. He doesn’t care that he’s raising his voice, and even if he did it’s not something he can control right now as he’s just too upset. Though as he gets it all out and leave room for Karasu to talk he tries to calm down. But he regrets it almost immediately once he hears what Karasu says. He clench his jaw almost painfully hard to keep in check and he can’t help but tremble slightly* Don’t you even listen to what I say?! I DON’T CARE! I know it wouldn’t have been the family either have dreamt of, but it would have been family. You don’t have the right to be the only one to know! You don’t have the right to keep it away from me! You don’t have the right…besides, you’re a fucking raven! You would have found a way to get it all out somehow. Instead you just leave hints and let me figure it out on my own?! *he knows himself that a large part of why he’s so pissed about this is the fact that it was kept a secret for so long. Sure, he would have been mad upon hearing the truth and he would probably have felt betrayed. But now there’s so much more going on that he just can’t keep track of it all.
When Karasu starts talking about their responsibilities as guild leaders he lets out a snort and keeps glaring at him. Seeing the gesture towards the sword just makes him sneer* Yeah. Cause this is SO much better. *his words drips of sarcasm and he moves the sword slightly* You seriously think you did this the best way? That this will make it easier to stand each other? You think the people won’t wonder when I walk back with your head in my hand dragging your body behind? Yeah…I don’t think they are the only ones who have lost faith…*he doesn’t spell it out, but he knows Karasu is smart enough to get the point to what he’s saying – he has no trust left for the leader of Ravens.
Hearing the next thing Karasu says about regretting it all and wanting to make it undone he almost feels a desperate need to laugh. But instead he just shakes his head and looks back at him with almost emotionless eyes* You can’t make this undone. And I don’t care how sorry you are. Nothing can change the past. So I don’t care how sorry you are. What’s done is done… *he shakes his head some and almost keeps the mask on.
But as he hears what Karasu says about the swords he almost forgets to breathe. For just a second he almost forgets to be angry when he learn who his precious swords belonged to* Mother? They were hers? *a smile can almost be hinted on his lips as the revelation goes straight to his heart and for just a moment he lets all the joy and love for that knowledge shine through, but none the less he doesn’t ease on the pressure of the sword as he still knows all too well why he has it there.
he kinda gives Karasu a slight nod at the confirmation that Karasu has known for some time that his death will come by Akitas hands, but he gives him a nasty glare as Karasu seems to try and make him feel sorry for the boy* If you want him to get what I got with the bears I’ll kill you now. I had NO ONE when I got there and was taken in. He can be taken in by them without you. And I couldn’t care less about the fowls. If you don’t want them without a leader you should have started looking long ago! Cause why should I give you a final wish when you didn’t give one to my family? Why would you deserve that? Tell me! *he moves some and almost makes himself ready to go through with it all, but stops as Karasu keeps talking. As he mentions the barrier and what would happen if Karasu were to die there is a slight hesitation coming from Akita. As much as he wishes to see Karasu dead, the logical part of him actually speaks up and says that he doesn’t want the town and the innocent people to die as well. He never lowers his sword but keeps it pressed to Karasus neck as he takes a few shivering breaths to calm himself slightly. He still looks at Karasu with hate and anger, but also a new kind of seriousness* Fine. I will give you what you didn’t give my family – time. Get that boy to survive on someone else, and keep that bloody barrier up. But I swear, the moment that barrier isn’t needed anymore I will have your head. It will be my sword that separates it from your shoulders. If I so have to fight to keep you alive during the war I will be the one to kill you. For what you did, for what you took. *he press the sword deeper into Karasus neck making sure the wound gets deeper, but not deep enough to be harmful, just a reminder of what will happen one day not too long into the future. He sneers as he removes the sword and looks at him with disgust* And until that day comes you stay away from me. I don’t care if my life solely depends on you saving it. Cause I’d rather die than owe my life to you. *his voice is hard, almost cold, and it’s clear that he means every word*
When Karasu starts talking about their responsibilities as guild leaders he lets out a snort and keeps glaring at him. Seeing the gesture towards the sword just makes him sneer* Yeah. Cause this is SO much better. *his words drips of sarcasm and he moves the sword slightly* You seriously think you did this the best way? That this will make it easier to stand each other? You think the people won’t wonder when I walk back with your head in my hand dragging your body behind? Yeah…I don’t think they are the only ones who have lost faith…*he doesn’t spell it out, but he knows Karasu is smart enough to get the point to what he’s saying – he has no trust left for the leader of Ravens.
Hearing the next thing Karasu says about regretting it all and wanting to make it undone he almost feels a desperate need to laugh. But instead he just shakes his head and looks back at him with almost emotionless eyes* You can’t make this undone. And I don’t care how sorry you are. Nothing can change the past. So I don’t care how sorry you are. What’s done is done… *he shakes his head some and almost keeps the mask on.
But as he hears what Karasu says about the swords he almost forgets to breathe. For just a second he almost forgets to be angry when he learn who his precious swords belonged to* Mother? They were hers? *a smile can almost be hinted on his lips as the revelation goes straight to his heart and for just a moment he lets all the joy and love for that knowledge shine through, but none the less he doesn’t ease on the pressure of the sword as he still knows all too well why he has it there.
he kinda gives Karasu a slight nod at the confirmation that Karasu has known for some time that his death will come by Akitas hands, but he gives him a nasty glare as Karasu seems to try and make him feel sorry for the boy* If you want him to get what I got with the bears I’ll kill you now. I had NO ONE when I got there and was taken in. He can be taken in by them without you. And I couldn’t care less about the fowls. If you don’t want them without a leader you should have started looking long ago! Cause why should I give you a final wish when you didn’t give one to my family? Why would you deserve that? Tell me! *he moves some and almost makes himself ready to go through with it all, but stops as Karasu keeps talking. As he mentions the barrier and what would happen if Karasu were to die there is a slight hesitation coming from Akita. As much as he wishes to see Karasu dead, the logical part of him actually speaks up and says that he doesn’t want the town and the innocent people to die as well. He never lowers his sword but keeps it pressed to Karasus neck as he takes a few shivering breaths to calm himself slightly. He still looks at Karasu with hate and anger, but also a new kind of seriousness* Fine. I will give you what you didn’t give my family – time. Get that boy to survive on someone else, and keep that bloody barrier up. But I swear, the moment that barrier isn’t needed anymore I will have your head. It will be my sword that separates it from your shoulders. If I so have to fight to keep you alive during the war I will be the one to kill you. For what you did, for what you took. *he press the sword deeper into Karasus neck making sure the wound gets deeper, but not deep enough to be harmful, just a reminder of what will happen one day not too long into the future. He sneers as he removes the sword and looks at him with disgust* And until that day comes you stay away from me. I don’t care if my life solely depends on you saving it. Cause I’d rather die than owe my life to you. *his voice is hard, almost cold, and it’s clear that he means every word*
Yaoiboys
Fri 25 Jul 2014 21:15
Seeing how angry Akita gets he has to hold in a deep sigh as he mearly wished to explain, and a large part of him wished to ask Akita to calm down before he hurt himself "I did what I deemed right at the time being.
And wich guild I am in has nothing to do with how easy or difficult it is to bring up something like that. And I always meant to tell you, as soon as the time was right... It was never meant to lead to you having to find out for yourself or that I wished to keep the truth from you." he said even thou he was as good as sure that Akita wouldn't listen.
Karasu can't hold the sigh in "No this is what I mean, you wouldn't have keept from your revenge even if I had told you straight away... So giving it time and trying to the most painless way of letting you know was indeed what I thought was the best... That said i cannot say I feel the same anymore." he said but frowned ever so faintly uopn hearing Akitas question. And hearing that his little brother had lost faith in him hurt far more then he dared to show, but he did let some of it be seen, as he figgured it would give Akita some sort of satisfaction.
Karasu nods slow and closes his eyes for a moment "I am well aware, I have tried every possible way. But one can still wish..." he said and even thou he sees the mask he saw his little brother even clearer.
Seeing the shock on Akitas face as he hears about the swords he nods slowly "Yes, she always carried them with her, just like you do... And I have lost count of how many times she chased father around the gardens with it after he had done something stupid, or even worse, let us do something potentially harmful." he said and a pained smile can be hinted on his own lips, seeing Akita almost smile warmed his heart ever so slightly and the precious memories of their mother made it even warmer.
Karasu shakes his head and couldn't care less about the glare Akita gave him, Fang matterd to much "It would not be the same, for that boys race does not work the same as ours. And so killing me now would be the same as killing him... I'm not asking for compassion for me or for the boy, but he has not done you or anyone else harm... So there is no need to make him suffer. And I did belive that some of the values our parents taught had remained with you, as I have hinted them before..." he said still keeping calm as he did not see how anger would solve anything.
"Everyone deserves a last wish... And the wish isn't for my sake but for the kingdom and for the people in my care..." he said and started to feel slightly annoyed with his brother, but as he hears the shivery breath he feels calmer as he feels like Akita finally understood.
And hearing what Akita said he smiled, a honest smile "I'm glad to hear that."
But hearing Akita say he would protect him to make sure that he would be the one to kill him Karasu looks shocked at him before smiling "Just like father...." he said quietly, not intending for Akita to hear but unable to keep the words in as it was something their father had said more then once but in a normal voice he added "I understand..."
But hearing the last thing Akita said his smile faded and Karasu shakes his head with a seriosu expression on his face, not caring about Akitas coldness "I will stay away unless duty demands otherwise... But no matter what happens I will not let you die Akita. So if you do not wish to owe me anything keep out of harms way..."
And wich guild I am in has nothing to do with how easy or difficult it is to bring up something like that. And I always meant to tell you, as soon as the time was right... It was never meant to lead to you having to find out for yourself or that I wished to keep the truth from you." he said even thou he was as good as sure that Akita wouldn't listen.
Karasu can't hold the sigh in "No this is what I mean, you wouldn't have keept from your revenge even if I had told you straight away... So giving it time and trying to the most painless way of letting you know was indeed what I thought was the best... That said i cannot say I feel the same anymore." he said but frowned ever so faintly uopn hearing Akitas question. And hearing that his little brother had lost faith in him hurt far more then he dared to show, but he did let some of it be seen, as he figgured it would give Akita some sort of satisfaction.
Karasu nods slow and closes his eyes for a moment "I am well aware, I have tried every possible way. But one can still wish..." he said and even thou he sees the mask he saw his little brother even clearer.
Seeing the shock on Akitas face as he hears about the swords he nods slowly "Yes, she always carried them with her, just like you do... And I have lost count of how many times she chased father around the gardens with it after he had done something stupid, or even worse, let us do something potentially harmful." he said and a pained smile can be hinted on his own lips, seeing Akita almost smile warmed his heart ever so slightly and the precious memories of their mother made it even warmer.
Karasu shakes his head and couldn't care less about the glare Akita gave him, Fang matterd to much "It would not be the same, for that boys race does not work the same as ours. And so killing me now would be the same as killing him... I'm not asking for compassion for me or for the boy, but he has not done you or anyone else harm... So there is no need to make him suffer. And I did belive that some of the values our parents taught had remained with you, as I have hinted them before..." he said still keeping calm as he did not see how anger would solve anything.
"Everyone deserves a last wish... And the wish isn't for my sake but for the kingdom and for the people in my care..." he said and started to feel slightly annoyed with his brother, but as he hears the shivery breath he feels calmer as he feels like Akita finally understood.
And hearing what Akita said he smiled, a honest smile "I'm glad to hear that."
But hearing Akita say he would protect him to make sure that he would be the one to kill him Karasu looks shocked at him before smiling "Just like father...." he said quietly, not intending for Akita to hear but unable to keep the words in as it was something their father had said more then once but in a normal voice he added "I understand..."
But hearing the last thing Akita said his smile faded and Karasu shakes his head with a seriosu expression on his face, not caring about Akitas coldness "I will stay away unless duty demands otherwise... But no matter what happens I will not let you die Akita. So if you do not wish to owe me anything keep out of harms way..."
Anonymous
Tue 25 Mar 2014 18:39
A raven flies pass Akita and lands in front of him, it glares at him and hinders him from going any further
TacroySilver
Wed 26 Mar 2014 19:02
*as the wind comes he stumbles and just misses the pole. he turns and glares at Karaus as he knows it's his doing since it's almost no winds outside. he growls slightly and his hold of the sword tightens* Knock it out raven. I am not in the mood for your fucking tricks.
Yaoiboys
Wed 26 Mar 2014 23:34
"Hm? Tricks, now what are you accusing me for?" he sighs and shakes his head "You cannot blame me for how the wind blows now can you?" he asked and rose an eyebrow and there wasn't even a hint to show that he infact was the one who had created the wind.
TacroySilver
Wed 26 Mar 2014 23:46
*he lets out an annoyed snort and gives him a cold glare as he doesn't believe for one second that Karasu was innocent in the wind almost throwing him off* Right now I would blame you even if it was the sky that fell down. *he shakes his head and mutters some about just how much he hates magic. he then looks after where Kassim flew earlier* I want that fowl punished. I don't care how, or I'll do it myself. *there was a clear threat to his words and it was obvious that he meant it.
he puts his sword back in its holster as he turns his back to Karasu and leaves without another word to him as he's not in the mood for pleasantries*
he puts his sword back in its holster as he turns his back to Karasu and leaves without another word to him as he's not in the mood for pleasantries*
Yaoiboys
Wed 26 Mar 2014 23:57
"Hm I am almost honued that you think so highly of my abilies..." he said as if he hadn't heard the insult Akita made.
Hearing the treath Akita makes to Kassim the clouds darkens and a wind starts whiping around them "If you as much as lift a finger to hurt my family, I can prommise you that a certain traitor and former member of your family wont be able to stay in this kingdom anymore." he said with a almost soft voice but there was a serious undertone to it, and as always no thing but a smile on his face.
Hearing the treath Akita makes to Kassim the clouds darkens and a wind starts whiping around them "If you as much as lift a finger to hurt my family, I can prommise you that a certain traitor and former member of your family wont be able to stay in this kingdom anymore." he said with a almost soft voice but there was a serious undertone to it, and as always no thing but a smile on his face.
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